...fighter... - 20, Female, Canada
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Faith
Everything happens for a reason

take it as it is and embrace it

for what it is

you never know

something better

might come out of it
 

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just cause
just cause her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't
cry
&& just because she comes
off strong - doesn't mean there's
nothing wrong
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Flashbacks
You were always the best
at comforting me,




but I often wonder
if you really understand




I dont think anyone does






 

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till today
I never thought I would cry about a guy... till the day I met you
 

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missing you
Looking at this empty page trying to think how to express the lonliness I feel in side with out you, but nothing seems to capture how I truly feel.

You mean more to me than life itself, you push me to the edge then bring me right back, you are the one I dream of; even when I'm in another's arms.

I don't know how to say this.... I love you, and I want to be with you; no matter what it takes
 

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These are the best feelings I've ever had
These are the happiest days I can remember
These are the most comfort I've felt in forever
These are the most confusing feelings I've had
These are the happiest tears I've ever shed
These are the best regrets.




I think I need help, cause I don't if I'm just arriving, leaving, or if I'm spending the night.







..... Help?
 

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How?
How can I be so fucking blessed to have this amazing girl who loves me for me no matter what. And who has proved it to me through out the years and continues to prove it to me every day! People say somethings happen for a reason, well our friendship happened for a million reasons there isnt a day that goes past that I dont think of all our adventures, our laughs, our tears, our paranoia games, our fights, our make ups, all the sleepovers, and everything about our lives together! Cece, you add the bow to my rain, the sun to by shine, the smile to my face... and you are the beat in my heart. I love you so much.. and no matter how cheesy I sound right now I know you still love me! And I will love you forever and for always......


JESSICA.


we've been through it all.
and somehow, we don't hate eachother.

I have memories of the most tiny happenings, and each and every one of them are significant in their own way.

i remember the days in grade four, when just you and me, we would skate along the sewer drainage thing that would freeze over.

i remember us walking through the bushy dry path, watching out for those red ant hills, to walk to my house to get the latest avril lavigne cd.

i remember our 5 day sleepover, and how your dad made us have like 9458304985 showers

i remember us thinking how immature everyone was at your sleepover birthday, from the nightlight to the "who gets to sleep on the mattress with jessica"

i could go on forever.
i miss you, like you dont believe.
i think about you every day, and hate myself for taking our friendship so lightly,
i wish i spent every moment with you before i left,
but i know that we will be bffs, forever.

my parents, when they look for our next house, every time we go look at a house, they make sure there is a suite or an extra bedroom with an ensuite, because they hope that you will come live with us when we graduate; this is an honest truth, and i hope it comes true at somepoint.

i love you, from the bottom of my heart, don't ever forget.



...even if you dont have that same jiggly butt from when we were kids
 

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its all about you
The only thing I want from you s the same thing I have always wanted...


I just want you to be happy!♥
 

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one question
What did I do to deserve this misory!?




Please can anyone answer that one for me?
 

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Why do the good things in life have to be so complicated...
 

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I can't do this alone, I need your support!
and so far you've let me down..

not something I expect for you
 

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all over...
I fell in love all over again...




shouldn't I be happier?
 

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Its getting hard to breath,
the walls are coming closer,
the pounding in my head keeps getting louder,
when will this misery end,
when will you see i need you.
you are my savior!
I love you Cece!
 

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impossible
You can't be who you want to be untill you know who you are
 

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just maybe
maybe there is hope after all