THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY
( lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past )
How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you said "i love you" to you? oh ouch... umm around 5 maybe.. or a little more lol
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person ? yes actually i did
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry ? haha thats an awful question to ask me... yes i dont think there has been one i havent made cry.
Are you happier single or in a relationship ? in a relationship
Have you ever been cheated on ? yes
What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex ? voice, smile, build
Have you ever had your heart broken ? yes
Talk to any of your exes ? yep
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend ? sometimes lol
Have you dated people who were not good to you ? every one of them so far
Have you been in an abusive relationship ? yes
Have you ever dated someone older than you ? haha uumm yes
Do you regret anything that you have done with an ex boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? uumm maybe
Believe in love at first sight ? i unno
Ever dated two people at once ? no
Do you want to get married ? of course .
Do you have something to say to any of your exes ? please call me... i do miss you
Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend ? not intentionally
Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend ? yeah
Do you still have feelings for any of your exes ? im not sure if he's an ex yet but yea i love him
Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds ? no worse
Do you remember the person you first kissed ? yes unfortunatly
Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating ? yes
Ever kissed an ex after you broke up ? yes
Have you kissed anyone in your friends list ? wayy to many lol
Ever cheated on someone ? no
Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you ? no
Older than you ? yes
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like ? yes
Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser ? yes haha

YOUR LAST KISS QUESTIONS

When is the last time you kissed someone? sunday
Was it a game ? (truth or dare, spin the bottle, ect. ) no.
Was the person your age ? no
Was it good ? yeaa
Do you regret this kiss? nope
How many people know about the kiss ? a few

1. will you answer every question honestly?
for sure

2. have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
Yes wayyy too many times

3. have you ever punched anyone in the face?
yes

4. do you miss anything or anyone?
Yes

5. what makes you laugh no matter what?
tickling my sides

6. have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
yesss

7. who was the last person you talked to?
Tyler

8. what do you dislike at the moment?
not being where i want to be


HARDER.

1. do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
Lately...

2. do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
haha if you dont use a condom, you will get pregnant and die... like me

3. will you get married?
oh probably

4. will you be doing drugs in the near future?
haha not for at least 6 months

5. do you lie about your age?
only if im getting into a bar... but as just a friend or whatever if you dont know i would tell you



VERY PERSONAL

1. ??? ^^
2. are you happy with yourself?
mostly

3. would you change yourself for the person you love?
yes

4. what do you tell yourself when times get hard?
that i have someone to look out for and i need to get through whatever the hard thing is


SECRETS.
1. when did you last cry?
last night

2. do you believe in religion?
nope

3. when was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
umm not sure... tomorrow night lol

4. what is currently on your mind?
him

6. has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once?
YES

7. have you ever made out until you ran out of breath?
mmhmmm


SHOCKING

1. have you done bad things with your parents near by?
hahah yessss

2. have you started a horrible rumour about somebody?
not that i can think of no

3. did you ever fail the school year?
well seeing as i dropped out i would say yes lol

4. have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
yea

5. have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
uumm yes hahahahahahha

6. do you think your future will be a good one?
i know it will be.... hard, but good.


THE DEEP STUFF

1. Do you think you were raised well?
in some ways

2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yes

3. How do you handle stress?
smoking

4. How would you spend your last day alive?
haha umm have prolly get higher than hell cause id be so depressed

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
i hide things super well

6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
haha thats a hard one... who says that if you took the million you couldnt find true love later?

8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
there's no way i could choose

9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
nope

Be honest
Who are you?
1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?

Are you..
68. Happy you know me?
69. Going to post this is so I can answer?

If you really like or love someone right now
and miss them and can't get them out of your head
then re-post this within one minute
and whoever you are missing will
surprise you tomorrow.
Repost this as a blog

Attention Everyone!
STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON OCTOBER 8TH!
__________________________________________________

do it guys, just do it. fake sick or whatever, jsut stay home =)
__________________________________________________

NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT PROVINCE YOU LIVE IN, ALL KIDS IN CANADA SHOULD HAVE A NATIONAL SKIP DAY. SERIOUSLY, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS. TELL AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON THE NEWS AND MAKE OCTOBER 8TH A SPECIAL DAY. JUST KEEP REPOSTING THIS AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW!! WE WILL MAKE IT A DAY TO REMEMBER!

