As a child we wish upon shooting stars. We are raised to believe we can do whatever we put our minds to and that our dreams are not far away. We believe that every dream we have could someday come true and every wish would eventually be granted. The older we get the wiser we become. We stop wishing upon those stars and we slowly stop believing that dreams can come true. The magic that once enriched our very young and growing souls is no longer and we base life on what we know and have grown to know. We base our lives on science and religion and no longer on the magic of imagination or on what could be.
I Still Believe In The Magic.
I know that no matter what happens in life the magic still exists and if we believe enough we can make our own dreams come true.
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BASICS
| Birthday: | November 05, 1989 |
| Location: | Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada |
| Profile Updated: | 10:51am | May 05, '10 |
INTERESTS
ABOUT HER
[. U p d a t i n g T h i s P r o f i l e C h e c k O u t M y O t h e r P r o f i l e I f Y o u W a n t xo.Gorgeous .]
. B r e a t h l e s s .
. B r e a t h l e s s .
Name:
Siobhan
Age:
20
20
Status:
iLoveYou
iLoveYou
"It Only Hurts To Breathe When Your Not Next To Me"
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N o b o d y i s w o r t h y o u r t e a r s
a n d t h e o n e w h o i s . . .
w o n ' t m a k e y o u c r y
L o ve M e a n s N e v e r H a v i n g T o S a y
I ' m S o r r y O r G o o d B y e S o W h y . . .
H a v e W e S a i d B o t h S o M a n y T i m e s
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They say: "Why Why him? I don't understand."
But I don't want them to understand;
Because if they did; then they'd love him too...
N o b o d y i s w o r t h y o u r t e a r s
a n d t h e o n e w h o i s . . .
w o n ' t m a k e y o u c r y
L o ve M e a n s N e v e r H a v i n g T o S a y
I ' m S o r r y O r G o o d B y e S o W h y . . .
H a v e W e S a i d B o t h S o M a n y T i m e s
They say: "Why Why him? I don't understand."
But I don't want them to understand;
Because if they did; then they'd love him too...
As you can see above my name is Siobhan. I am indeed twenty and uninterested. I live on my own and work full time. I have a puppy named Bailey. I moved out of my house when I was 17 years old and have lived on my own since. I love school and working as weird as that sounds but most of the time I can hate both just as much as I love them. I graduate next year in my first semester and its only taken me this long due to moving out and having to work to afford to live therefore having a hard time returning to school once I had left. If theres anything else that you'd like to know you can always go to my other profile xo.Gorgeous or just ask.
Luke, You have been there for me when things went straight to hell and back again. You are a blessing in my life. I love you so much I can never thank you for all that you've done or for all the support that you've provided through some of the hardest times that i've been through. Your an amazing boyfriend and a truly incredible person I love you babe.
Amy], Amy you are a beautiful and amazing person. I am so lucky to call you my sister! Right from day one you've been there to help me through some of the stupidest sh*t ever and some of the hardest times. And we always seem to be going through the same thing so that always helps too
. i love you to death you are such a strong and independant woman and you mean the world to be I love you sis. <3
Luke and Amy are seriously two very amazing people and I love them both. When Ive struggled they've sat there to help me through the struggle. I love them so much those two make up a majority of my world, and I'm not sure what I would have done all this time without them <3 .
I am way more complicated then I let on to be and despite the fact that some days I make no sense I am a lot smarter then most people think. I express my opinions and my feelings very openly and honestly most of the time I don't care what people think. I talk to myself a lot in order to help myself remember things, and in order to do any mental equation I must verbally speak it out as I do it to solve it or figure the easiest way out. I have a speech impediment that most people wouldn’t have known about if I hadn’t gotten my tongue pierced, but just like when I was a kid I’m slowly learning to make it less noticeable. I am a diagnosed insomniac and it took the doctors 19 years to figure it out.
My friends mean the world to me and they are the reason I have learned so much and grown so much in the last three years. I sometimes wonder where I’d be if I hadn’t had them in my life. If you’re important to me you'll know because if you say something to me and I listen, or take it into consideration that usually means I value your opinion. I honestly believe that you make your own happiness in life and that there usually isn’t anyone to blame but yourself for you own unhappiness. I believe there is a positive to every negative and that every mistake is a learning experience. Everyday I learn something new whether I want to or not and it only helps me grow
WHAT KEEPS HER ALIVE
Her Loves:
- My Job
- Friends
- Family
- Him
- Love
- Kisses
- Cuddles
- Movies
- Reading
- Singing
- Sushi
- Life
- Karma
- Adidas
- Sunrises
- Sunsets
- Watching both with friends
- Thunderstorms
- Curling up in bed on rainy days
- Drinks with the girls
- Hockey Games
- Sunny days
- BBQ's With Friends
- Fires in the Backyard
- The Beauty in the Mistakes
- Long Talks
- Long Walks
- Driving with friends
- Looking over pictures
- Nights out at the bar
- Long Showers
- Bubble baths
- Making new memories
- Making picture albums
- Framing pictures
- Old Memories
Her Heart:
- Luke
- Denver
- Writing
- God
- Luke
- Denver
- Writing
- God
She Misses:
- Her Puppy
- Travelling
- Denver
- Him
- Time
- Her Puppy
- Travelling
- Denver
- Him
- Time
I have a passion for cooking but I do not enjoy being a line cook and my dream job is to be an Interior Designer or a Fashion Consultant. I love, love, love singing. I sing everyday whether it’s to myself or just for singing. Music makes my day and I love to listen to it everyday and night if possible. I am a Cell Phone and Facebook – aholic and I very rarely leave my cell phone at home. Its very rare for me not to be thinking about doing something although to be honest some days I really need a lot more motivation. I am obsessed with House, Bones and Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. I don’t watch a lot of t.v. but when I do I like more of the realistic shows.
