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my 18th bday!

BASICS

Birthday:September 24, 1989
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Dating:Long term
Living Situation:Living with significant other
Location:Alberta, Canada
Join Date:10:56pm | Jul 21, '05
Profile Updated:03:18am | Dec 16, '09
Last Active:10:57pm | Apr 03, '09

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ABOUT ME

--under construction--
old page--> butterXcup
-=-name~cassi-=-
-=-age~Legal-=-
-=-blue eyes~&blonde-=-
-=-status~so completely taken <3-=-
-=-piercings~ear lobes, top of one ear, and nose-=-


.:.i'm lookin for a thug,
a true gansta guy..
the one who looks all tough,
yet won't ever make me cry..
you should be my babee,
the one that understands..
and even when his boys are there,
he's still like..
'wanna hold ma hand?'.:.
--- you excite me bigz, what can i say, im sooo infatuated



..<.keep me safe while i sleep?.>..


Loving him was the best thing yet
Missing him is something I’ll regret
Losing him is hard to accept
But seeing him with her
is the most painful yet
</3



"did you know that when a penguin has found it's mate, they stay together for the rest of their lives!"
........
"be my penguin?"


Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
Who calls you back when you hang up on him
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat
Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats
Who holds your hand in front of his friends
Who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
And how lucky he is to have you
The one who turns to his friends and says "Thats her"

.... i love you so much baby, your what i've been waiting for. You make me so happy..i never thought my dreams would come true. I love you with all my heart Ryan. xoxoxx
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To my closests<333
ryan, u'll always be my big teddy bear, i'm so absolutely in love with u, please don't hurt me xoxoxxoxox
lindsay, i'm pretty much in love with u! lol miss u soo much, im coming home!
alyse, i freakin love us, we are the freakin shit! ahah shit ugghh!! i miss u sooo much
dalyce, ur awesome, love ya
michi, ur so adorable lol gotta have another girls night
dan, respect (as shady says)
dayday, we butt heads sometimes, but u know i have love for ya
eric, miss ya tons, gotta see u again! been too long


..<.can i keep you?.>..


realizing who your real friends are..isn't always so easy..


Wait for the guy that pursues you. The one
who will make an ordinary moment seem
magical. The kind of guy that brings
out the best of you and makes you wanna be a
better person.
Wait for a guy that will be your
best friend. Who will drop everything to
be with you at any time. No matter what
the circumstances.
Wait for the guy who makes you
smile like no one else. And when he smiles you know
he needs you.
Wait for the guy that wants to show you
off to the world when you're in sweats and
have no make up on. But loves it when you get all
dolled up for him.
And most of all wait for the guy
that will put you in the center of his universe
because that's where you belong.
baby i love you so much, i can't believe how lucky i am to have you. your my world. <33 xoxoxx
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As we grow up we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will.. you will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.. you'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken.. you'll fight with your best friend and might even fall in love with one of them.. you'll blame a new love for things an old one did.. you'll cry because time is passing so fast and eventually you'll lose someone you love.. so take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like it's never going to hurt because each day that passes is one that you can't get back.
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i opened my heart
u knew i had been broken
the last chance
if u couldn’t love me
if i couldn’t love u
that would be it
time passed
i believed
but soon found,
it was only another scheme
i never wanted to open my heart again
but by chance i had
i trusted you, saw a glimpse of hope
the only thing i had for so long
u promised, u wouldn’t hurt me
u knew i had given up
still never stopped you
i still will always love u
never understanding why
never forget, but
never again


LIKES

.x.i wanna be the girl you point to and say ya that's her.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you can't get to sleep because she's on your mind.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you leave the party just to go see her.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you call just to say i miss you.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you hug just to smell her purfume.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you kiss just to taste her lipgloss.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you tell all your friends about.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you touch just to feel.x.
.x.i wanna be the girl you cuddle just to hear her breathe.x.
.x.i wanna be your girl.x.





