..59-50.. - 19, Female, Canada
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so stoked
RISE AGAINST TUESDAY FUCK YAAAHHHH
 

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so confused =(
you let a girl grind the back of your head while i was trying to talk to you but of coarse you were so drunk you leaned back put a smile on your face with your hands up and seemed to enjoy her crotch so we got into a fight and said somethings we didnt mean.
.yeah i said i was done like 4 different times that night you told me you were done to at one point..
we were at a party so i left you alone and let you have your fun..well you had fun alright..
for an hour and a half in the bushes while i went to the car and cried all night on my best friends lap..your friend comes to the car to talk to me and convince me how much you "love" me...
so i listen and come out to see you standing there pissed off..
we fight some more yell some more you get in the car and drive away while i ran down the gravel roads in my socks to get you and tell you i love you...just to find out you had a heart to heart with your ex girlfriend and a lips to lips...you hurt me and you really didnt care that night you made yourslef clear...
but here i am taking you back and trying to forget what happen cause your words are all your giving me right now..i hope there not just words tho..i hope you mean them and i really hope i can trust you and hope this will never happen again..whats funny about this tho is that when we went to a movie before the party something felt so different it worried me..i phoned carissa and told her i think something is going to happen tonight..i have a wierd feeling..then i talked to you about it and you told me "I had nothing to worry about"
 

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i love you
let downs and heartbreaks,
bottled feelings and sheltered smiles,
dissapointments and not worth it,
You stepped into my life and showed me im allowed to show my feelings and i shouldnt be afraid of trusting you
taught me how to be for sure about loving you
Told me its okay to open up and let you in
my smile is for real and could not ask for anything more from you
your more to me than i know how to say
boy you really have me going

i love you
 

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carissa=manda
Dear my Beautiful Manders
Well My love your my best friend,
i dont know wat i seriously would of done with out you today
right wen i seen you at school you held me and it felt like
you were never gunna let go which i love. Wen i cry you dont say
the things to make me happy you just let me cry cause you know
i want to .. you know how to comfort me and make me feel loved
You Know wat im going through .. and know wen and how to make
me laugh and smile . Wen i seen you today i broke down not cause
you make me cry in a bad way but in a way that i know i have never
found some one as great as you .. Love you fill that spot in my heart that no
boy, No person on this planet could and i love you soo much for that
baby Girl i love you soo much & never want this friend ship to end
cause i would fall apart with out you
xoxooxoxoxoxox
-Rissaaa- ♥




this means alot too me...i love you carissa
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questons
his is a Valentine's truth survey. So don't lie:

1.Do you like anyone?
yah

2. Are you a flirt:
sometimes

3. Are you a player?:
i dont think so

4. Would you get back together with any of your exes?:
nope, still friends tho

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
umm i dont know

6. Do you want a valentine?:
yah

7. Have you slept over at the opposite sex's house?
yes

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?:
depends

10.Small kisses or makeout sessions?:
depends

11. Do you like cuddling up and watching movies?:
more than anything

12. Any plans for valentines day?
not yet

13.What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
heart shaped pizza supper

14. For a guy?
dont know


15. Are you single or taken?
taken

16. If you could push one person off a mountain, who would it be?
not going to say
but for sure know who

17. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Quicksilver


18. Do you still have clothes that belong to your ex?
haha no

19. Do you get attached to people easily?
yes


20. Have you ever been to California?
yup

21. Do you go to church?
not any more

22. Do you like roller coasters?
yah man


23. Ever cut class?
yes

24. What's your favorite TV show?
O.C/ Heroes

25. Have you ever seen the GOONIES?
yes lol


26. How many times have you been in love?
2


27. Do you have any pets?
nope


28. Do you curse a lot?
ha yes

29. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?
Cuddle with Andrew

30. What's your favorite season?
summer time


31. Have you been on a date in the last 2 weeks?
yes


32. Are chuck norris jokes funny?
not to me


33. What's your favorite food?
Fruit pizza


34. What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
Pineapple Express


35. Can you live without the computer?
for a while


36. Do you hide your emotions?
sometimes


37. What is your favorite movie?
Awake/Enough/Pineapple express/..some others


38. Do you like chick flicks?
Some

39. When was the last time you got flowers?
my 15th birthday

40. Who was the last person you were in a moving vehicle with?
Andrew & Rob

41. Best kind of pizza?
meatlovers

42. Would you take care of your friends while they're sick?
Yes, if they didnt get me sick

44. When was the last time you dyed your hair?
couple months ago

45. What is a band/singer you will always love?
Rise against/T-Pain

46. Have you ever watched a movie drunk?
haha probly

47. Do you wish at 11:11?
Yes

48. Do you have any piercings?
Yeah

49. Last person you hugged
Andrew

50. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Next to Someone when they hurt you

51. What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks

52. Who was the last person you laid in bed with?
Andrew

54. How many people have you texted today?
2

55. who was ur last comment from?
Andrew

56. What is your current conversation about?
For things to go back to the way they were

57. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yes

58. Where were you 2 days ago?
Movie/Party
 

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Delburne<3
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YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME
 

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1 question 1 honest answer
1 Question, 1 Honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question.
(IN A MESSAGE) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how
crazy it is, and I promise to answer it.... No catch. But i dare u to repost this and see what people ask you ..
 

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Do it! :)
How far would you go?

Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" for what you would do with me

Kiss me:
Hug me:
Date me:
Get tipsy with me:
Kill me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me:
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Make a move on me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift:
Caress me:
Let me borrow your car:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Go to sleep with me:
Do me:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Take advantage of me:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Give me a lap dance:
Tell me you love me:
Let me call you:
If so whats yo number:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:
Would you re-post this so i could do the same for you: