i conclude..to this much at the moment, that i am really tired and nodding off, my mind is spinning and doesnt seem to be gearing down, today is 420..
and today im ridin round loozin my mind and lets get highhh.
oh and evan has the best birthday ever known..happy birthday evan!!
crash land into my heart and rip me right around. you are undeniably always on my mind, she proclaims you are the cheese to her macaroni. guess i cant beat that by much, could say youre the beat to my heart but youve been gone long enough and im not dead yet. you are the sun to my day. that warm feeling of satisafaction you get when the sun rays hit you, yeah babe thats what you make me feel.
unreal
i dont know why i try when shes always in your facE.
when i think about talking to you shes always all up in your junk, im not playing games anymore; i would for you but i cant keep letting myself fall.
id be the idiot, the idiot that fell for you.
boy im not her, i cant be her, and i dont want to be her.
at least im real and live in reality..
well most of the time except when i go out of the boundaries when im with you.
you make me feel unreal.
baby you got me trippin over my own two feet, cross my laces cross my heart; you got me pinned this time. my emotions are plastered to the walls and youre reading them one by one figuring out this mess youve stumbled upon. people stare accusingly as if weve done something of some sort that might possibly be wrong..
if only they knew
i met you in my dreams and we danced the night away forgetting everyone and everything. it was perfect, as usual, you were smiling; something i dont see you do often anymore. i miss your smiling face and wish i could see it more often.
dreamland
seen that look before, but this time youre not looking at me
Oh i need you now, the earth fell fast asleep
it doesn't hurt nearly as much falling smack into the pavement because thoughts of you were stirring in my head, not that it's a bad thing, what hurts more though is that you're falling into someone else's embrace, not that that's a bad thing..you make my head spin
really its pretty simple..
all i need is you
believe
what do i believe in? if you know me. i have no religion. follow my own rules. make my own. therefore whats left to believe? love of course, oh what a sad chapter in everyones life. then again..everyone finds that fuzzy space where everythings okay at some point with another person just as special as you. me? i believe in love. correct. fact. and truth. i lie..but not this time
i believe in love because every love has a lie lurking somewhere no matter how perfect your pretty little face is sweety. every love has a lie lurking ALL THE TIME with me. yet again unfortunate, yet again LIFE.
gotta love life.
your words cut deep
like you wouldnt believe
sorry to display my insecurities out loud
there i go singing my song
and there you go walking out the door
your words cut deep
like you wouldnt believe
sorry to display my insecurities out loud
there i go singing my song
and there you go walking out the door
make no apologies
im crushed
black and blue
but you know
id do it all again for you
