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wish i never grown up..
 

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*miss.you*
- - i may not be with him, but he's still my world. He's still the one thing worth holding onto. The true test of love is ;; no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. It's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It's those times when a song comes on the radio & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him.. just wishing he thinks about you,...just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an '` us `' gives you the strength to hold on that much longer. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it. and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back.
 

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6 months. that voice just keeps whispering in my head.
6 months and you'll be gone. you won't have to deal with
this family shit anymoe. 6 months and i'm done.
i'll be gone and never looking back!
 

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FIRST PERIOD
English
- Who sits behind you? most of the time adam
- Did you ever fall asleep in this period? sure did
- Who asks you for help most? jaycee
ever skipped? only when i went to tylers the night b4.

SECOND PERIOD
Chem
- Who sits to your right? no seating plan
- Are you failing this class? nopersss !
- Is this your favorite class? maybee. just cuz its McBains !
- What reminds you of this class? lots. we have many discussions.
- What do you do during this period? talkingg!

THIRD PERIOD
Spare.
- Is your crush in this class? dont do anythign haha
- Do you ever have fun in this class? well yes. cuz i get to sleep
- What's your teacher like? dont have one
- Who sits beside you? no body
- Who sits in front of you? ??

FOURTH PERIOD
Spare
- Who do you talk to? No one, or jaycee
- Do you chew gum in this period? If I have it
- Is your best friend in this class? yessss
- Is your crush in this class? again, hes to old to be in school <3

FIFTH PERIOD
History.
- Anyone you want to shoot during this period? Jaden connor ty
- Is your crush in this class? nope hes 20
- Do you ever have fun in this class? mehh.
- What's your teacher like? hes the best thing in the world. always makes me laugh !!
- Who sits behind you? nobody. no seating plan!!
 

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Let's start out blunt, have you had sex in the last 12 hours?
nopes. over a fricken month hahaha.

Are you currently looking forward to tomorrow?
hmmm. i dunnno.

What song are you listening to?
"noneeeeee!

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
hmmm, nope

Did you have a good day today?
mehhh.

Where is your cell phone?
right beside me.

Do you like messages or comments better?
erm. comments

The shirt your wearing, does anyone else have it?
prob. got it from a johnny reid concert.

What did you do today?
school smoke thats bout all haha.

You kissed someone today, didn't you?
noperrs.

Are you tired right now?
Actually yes

Is the person you last texted single?
were not dating yet haha

Who was the last person you told a secret to?
jayceee.

Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
yeaaa.

Have you ever dated someone over a year?
nopes.

Do you like the town you are living in?
not rele haha

Have you ever thrown a cell phone in anger?
oh yess

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Noppe waking up early to get readdy

5 months ago, did you like someone?
Sure did.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
chad.

Your phone rings, who do you want it to be?
tyler.

Look in your inbox on your cell phone; who are all the people you have texts from?
tyler, jaycee, teagen. shelbyy.

Do you prefer to take your showers at night or in the morning?
at night.

Do you believe that this weekend will be a good one for you?
I do belive so

Is there someone you can spend the whole day with?
Definatly!

Are you wearing pants?
jeanss.

How many piercings do you have?
9.

Did you see the person you liked today?
i passed him on the highway.

Ever cried over what you read on a text?
yepps.

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
hopefully.

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
yeahhh

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
many many many

Were you single on your last birthday?
kinda. ha. i was kinda seein a guy.

Was today better than yesterday?
hmm. i dunno.

Honestly, what's running through your mind?
uh.. tylerr.

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
open. my dog sleeps with me. she leaves now and then during hte night haha.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
like 10.

Do you think two people can last forever?
yeah probablyy. some ppl.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five days?
yeahhh !

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
shit my pants.

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
maybee

How are you feeling?
content.

Last time you cleaned your room?
tried yesterdayy

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
kiindaaa.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
no. too much has happend. im a changed girl.

Do you wave when you see people you know?
on the occasion.

Do you have a trampoline at your house?
yepperrss.

Did you have to wake up for any specific reason today?
school ergggg..

Are you cheating on someone right now?
Never would.

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
no bodyyy

Think of the last person who hurt you, do you forgive them?
nope.