..<.u know that place, between sleep and awake? that place where u still remember dreaming? ..that's where i'll always love u.. that's where i'll be waiting.>..
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I miss you when something good happens to me
because you’re the one I want to share it with first
I miss you when something bad happens
because you make everything better
I miss you when I cry
because you kiss my tears away
and make me smile
I miss you when I’m laughing
because you made me feel so happy
but most of all
I miss you when I’m lying in bed at night
thinking about you
because before I always knew somehow
you were thinking of me too.
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//.when a girl is quiet..a million things are running throu her head..\\
\\..when a girl is not arguing..she's in deep thought.. //
//.when a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions..she is wondering how long you will be around..\\
\\..when a girl answers ' i’m fine,' after some hesitation..she’s not fine at all..//
//.when a girl lays her head on ur chest..she is wishing for u to be hers forever.. \\
\\..when a girl says 'i love you,'..she means it..//
//.when a girl says she cant live without u..she has made up her mind that u are her future.. \\
\\..when a girl says 'i miss you'..noone in the world can miss you more than that...//
i don't know what it is about you baby, but u are amazing. and i can't get enough of you. i guess i'm just addicted to you :-*
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Just once I want to be too hard to leave
I want you to look at me the way I look at you, because then I know I crossed your mind for a second
I want someone who will kiss me with their eyes closed tight and not let go right away when they hug me
I want to spend the whole day with them and have that not be enough
Someone who wont say "I love you" or "I'll never leave you" if they don’t really mean it
Someone who will call me at one in the morning simply to say “I love you” or “I was thinking about you”
Someone to tell me I’m beautiful for no apparent reason
I want someone else to stay up all night and think about me


DISLIKES

getting hurt...
being lied too
being back stabbed, either by friends or family
getting lost n driving for two hours lol neecie..
being poked..don't ask
stealing
fucking school
being cheated on..twice and counting?
aaand being sick

..behinde every bitch..theres a guy who made her that way..
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have you ever fallen in love...
but knew they didn't care?
have you ever felt like crying...
but knew you'd get nowhere?
have you ever watched them walk away...
not wanting them to go?
and whispered " I love you " softly...
not wanting them to know?
you cried all night in misery...
and almost went insane
there's nothing in this world
that causes so much pain
if i could choose between love and death
i think i'd rather die
love is fun, but it hurts too much
and the price you pay is high
so i say don't fall in love
you'll be hurt before it's through
you see my friend, i ought to know
i fell i love with you...
--Rubel John


can't u see..just how much u mean to me..
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there's so much u'll never know about me.. <333


I wish I could just make you turn around ;
Turn around and see me cry
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im sorry for my mistakes..
im sorry for yours..
im sorry for us..
im sorry for all the hurt..
i love you and sometimes i wish i didnt...
i know i need to move on...
but how can i...your not even here to comfort me...
it was so easy for you..
teach me how to forget the one you loved so dear..
[still have the scars..</33]

If you see me smile, it's not because i forgot you,
it's because i got tired of crying over you.
If you see me living again, it's not because i moved on,
it's because i hate the fact that you can live without me.
so if i fall in love with someone else, its not because i wanted to...
its because you weren't there to catch me.





your the one who makes me laugh
when I don’t even want to smile
your the one who makes me think
even if its not worth while
your the one who makes it fun
when I know its really not
your the one I gave my heart to
and you slowly just forgot



before u judge me..walk a 'mile' in my shoes..you'll stumble in a second </3


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06:53am | Jan 17, '06 | No Comments
30 things that make her smile
1 . Tell her she is beautiful.
2 . Hold her hand whenever you can. she loves that.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her shes the only girl you wanna be with.
6 . When she is upset tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they mean the most.
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
12 . Introduce her to friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . talk to her without having to kiss her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . tell her when you miss her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . open her car door.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . randomly tell her when you think she