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So who am I? I am the girl you all love to hate just cause you can. I am the girl who after a few years just said fuck you and doesn't give a fuck what your opinion is. I am the girl who can be your absolute best friend and there whenever you need me or can be your worst enemy. I am the girl you look at and laugh at because I am nothing like you and because I don't do the shit you do while I laugh at you because I'm not throwing my life away just for a few peak hours of fun. I am the girl who is always there when someone needs her. I am the girl you'll find at every event volunteering or doing something. I am the girl who sings in the shower, on the bus, walking around, sitting alone, anywhere just because she loves it. I am the girl who goes to dances to listen to her favorite music blasting while she dances with her friends. I am the girl you won't find at parties drinking and doing drugs but who'll be at home listening to music or out with friends doing something thats not a waste of time and money.I am the girl that will try insane shit and if she gets injured just walks it off and laughs about how stupid it was to try whatever I did in the first place. I'm the girl with a lot of ugly scars from just having fun. I am the girl you can talk to who will do everything to make whatevers wrong go away. I am the girl that you will secretely talk to because I listen when you need me. I am the girl you call first when you need to smile or when somethings wrong just cause I'll stop what I'm doing to listen. I am the girl who'll do funny but pointless acts just to make you smile. I am the girl you come to when you really need a hug. I am the girl that when you hang out with me will say something stupid just to see everyone smile. I'm the girl that will go out of her way just to make sure that your okay, happy, and that theirs a smile on your face. Why because I can and because I care. I really don't care if I fit in with ur clique, or if I am what you want me to be. Who I am is who I am happy with I love myself for who I am. I won't change for you or anyone else. You hate that I am loud.. Oh well.. You hate that I don't starve myself ... too bad.. You hate that I'm not exactly like you Deal with it. I used to care what everyone thought and tried to follow all the trends now I just don't give a fuck. I wear what I want, I do my hair the way I want, I live the way I want and You Can't Change Me So Don't bother Trying. My Best friends love me, my sisters love me, my brothers love me, my family loves me everyone that matters in my life loves me for who I am and if you wanna get to know me then theres a good chance you'll love me too cause Im a loveable person.. as long as you don't piss me off
 

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Name:
Siobhan

Age:
17


Status:
Taken


"It Only Hurts To Breathe When Your Not Next To Me"


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a n d t h e o n e w h o i s . . .
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L o ve M e a n s N e v e r H a v i n g T o S a y
I ' m S o r r y O r G o o d B y e S o W h y . . .
H a v e W e S a i d B o t h S o M a n y T i m e s



They say: "Why¿ Why him? I don't understand."
But I don't want them to understand;
Because if they did; then they'd love him too...
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So who am I? I am the girl you all love to hate just cause you can. I am the girl who after a few years just said fuck you and doesn't give a fuck what your opinion is. I am the girl who can be your absolute best friend and there whenever you need me or can be your worst enemy. I am the girl you look at and laugh at because I am nothing like you and because I don't do the shit you do while I laugh at you because I'm not throwing my life away just for a few peak hours of fun. I am the girl who is always there when someone needs her. I am the girl you'll find at every event volunteering or doing something. I am the girl who sings in the shower, on the bus, walking around, sitting alone, anywhere just because she loves it. I am the girl who goes to dances to listen to her favorite music blasting while she dances with her friends. I am the girl you won't find at parties drinking and doing drugs but who'll be at home listening to music or out with friends doing something thats not a waste of time and money.I am the girl that will try insane shit and if she gets injured just walks it off and laughs about how stupid it was to try whatever I did in the first place. I'm the girl with a lot of ugly scars from just having fun. I am the girl you can talk to who will do everything to make whatevers wrong go away. I am the girl that you will secretely talk to because I listen when you need me. I am the girl you call first when you need to smile or when somethings wrong just cause I'll stop what I'm doing to listen. I am the girl who'll do funny but pointless acts just to make you smile. I am the girl you come to when you really need a hug. I am the girl that when you hang out with me will say something stupid just to see everyone smile. I'm the girl that will go out of her way just to make sure that your okay, happy, and that theirs a smile on your face. Why because I can and because I care. I really don't care if I fit in with ur clique, or if I am what you want me to be. Who I am is who I am happy with I love myself for who I am. I won't change for you or anyone else. You hate that I am loud.. Oh well.. You hate that I don't starve myself ... too bad.. You hate that I'm not exactly like you Deal with it. I used to care what everyone thought and tried to follow all the trends now I just don't give a fuck. I wear what I want, I do my hair the way I want, I live the way I want and You Can't Change Me So Don't bother Trying. My Best friends love me, my sisters love me, my brothers love me, my family loves me everyone that matters in my life loves me for who I am and if you wanna get to know me then theres a good chance you'll love me too cause Im a loveable person.. as long as you don't piss me off
 

