You honestly make absolutely no sence to me.
You just have to fight me on absolutely EVERYTHING i do.
Nothing is ever good enough, and i don't understand it.
I'm not as terrible of a child as you make me out to be, you know that?
As far as you know, i've "fucked up" once, by having sex.
Ooooo, big fucking deal!
So because i made a choice, that i felt ready for, and DID think about, even though according to you i acted without any thought, that clearly makes me an irresponsible, idiotic piece of shit?
Is that what you think?
That because, in your eyes i did something "life ruining" to both you and me, that that's it for me? there's absolutely no turning back. I'm fucking DONE now because i made the worst possible decision i could've made in my entire life, and now it's all over.
Well, you're fucking wrong.
That's not who i am, and it's not over for me.
I will make something of myself no matter WHAT you say or do.
I will be happy, i will be different.
You wanna try and control me? and lock me away so i'll be with you forever, and never be able to mess up, and make mistakes, and get passed them and be happy?
Go ahead.
Try.
But i can guaren-fucking-tee that you won't win. You will not break me.
What really gets me, is the fact that you act like my life, and everything in it, is pinar compared to you, but yet acknowlegde that i do go through some shit, and i don't complain about it, and then on top of my world, you leave me with all your dirty work too.
What do you REALLY have to complain about? Honestly?
I understand, that it's hard having two kids maybe a bit earlier than you wanted to, and having to do it on your own was tough.
Yes, we had it hard when we were younger, and we went through some pretty hard shit. But what's important is that we made it past all of that.
And we can be happier now.
You have a decent job. You have a decent position, you make decent money.
You work near your children, live with and near your children and grandchildren, but you still have to make my life a living hell any god damn chance you get.
The only thing i will complain about, is that you've made me go through so much more of life then i should've.
I am your child, and you treat me like a fucking adult screw-up, while still using your authority over me to drill me into the ground.
You put me in this place, in this environment.
You kicked me out, you locked me in.
You just can't make up your fucking mind about what you want with me.
And i am tired of it.
This is MY life, and i will do with it what i will.
I will continue to love my boyfriend with all my heart, even if for some retarded reason you believe that i don't really love him, and its not going to amount to anything.
I will leave this place, and go to school away from here, because it's best for ME. Not satisfying to your inability to let go.
I will get married, and have kids, and treat them well.
And listen to them, and help them, and support them.
As well as dicipline them.
I will be happy, and healthy, and proud of what i am.
But mostly, i will be absolutely nothing like you.
You just have to fight me on absolutely EVERYTHING i do.
Nothing is ever good enough, and i don't understand it.
I'm not as terrible of a child as you make me out to be, you know that?
As far as you know, i've "fucked up" once, by having sex.
Ooooo, big fucking deal!
So because i made a choice, that i felt ready for, and DID think about, even though according to you i acted without any thought, that clearly makes me an irresponsible, idiotic piece of shit?
Is that what you think?
That because, in your eyes i did something "life ruining" to both you and me, that that's it for me? there's absolutely no turning back. I'm fucking DONE now because i made the worst possible decision i could've made in my entire life, and now it's all over.
Well, you're fucking wrong.
That's not who i am, and it's not over for me.
I will make something of myself no matter WHAT you say or do.
I will be happy, i will be different.
You wanna try and control me? and lock me away so i'll be with you forever, and never be able to mess up, and make mistakes, and get passed them and be happy?
Go ahead.
Try.
But i can guaren-fucking-tee that you won't win. You will not break me.
What really gets me, is the fact that you act like my life, and everything in it, is pinar compared to you, but yet acknowlegde that i do go through some shit, and i don't complain about it, and then on top of my world, you leave me with all your dirty work too.
What do you REALLY have to complain about? Honestly?
I understand, that it's hard having two kids maybe a bit earlier than you wanted to, and having to do it on your own was tough.
Yes, we had it hard when we were younger, and we went through some pretty hard shit. But what's important is that we made it past all of that.
And we can be happier now.
You have a decent job. You have a decent position, you make decent money.
You work near your children, live with and near your children and grandchildren, but you still have to make my life a living hell any god damn chance you get.
The only thing i will complain about, is that you've made me go through so much more of life then i should've.
I am your child, and you treat me like a fucking adult screw-up, while still using your authority over me to drill me into the ground.
You put me in this place, in this environment.
You kicked me out, you locked me in.
You just can't make up your fucking mind about what you want with me.
And i am tired of it.
This is MY life, and i will do with it what i will.
I will continue to love my boyfriend with all my heart, even if for some retarded reason you believe that i don't really love him, and its not going to amount to anything.
I will leave this place, and go to school away from here, because it's best for ME. Not satisfying to your inability to let go.
I will get married, and have kids, and treat them well.
And listen to them, and help them, and support them.
As well as dicipline them.
I will be happy, and healthy, and proud of what i am.
But mostly, i will be absolutely nothing like you.
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