YYY

they say time heals everything,
but i'm still waiting.
rip dad :pray:

Pretty much since my dad past away i must say that i think ive changed alot as im sure anyone would if their parent suddenly got taking away from them without them getting a chance to say goodbye. My dad was pretty much the closest thing i had. Even though he didnt live with me i knew he was only a phone call away and a five minute drive down the road. We always had fun no matter what we were doing weither it was crazy glueing toonies down at the mcdonalds counter and watching people try and pick them up, shopping 24/7, going out for sushi and dinner,picking me and my friends up from school to go eat, playing video games, going downtown, going for icecream at the beach, taking retarded pictures, cleaning, listening to coldplay and dido, or just hanging out we always had fun, and he would always cheer me up no matter what was going on in my life. If there was one specific thing my dad tought me in life, it was that he never ever wanted me to cry and if i ever did he would always get super mad and tell me to stop that crying doesnt help anything. Its so amazing how fast something can happen and how it can change the rest of your life. Not even the week before his funneral/celebration of life we were driving around with the song white flag by dido blaring out of his car having the best time and before i knew it I was listening to it at his funneral with hundreds of people, some who i had never seen in my life. People always say everything happens for a reason, but for the last three and a half years ive been trying to think what that possible reason could be, because i dont think there could ever be a good reason why something so good can be taken away from you like that and make you feel so bad, too me theres no good reason and i dont think there ever will be. Sometimes people are just at the wrong place at the wrong time.

♥ three years today already ! - january 30th 2007