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Well If You Do Not Like Girls Who Aren't Afraid To Speak Their Minds, Who Aren't Afraid To Use Their Strength, And Their Fists And You Don't Like Girls Who Can Tell It Like It Is And Argue A Point To The Bitter End, Then U Mite Just Wanna Leave. Im Not Preppy, Im Not Twig Thin, Im Not Emo, Im Not Anything I Am Who I Am And You Can't Label Me. Im Who I Wanna Be And Nobody Can Or Will Change Me I Liek Who I Am Even If It Doesn't Match Perfectly To Who You Wish I Am. Well If You Have Read The Warnings And Still Want To Read Ahed Fine With Me. If U Actually Read This Please Leave A Comment Or Message I Most Usually Reply. Well Peace.

I'm Just A Girl Trying To Figure Out Who I Am, And Where I Belong In This World. I Am Only Myself, And Nobody Else. I Won't Change For Anyone, All I Want To Be Is Me.

Finally Happy With Who I Am. Not Letting Anyone Bring Me Down. I Finally Have The Self Confidence I Need To be Happy And nobody Can Take It Away Now

My Name:
Siobhan

Status:
Single

Age:
Seventeen One Year And I'll Finally Be 18.

Nicknames:
Shibby - Jeremy
Rae - used by most of my pals
Shio - Awe Chadd I Love It
Sio - Jo hehe I Prefer Being Called Sio by people Close To Me Or WHo I talk To Often.
Shibobin - CS Group Mainly Kyle and Sean Lmao Good Times
ShaBoin - Haha Jason Ur Awesome
Nemo - Matt Haha I Know im not emo im NEMO!!! (lmao good times in the forum)
Subway - Dustin aka D-man Lmao thanks for the weird nickname ONLY Dustins Nickname
Toast - Shane
Fresh Buns - Keegs Lmao
Giggles McGee - Mike thinks i laugh to much VODKA AND SPRITE!!
Birdy - Mike Again LMAO no No your got it wrong its VODKA AND 7 UP!! Good Times Chirp
Weiner-Check - Jason ROFL hahaha We r l33t lmao we are so awesome
Sio-Birdy - unknown
Tuff Tuff - Lol unknown

Yes I Have A Lot Of Nicknames Lol its Kinda Funny. If You Give Me A Cool Nickname It will Get Posted

Learners Turning To License June 27th Can't Wait Looks Like Im Getting The Explorer Ford Explorer Eddie Bauer 2001 Edition <33 Loves It!!


Im Probably Nothing Like You Will Expect Me To Be I Can Be Your Friend Or Your Enemy. Im Nice To You If Your Nice To Me. I Am Not At All Afraid To Defend My Friends Never Have Been Never Will Be. My Friends Mean Everything To Me And I Take Their Side Over Yours. I Can Be Mouthy, Bitchy, And Im A Very Angry Person Push Everything The Rite Way And I Will Snap But When I Snap I Hurt People. But Those Who Know Me Know Im One Of The Nicest People You Will Ever Meet. Im A Good listener And A Good Friend.