Are you happy right now?
Hell to the yes

When you get upset do you usually keep it to yourself?
i vent to tyler haha. he prob dont care too much lol

Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen?
I do sometimes

Have you ever kissed someone with a tattoo?
uh huh. tylers got many.

Warm, cold, or content?
content.

Do you trust all your friends?
uhm. with certain things.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
i dunnos. shelbyy or teagen.

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
hey. like usual.

Could you forgive a bf/gf who physically hurt you?
dont think so. but i dunno.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
nope.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
coffee.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope he is

Do you have a best friend?
mhmm. teagen lynn.!

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
yess.s ugh. chad get out !!

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
hopefully they get better.

I bet you wanna see someone right now?
oh yeah. prob will on wednesday.

Do you like energy drinks?
MONSTERS

FIRST broken bone?
ankle.

What are you looking forward to next month?
nothing. i dont want it to come. that means a year since murr was killed

If you had to get a facial piercing what would it be?
well i got my nose and munroe. but i want snake bitess,

Who was the last person you were rude to?
jaden. fuck i hate him

Who was the last person you high-fived?
tor-dawgg

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
sure is.

Do you like to cuddle?
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
uhmm. yeah kinda but i love them!!!!

Are you a risk taker?
i'd say so.

Is this year the best year of your life?
it was bad in the beginning . but he changed that.

What do you currently hear right now?
commercials for brotherss

Who did you last give money to?
shawna, she wouldnt chock it up to a bad experiance haha.

Are you happy with how life's treating you?
Loven it biiig time!

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night! i hate mornings, except for when he texts me in the morning.

Whose car did you last ride in?
MINE

Do you like to help people with their problems even if your not friends?
i do all the time

Are you the type of person that watches soap operas?
neverrr.

Whens the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
yesterdayy <3

Why are you in a bad mood?
i'm tiredd.
 

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can't say i've been this happy in a long time.
i love the way you hold me.
i love the way you touch me.
i love the way you talk to me.
i love the way you whisper in my ear.
i love the way you kiss me.

i love being with you.
 

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doesn't know why i even try anymore.


i'm done trying.

it's useless.

no matter how hard you try, you still end up un-happy.
 

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happy<3
never been happier, and teagenn only knows whyyY!!!!
 

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kbfd
i've never been so happy before.
so i kno this amazing boy<3
i'm applied for vermillion college.
hopes i get in.
getting along better with my parents.
i'm closer to my brothers.
but now just to fix one more thing.
my friendship with ian.
i dont think you actually understand how much,
i really do miss you and being able to talk to you..

 

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<3
is wondering when i will find a horse so amazing again! i miss you early boyy <3 you can never be replaced.
 

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so i cant take this anymore. all of this shit. we said nothing would change. everything changed! everything!!
 

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shit fuckk
so i loved you.. you said you loved me.. then one day you went n broke me.. tore my heart from my chest.. have i thanked you yet.. well thanks for hurting me.. i love this pain.. its great.. how'd you know a broken hearts what i wanted.. im happy you finally decided to go on and move away.. this way i dont have to see your fucking face anymore.. ps. u were my first love, and i'll never forget you or the good times we've had.. i'll be missing you for a long time.. m i hope you'll miss me too even just a little bit.. .. ..
 

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quotes, from various authors...
“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

"Live with intention. Walk to the edge. Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon. Laugh. Choose with no regret. Appreciate your friends. Continue to learn. Do what you love. Live as if this is all there is.”

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will"

"I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more"

"Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional."

"Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew"

"It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye."

"Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him."

"Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours"

"I swore to myself i wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself that this was the end. The end of this longing, this yearning so strong... I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong"

"Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after."

"How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?"




 

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this is how its meant to be.....
this is just a dream, one big fantasy!!!!! I miss where we used to be. Oh we were so happy. But now it only seems we fight, and can never get along so I guess this is where we end and say our final good-byes......

I want you to know I'll always miss you and you'll always have a special place in my heart........it will be hard to get over you but I'll tryy my best to let you go.
 

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is: possibly falling for you. how silly of me! ! ! ! ! !
 

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