Now and again it seems worse than it is
but mostly the view is accurate
you see your breath in
the air while you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment
and you sink in your chair
brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away
you are not really sure what you
are doing this for but you need something to fill up the days
A few more hours
There is adream in my brain that just won't go away
It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago
I'm standing on a bridge in the town where I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers
And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me
And I hang likea star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see
like the ones we've wished on.
But now I'm confused
Is this death really you?
Do these dreams have any meaning?
No. No, i think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both
Something vague that we are not seeing
something more like a feeling.