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BASICS

Height:169 cm - 173 cm (5'7" - 5'8")
Weight:69 Kg - 73 Kg (151 lbs - 160 lbs)
Birthday:April 11, 1993
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Dating:Single
Living Situation:Living with parents/relatives
Location:Prince George, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:02:35am | Aug 01, '07
Profile Updated:08:42pm | Dec 19, '09
Last Active:08:14pm | Jan 19, '10

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Magazines
Movies:Animated, Comedy, Horror
Art:Film/Video Making
Animals/Pets:Dogs
Video Games:Racing, Sports
Cars:Drifting
Music:Alternative, Death Metal, Emo, Goth, Hardcore, Punk
Sports:Baseball, Basketball, Bicycling, BMX, Boxing, Fishing, Football (American), Golf, Hockey, Ice-skating, Kickboxing, Lacrosse, Mountain Biking, Paintball, Rugby, Running, Snowboarding, Tennis, Wakeboarding, Motocross, Snowmobiling
Activities:Clubbing, Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Gambling, Listening to music, Partying, Poker, Pool/Billiards, Traveling, Dancing
Musical Instruments:Acoustic guitar, Bass guitar, Electric Guitar, Kit Drums
Outdoor:Camping, Fishing, Going to the beach, Hunting, Traveling
Computers:E-mail, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

I'M AMAZING.


Jody __ rrrrrrrM
we are not poets; we have no right to make amendments
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_________ JODY - 15 - GRADE 9 - MSS - SINGLE - LACROSSE

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THIS STORY'S OVER; THIS CHAPTER'S CLOSING
i don't know how it ends
but i really don't like how it begins

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hell yes; _____

biking - lacrosse - quading
fishing - tubing - girls
music - friends
shoes



____ ;hell no

school
guys -
suckups - crybabies
people who rat others out


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can't go wrong with them;

silverstein - rise against - stutterfly
children of bodom - shadows fall

in flames - from first to last
funeral for a friend - he is legend

atreyu - protest the hero
bullet for my valentine

senses fail - trivium
a static lullaby - i am ghost

a thorn for every heart
emery - breaking benjamin

sublime - nonpoint - pennywise
kids in the way - mayday parade
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and much much more..

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we're making fiction of our lives
burning pages as we write
WE READ THE LIES BETWEEN THE LINES

these dead letters won't survive

A A A A

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Oh here you are, there’s nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
did they push you out?
Did they throw you away?
Touch me now and I don’t care
When you take me I’m not there
I’m almost human but I’ll never be the same

Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
Long way down
I don’t want to live in here alone

I never put you down
I never pushed you away
Your not supposed to be that way
Take anything you want
There’s nothing I could say
Is there anything to feel?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me up before it kills me

Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
Long way down
I don’t want to live in here alone

I never put you down
I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray

Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
Long way down
I don’t want to live in here alone
Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
On my own...






It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong

Gutted like a pig
All you want is the world to bleed
Someone somewhere stole your desire
The pain akin
To being punched in the throat
Or stabbed in the chest

You would rather bleed than be without her
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry
Your screams play in your empty room

It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong

Your bed swallows you whole
As the days bleed together
Torment on the lips of a loved one
And if you try hard enough
You can almost taste her
Feel her pass and scream OH GOD WHY ME
You would rather bleed than be without her
Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears
Replaced with lackluster memories you cry
Your screams play in your empty room

It's so hard to see when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head
It's even harder to speak when everything you say just comes out wrong







Her eyes look cold. I see hate.
This blade sunk deep inside your wrist,
it's not worth fighting, just resist.
With a knife, and a thought so sincere.
Five times the pain so make it last
don’t walk away, don’t walk so fast.

Well I think I’ve lost my mind now,
I know we’ve lost control
but now we’ve got the time.

We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up from this world of ours?
It's so cold tonight.
We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up? Wake up,
lets burn this whole place to the ground.

You look so good. Those black eyes.
I know that now I’ve miss the boat,
and helped in cutting my own throat.
I’ve found the cure,
I’ve found what’s holding us.
Hold on tightly, oh so dear.

Well I think I’ve lost my mind now.
I know we’ve lost control
but now we’ve got the time.

We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up from this world of ours?
It's so cold tonight.
We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up? Wake up,
lets burn this whole place to the ground.


So now what’s next?
You let the fire set you free.
I know you’re already dead,
but you promised me.

Lets light this world.
We’ll meet in the afterlife.
Lets light this world,
it's so cold tonight.

All you need is fire and a friend to wish you well.
Now wake up from this life.

We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up from this world of ours?
It's so cold tonight.
We’re going nowhere fast.
Can you wake up? Wake up,
lets burn this whole place to the ground.