Stuff im not able to do for the next 8 months...

Smoke

Drink

Go on fast rides

Eat a lot of different kinds of food like fish and blue cheese and hot dogs

Wear small clothes

Loose weight

Hottubbing

Have lotsa caffine

Travel after 7 months

And a whole bunch of stuff i cant think of right now haha

Haha

I'm going back to school this year!!!

I'm also due on April 11th, 2009!!!!

I think its a boy this time we'll just have to see!

YEEESSSS!!!!

ive finally hit my wieght that i was before baby!!!!!

geez... took long enough

1. taken a picture naked? YES

2. painted your room? YES

3. made out with a member of the same sex? YES

4. drove a car? YES

5. danced in front of your mirror? YES

6. have a crush? YES

7. been dumped? YES

8. stole money from a friend? NO

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know? YES

10. been in a fist fight? YES

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? YES

12. had feelings for a friend? YES

14. made out with a stranger? YES

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES

16. left your house with out telling your parents? YES

17. had a crush on your neighbor? YES

18. ditched school to do something more fun? YES

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES

20. seen someone die? YES

21. been on a plane? YES

22. kissed a picture? YES

23. slept in until 3? YES

24. miss someone right now? YES

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES

26. made a snow angel? YES

27. played dress up? YES

28. cheated while playing a game? YES

29. been lonely? YES

30. fallen asleep at work/school? YES

31. been to a bar? YES

32. felt an earthquake? NO

33. touched a snake? YES

34. ran a red light? YES

35. been suspended from school? YES

36. had detention? YES

37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause? YES

38. hated the way you look? YES

39. witnessed a crime? YES

39. been the person doing the crime? YES

40. pole danced? YES

41. been lost? YES

42. been to the opposite side of the country? YES

43. felt so sick you thought you might die? YES

44. cried yourself to sleep? YES

46. sang karaoke? YES

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? YES

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES

50. kissed in the rain? YES

51. sang in the shower? YES

52. had sex in a park? YES

53. had a dream where you were married? YES

54. glued your hand to something? YES

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole? YES

56. ever gone to school partially naked? NO

57. been a cheerleader? NO

58. sat on a roof top? YES

59. didn’t take a shower for a week? YES

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES

61. played chicken? YES

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES

64. broken a bone? YES

65. been easily amused? YES

66. laughed so hard you cried? YES

67. mooned/flashed someone? YES

68. cheated on a test? YES

69: forgotten someones name? YES

70. slept naked? YES

71. gone skinny dipping? YES

73. blacked out from drinking? YES

74. played a prank on someone? YES

75. gone to a late night movie? YES

76. made love to anything not human? NO

77. failed a class? YES

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? YES

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total? YES

80. been cheated on? YES

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO

82. thrown strange objects? YES

83. felt like killing someone? OH YES

84. felt like running away? YES

86. did drugs? YES

87. had detention and not attend it ?NO

89. made a parent cry? YES

90. cried about someone? YES

91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? YES

92. dated someone you didn’t even like? YES

93. had/have a dog? YES

95. own an instrument? NO

96. been in band? NO

97. drank 25 sodas in a day? NO

98. broken a CD? YES

99. shot a gun? YES

100. had feelings for one of your best friends? YES

Name: Jonaka Leigh Swalwell - Jenaka (Jena) Leigh Langan
Birthday: March 2nd
Birthplace: Calgary Alberta saskatoon saskatchewan
Current Location: Saskatoon Saskatchewan
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty.
Your Heritage: uumm metie, cree, irish and scotish
The Shoes You Wore Today: bare feet
Your Weakness: umm lots lol
Your Fears: Spiders, scary movies
Ever get a tattoo: yes, i want one.
Your Perfect Pizza: anything with pinapple on it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: havemy baby!!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: uugg i want to go back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: boobs lol
Your Bedtime: i go to bed when I feel like it.
Your Most Missed Memory: being prego
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucino
Do you Smoke: yea
Do you Swear: Sometimes.
Do you Sing: yep
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: university
Do you want to get Married: yeah
Do you believe in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: only when pregnant
Do you think you are Attractive: yep
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: hah. uumm no
Do you play an Instrument: piano guitars, drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes lol
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: uumm just on canada day
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeppers
In the past month have you gone to a Mall : yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
do you live in a box?: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk: yup
Ever been called a Tease: yes.
Ever been Beaten up: no, i kick ass.
Ever Shoplifted: yeah kinda haha almost a little accidental though lol
How do you want to Die:ahaha what a dumb question
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: teacher or hairdresser
What country(s) would you most like to Visit: mexico
(already planned) somewhere hot again lol
Favourite Eye Color: hazel, green, blue
Favourite Hair Color: blonde, brown or black
Short or Long Hair: depends
Height: i unno
Weight: not too heavy
Best Clothing Style: whatever suits the person
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: lots.
Number of Piercings: 6 ( but getting more done again!)
Number of Tattoos: none, about to change though
I'm not: awake yet
I Just wanna have: fun
Proud of: my fiance
I am: hot
I want to: have sex now
I listen to: uumm music
I like: chocolate
I hate: not being pregnant
I love: charles
Hugged: yes
Kissed: everyday
Wanted to kill: the stupid doctor
I collect: baby clothes
My fav colors: pink,green,black
Watches: So You Think You Can Dance, 21/2 men, Family Guy, Sex In The City
Tryed drugz: just weed and shrooms
Believes in: love

