How can I be so fucking blessed to have this amazing girl who loves me for me no matter what. And who has proved it to me through out the years and continues to prove it to me every day! People say somethings happen for a reason, well our friendship happened for a million reasons there isnt a day that goes past that I dont think of all our adventures, our laughs, our tears, our paranoia games, our fights, our make ups, all the sleepovers, and everything about our lives together! Cece, you add the bow to my rain, the sun to by shine, the smile to my face... and you are the beat in my heart. I love you so much.. and no matter how cheesy I sound right now I know you still love me! And I will love you forever and for always......
JESSICA.
we've been through it all.
and somehow, we don't hate eachother.
I have memories of the most tiny happenings, and each and every one of them are significant in their own way.
i remember the days in grade four, when just you and me, we would skate along the sewer drainage thing that would freeze over.
i remember us walking through the bushy dry path, watching out for those red ant hills, to walk to my house to get the latest avril lavigne cd.
i remember our 5 day sleepover, and how your dad made us have like 9458304985 showers
i remember us thinking how immature everyone was at your sleepover birthday, from the nightlight to the "who gets to sleep on the mattress with jessica"
i could go on forever.
i miss you, like you dont believe.
i think about you every day, and hate myself for taking our friendship so lightly,
i wish i spent every moment with you before i left,
but i know that we will be bffs, forever.
my parents, when they look for our next house, every time we go look at a house, they make sure there is a suite or an extra bedroom with an ensuite, because they hope that you will come live with us when we graduate; this is an honest truth, and i hope it comes true at somepoint.
i love you, from the bottom of my heart, don't ever forget.
...even if you dont have that same jiggly butt from when we were kids