Movies:
A Persuit Of Happiness
Transformers
Happy Feet
Stomp The Yard
I think I Love My Wife
Along came a spider
Black Cadilac
The Wicker Man
The Shaggy Dog
The South Park Movie
Radio
300
Silent Hill
Stand Up
Raise Your Voice
House Of Wax
The Fast And The Furious Tokyo Drift
Barnyard
Curious George
Finding Nemo
Cars
Lion King
The Hitcher
When A Stranger Calls
A Persuit Of Happiness
Transformers
Happy Feet
Stomp The Yard
I think I Love My Wife
Along came a spider
Black Cadilac
The Wicker Man
The Shaggy Dog
The South Park Movie
Radio
300
Silent Hill
Stand Up
Raise Your Voice
House Of Wax
The Fast And The Furious Tokyo Drift
Barnyard
Curious George
Finding Nemo
Cars
Lion King
The Hitcher
When A Stranger Calls
I like to see things from all sides before making a judgment in an act. I believe in putting yourself in the others persons’ shoes because it helps you understand what they are saying better. I am open with my feelings towards situations and some days you can honestly find me on my phone at 2 am helping with problems. I believe in honesty and usually am very honest about myself and don’t hold anything back. Why I do this is I’d rather someone know me right off the bat and judge me then know nothing about me and judge me.
The People That Matter:
Luke S., Amy B, Trevor P., Ryan H.,Ryan S., Zach C., Eddie B., Jeremy B., Britt , Greg W., Alexis S., Aaliyah R., Dustin B., Paul F., Caitlin M., Angela H., Rhonda H., Jessica M., John P., Meghan B., Nate P., Danny M., Tyler M., Tina T., Latasha P., Trevor C., Sean G., Misha J., Kimberly H., Derek L., Jerbear, Alberto, Marianne W., Rylan, Khrystle G., Aaron B.
If you are not on here and know/think you should be then msg me. If you msg me and still do not remain on this list you do not belong there. This list is true friends and friends that I know I mean something to. If you've been there to talk to, or we've had many great memories or more then you belong on here. I may possibly have forgotten a few people, so make sure to msg me if you want or belong on here.[/size]
WHAT SHE CAN'T STAND ...
I dislike death it has already taken 3 people from me this year. And Is soon going to take someone incredibly special to me away from me.
R.I.P Anthony James Orth
August 31, 1988 - December 31, 2005
R.I.P Morgan Samantha Melissa Trenchford
April 29, 1992 - April 17, 2006
R.I.P. James Lethbridge.
March 29, 1990 - August 21, 2006
All these people died way to young. They Are Gone But Never Forgotten. I Miss You Guys So Much. (L)(F) You May Be Gone But As Time Passes You Wil Never Be Forgotten. almost a year Guys.. And its still just as hard I miss you all more than ever!.
My Tributes To The Ones I've Lost..
Anthony.. Seems like just yesterday when I'd see you in the halls and say hi. When I'd see your sister downtown and we'd randomly laugh at everything. Now its not the same I don't get to see your smile anymore and it hurts just to think your gone.. We definetely weren't the best of friends but we were truly good enough friends. You were an incredible person and I'm missing you like crazy everyone here is. You were an Angel on eart and your now an angel in Heaven <3 Say hi to god for me.. R.I.P Angel.
Morgan.. You were too damn fucking young to die.. you where such an amazing Angel. You were only 13 when you died.. and I definetely had the hardest time trying to get over it and help your brother through it. Justin was amazing and thats how I met you beautiful. You came to my page and wished your brother and I luck in our relationship and called me gorgeous.. And you were so nice to me. It was so hard to help Justin through and Crystal we both cried. She was the one who told me and We both cried together. I can't belive ur gone ilu Hun I miss you so much I wish I could have helped you before you left us.R.I.P Beautiful.
James.. AH Fuck... I miss you more than you could ever imagine. You were my best friends boyfriend. I was the only contact between you two while you were going out and in that time I got to know you very well. You were the first boyfriend of my best friend to like me and probably one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life. I miss you so much just thinking about you breaks my heart you did not deserve how u died and everyday it still hurts me to think that your gone. I miss yu hun you were so amazing and you were such a perfect friend.. I remember all the times we talked and laughed and had fun times. I miss you so much. Rest In Peace James I Miss You Like Fucking Crazy. NEVER FUCKING FORGOTTEN EVER! I remember that day like it was yesterday and I always will James. You Were a fucking Angel. I miss you. You always made me smile... Your memory remains in my heart till the end Dear boy.
I don’t like drugs and I don’t drink anymore. I dislike when people don’t act like themselves and act one-way around you and different around others. I usually can find good in everybody and get along with almost everyone I meet. I hate drama and losing people, but usually when they show you their true colors you have to listen right? But in saying that I also have to say I try and give everyone a second chance or at least hear both sides of the story. I don’t like being lied to and I really don’t like hypocrites. I don’t care about labels, labels are a quick way for a company to promote themselves as the best whether they are or not. Most are a waste of money. Again though in saying that I do enjoy some certain labels but tend not to waste my money on a specific brand and shop just about anywhere.