1. Name a quote from the song you're listening to.
I kissed a girl and i liked it

2. When were you born?
march 2nd

3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yes

4. What are you seriously wearing?
short skirt and a little top

5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
right now

6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
yep

7. Describe the last time you were injured?
uumm when i got my black eye


8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
not always

9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
yes. one.

10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
sleeping watching tv and having sex lol

11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
chelsea

12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
fools gold?

13. Who was the last person to slap your butt?
charles

14. Favorite toy as a child?
my stuffie bunny

15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
yes

17. Do you eat cookie dough?
Heck yes!

18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
umm.. yes

19. When's the last time you had gummy bears?
cant remember

20. What color are your bedsheets?
pink

21. Do people consider you smart?
yes

22. What temperature is it outside right now?
no clue... hot

23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
yes

24. Could you live without a computer?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

25.Do you have an iPod?
yes 2.

26. What movie do you know every line to?
a walk to remember and the notebook

27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
like 2 mins ago

28. Last person you hugged?
charles

29. Had a long distance relationship?
yes

30. Who was the last person you held hands with?
charles

31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
6 i think

32. Do you know someone who likes you?
i sure hope he does lmao

33. How do you handle a rainy day?
run and jump in the puddles

34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
unless im on the computer haha

35. Are you cold?
no

36. Do you have a lot to learn?
possibly

37. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?
yes

39. Are you a patient person?
depends

40. Are you an impatient person?
depends

41.Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
DISNEY!! but I also like WB

42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest?
When I'm with my friends.

43.Are you with someone right now?
sitting around with my fiance

44. Last time you took a shower?
last night

45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
Yes.

46. What jewelry are you wearing?
a ring

47. Who's your favorite singers/band?
Alot

48. Next kiss?
my charles

49. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
No

50. How do people spell your name?
Jen Jena Jenna Jenaka

51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes?
i do always lol

52. Hows your life going as of right now?
alright

53. Do you think you're ugly?
no

54. How's your heart?
aight i guess

55.Last line of a song you heard?
i never really cared until i met you

56. What are you doing tomorrow?
I don't know yet.

57.Can you honestly say your happy with who you are?
Sometimes, yes.

58. Is it cute when a boy calls you babe?
yessss

60. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
no

61.Would you rather be drunk or high?
hmmm i think high prolly

62. When is the last time you left your house?
just got in the door

63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
trees and the road

65. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
josh haha

66. Do you like anyone?
yes charles

67. Do they know?
i live with him... you would think lol

69. Do you have a dishwasher?
yes

70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
yes

71. Would you survive in prison?
nope

72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
hellz yea s long as i didnt have morning sickness lol

73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
umm yes

74. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for 200 000$?
yeah, maybe

75. Last drug you did?
pot or shrooms

76. What can you not wait to do?
hmm.. i unno

77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Yes

78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
uumm own? well prolly 30... at this house... 2 lol

79. Whats the last thing you ate & why?
soup and cause i was hungry dumbass!

80. Are you a friendly person?
yes.

81. Service of your cell phone?
telus

82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "A"?
uumm prolly lol cant remember