The time has come for you to sit this out
To fit inside your mold
Would be to sell myself short

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
is now filling up to our necks
We see everything

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
is now filling up to our necks
We see everything

Oh, my story's growing and growing it is
on my last request
Don't make me feel so contradicting
There's no room for cheating and being yourself
Failure leaves such a bitter taste in their mouth

And on the last hour
we write so many new chapters again
And on the outside
where there are no surprises

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
is now filling up to our necks
We see everything

Oh it's getting longer and longer come one
I see it in their eyes
You bring me so much closer
You can do this night after night after night
Failure leaves such a bitter taste in my mouth

Taste and see, I swear I know what's good
Be still and know that they won't lie to you
every single time you're facing lies

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
is now filling up to our necks
This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
is now filling up to our necks
we see everything

I know why you never take your eyes off of me
I've used my lungs for everything but breathing

I know why you never take your eyes off of me
I've used my lungs for everything but breathing

I find myself dried up in this conversation
So pull me out, pull me aside

I find myself dried up in this conversation
So pull me out, pull me aside

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
This ground we tread upon
we see everything

This ground we tread upon
we turn the pages left to right
This ground we tread upon
we see





Soon a darkened Pyramid will rise. Their will be no escaping from the all seeing eye.
Lost In Blindness. Serving shielded masters still unknown. Chaos is their goal.
Corrupt you heart and soul.
The air is getting thin. Will you give in? All the voices of the lost and forgotten.
Still lay in their graves they've been silenced for their thoughts.
Lost in blindness.
This history is written in their blood. Chaos is their goal. Corrupt you heart and soul.
The air is getting thin. Will you give in? Burning the lives and the pride of innocents.
Tearing down all that we built!




Here is your broken character, the one left of heaven.
Scissors cut him from the page, example,
continue to read not to retrace the steps, touch me.
The hemorrhaging has ceased, has ceased.
And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.
And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health.
Here is your wake and smile, that you seem to need.

The safe and the touch, and the unweave.
Right where you placed it the night before,
Saint checks in to make sure,
you're right where you say that you are,
right where you are.

And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.
And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health.
They all seem so truthful,
they all seem so true.
Couldn't find a better way .
Couldn't find a better way, to lie.
And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.
And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health, And I inherited my health

They all seem so truthful,
they all seem so true.

Couldn't find a better way (better way) , to lie.
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7861 Blackthorne. They found the body. Hanging from the ceiling. Once again staring down at a casket... Run far away from the casket. Don't let me go back inside. Now are you set free? Now that you left us in your cage. Once again something apart of my life dies again, and lives again.

What made you decide that the only way is the wrong way? Was it the thought of failure? Or was it the girl? Or was it the drugs that became your friends that night? Look at you now. Look what you've done. I can't promise you a rose garden.

Can you see her? This vision with closed eyes Watching you I'm not ready for this Through her eyes It's time for the final act Can you see? Do you believe? Will you save me? As the curtains closed

Now don't ever hear me wrong. These years have passed me by. And I'm still wondering why? Why a man would take his life? I still love you my friend. They look at me now. They know what I've done. They can't promise me a rose garden.

Can you see her? This vision with closed eyes Watching you I'm not ready for this Through her eyes It's time for the final act Can you see? Do you believe? Will you save me? As the casket closed)

As you struggle within your noose, what was your last thought? Just cut your rope... You could of been saved... Just cut your rope

[Chorus 1:]
Say one, more word, I double dare you (bring it on)
It's my world, you're in it, it'll take you down in a minute
You can alter your look, diversify your rage.
But the truth seems like a bitch slap in your face!

When you look at me, what do you see?
Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step with me
You're soft but it's no time to waste!

Insanity and Abnormality
Careful what you call reality
But you will always want,
It's was the day you should die!

i don't give a flying fuck motherfucker!
I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker!
I don't give a flying!
I don't give a flying,
I don't give a flying FUCK!

INCOMING!

[Chorus 2:]
Say one, more word, I double dare you (bring it on)
It's my world, you're in it, it'll take you down in a minute
You can alter your look, diversify your race.
But the truth seems like a bitch slap in your face!

INCOMING!




If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.



I dont practice santeria
I aint got no crystal ball.
I had a million dollars but id,
Id spend it all.
If I could find that heina and that sancho that shes found,
Well Id pop a cap in sancho and Id slap her down.

What I really wanna know,
My baby, what I really want to say I cant define.
Well its love,
That I need, oh ,
But my soul will have to,
Wait till I get back and find heina of my own.
Daddys gonna love one and all.

I feel the break,
Feel the break,
Feel the break and I got to live it up,
Oh, yea huh, well I swear that i.
What I really wanna know, baby,
What I really want to say I cant define.
That love make it go,
My soul will have to...

What I really wanna say,
My baby,
What I really wanna say is Ive got mine.
And Ill make it, yes, Im comin up.

Tell sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide.
Daddys got a new .45.
And I wont think twice to stick that barrel straight down sanchos throat.
Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass.
What I really wanna know, my baby,
What I really wanna say is theres just one,
Way back,
And Ill make it, yea,
But my soul will have to wait.
Yea, yea, yea