83. What's the worst thing someone can do to you?
uumm not sure

84. What's your middle name?
leigh

85. Where is your cell phone?
My room

86. How are you sitting?
normal

87. What brand is your shirt right now?
seduction

88. Ever been to Georgia?
no

89. Do you flirt a lot?
yes

90. What do you call your parents?
bitch lol jk jk

91. What irritates you most on the internet?
when it turns off lol

92. Do you watch movies with your parents?
hah no

93.What are your plans for the future?
have my baby girl and get married!

type your name (No using backspace)

with your fingers= Jena

with your elbow= jedn azs

with your nose= ujenjaq

with your chin= jnedsn az

with your eyes close= jena

with your knuckles= jena

with your ear= vgrt f

with your forehead= iko4 nm wsaq2

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
Only answer True or False.

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
true
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
true
Q: Do you like someone?
true
Q: Held a snake?
true
Q: Been suspended from school?
False
Q: Been fired from a job?
false
Q: Sang karaoke?
true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
True
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
True
Q: Kissed in the rain?
true
Q: Sang in the shower?
True
Q: Sat on a roof top?
True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
True
Q: Broken a bone?
true
Q: Shaved your head?
False
Q: Played a prank on someone?
True
Q: Shot a gun?
true
Q: Donated Blood?
false
Q: Had your heart broken?
True

"Who was your last?"
LAST PERSON...
1. You hung out with? Charles and DJ
2. You texted? been a while
3. You were in a car with? Charles and Jeff
4. Went to the movies with? cant remember lol
5. Person you went to the shops with? charles
6. You talked on the phone?charles
7. Made you laugh?charles
8. You hugged? charles
9.You cried with?charles


WOULD YOU RATHER
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
nose is done and i want the tongue
2. Die in a fire or get shot?
Shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? sun

2. Winter or Autumn? autumn
3. Left or Right?
right
4. Sunny or rainy?
sunny
5. Where do you live?
saskatoon
6. Club or pub?
club
7. Is there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
just charles
8. Do you want to get married?
Yep
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
both
10.what time is it?
12:55am
11.Are you afraid of commitment?
Nope
12. Are you gonna have an 18th party?
hell yeah
13. Do you cook?
when i feel like it
14. Current mood? in love

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
yep
2. Sang?
yep
3. Listened to music?
yep
4. Seen someone you care a lot about?
yes
5. Danced crazy? yup
6. Cried?nope
7. Like someone you can't have?
nope.. i got him


21 Firsts

1.Who was your first prom date?
N/A
2. Who was your first roommate?
shauna
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
hmm depends usually either vodka or coolers
4. What was your first job?
garden center
5. What was your first car?sasuki sickkick
6. When did you go to your first funeral?My baby sis Tiana Joy
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
my mom...:p
9. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
ontario
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? hhmm maybe kim
11. Who was your first best friend?
cant remember
12. Where was your first sleepover?
i unno
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? tiff if anyone...i usually just sit in my room and stare at the wall and listen to rowdy music xp
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or Groomsman? shauana's
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
roll over and go back to sleep
16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
3 days grace
17. First tattoo or piercing?
5 in ears and one in nose
18. First celebrity crush? hahaha prolly johnny depp ;D
19. Seems to have magically vanished, so let''s move on to 20
20. First crush?
haha Brock i think

A is for age: 16

B is for beer of choice: budweiser

C is for current career: nanny

D is for your dog's name: Hailey

E is for essential item you use everyday: make up - charles's kisses lol

F is for favorite TV show: sex in the city, so you think you can dance.. family guy

G is for game: hhm i unno

H is for hometown: good ol' calgary

I is for instruments you play: acustic guitar piano and electric guitar

J is for juice: apple

K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: several

L is for last place you ate: Home

M is for marriage: already engaged

N is for your full name: Jenaka Leigh Langan

O is for overnight hospital stays: holy.. when i had sugery... when i lost my baby..

P is for people you were with today: my family

Q is for quote: "sometimes i throw up" iceage 2

R is for regret: i am so not answering this

S for status: tired

T is for time you woke up today: noon

V is for vegetable: carrots

W is for worst habit: fighting with charles

X is for x-rays you've had: everywhere haha

Y is for yummy food you ate today: chicken

Z is for zodiac sign: aries

So i'm charging him with sexual assault, but then if i do go to the cops i cant we cant really beat the shit out of him... so its either hurt him legally and spread the word that he did this to me, or just beat the fuck right out of him... hmmm..