These Quotes Are So True:

Hurt in Order to know, Fall in order to grow, Lose in order to gain 'cuz most lessons Are learned in pain



Play with Fire and your bound to get BURNED



Im Not Ur Average 17 Year Old Chick. Most Girls I Know Wouldn't Do Half The Stuff I Do Or Have Done.
Im Very Outgoing And Love Trying New Things.. Even If It Scares Me At First
Ive Done Everything From Travel Halfway Around The World To Rock Climbing And Ziplining.
I Am Not Afraid Of Heights And The Only Things I Seriously Dislike Are Certain Kinds Of Bugs.
I Am A Very Fun Person And Awesome To Get Along With.
I Do Not Like Being Cooped Up And Would Rather Be Out Trying Bungee Jumpin Or Something Fun And Cool Like Rock Climbing.
Anything That Involved Using Your Strength Or Just Something Relatively Active.
I Love Singing And Music And I Like Going Places Where There Is Loud Music.
I Hate Silence Because That Normally Means There Is Nothing Fun Going On.

My Life Is Revolved Around My Friends And My Music. I Literally Have Music Going 24/7 And Am Normally Around Music. I Sing Pretty Much 24/7 As Well. I Love Singing And Performing Although Im Stage Fright And Performing Scares The Hell Out Of Me. I Love Being Around People And In Places With Music.



~Can't Find Yourself Lost In Your Lies. I Know The Truth Now I Know Who You Are. And I Don't Love You Anymore~


For those of you who wonder what I like to do. I love watching sports, playing sports for fun (I cannot play on teams due to my knee and shoulder injuries), running, swimming, Friends, parties.

I do not drink, do drugs and never have, and i do not smoke anymore. I hate the taste of alcohol yet one of these days sean we'll have coolers lol. Drugs i think are a waste of money and pointless. And smoking was fucking up my breathin and singing so i quit. Plus its pretty stupid and again a waste of money. Im lucky i don't get addicted to things easily.

Im Loud .. Im Always Hyper (about 85% of the time) .. Im Active .. Im Weird (in the good way) .. Im Unique .. Im Different .. Im Fun .. Im In Love .. Im Dying For A Pop .. I Have Way To Much Sugar HAHA .. And Rite Now Im Done

I Like Football, Volleyball, Hockey, Basketball, And Soccer. I Like Playing Most Of Them For Fun And Watching Them. Im Pretty Outgoing And Loud And Love Being Outside

The Best Freaking Game Invented DDR ~ Dance Dance Revoluation I Love Playing It Its So Fun. Played It At The Cove Last Year For A Year End Part With CS And Got Hooked. You Can Play An Online Version Of DDR At This Website www.FlashFlashRevolution.com

Hehe Kinky Things Amuse Me. I love handcuffs haha. STEPHEN WHEN ARE THOSE HANDCUFFS COMING OUT OF THE SHOWCASE?! Haha i want to wear them ha. People that know me haha well lets just say our conversations aren't normal hahah Rhonda... CHEERLEADERS haha that was great.

My Friends Mean The World To Me Ask Any Of Them Im Always Here To Talk When Their Sad Or Feeling Down And All Of Them Know That Will Never Change!
I Love You Guys <3

I Have very high opinions. im easily angered by people who tend to say shit about people or about stuff they don't know anything about. The thing that pisses mne off the most is when someone tells another person to go kill themselves. NOBODY DESERVSE TO DIE. I argue a lot about topics that trigger me. i put up one hell of a debate :d .

I love being outside and i freaking love rock climbing. and ziplining anything that involves a rush and activity. Hoping to join Outdoor school at my school next year so i can go all over Canada and do acticities like snowboarding, rock climibing etc. Im pretty active i like to run .. its hard for me to do sometimes with my breathing issues but i love it anyways. Racing friends is pretty fun hahah wes jeez

In love with music 24/7 its all i listen to, i HATE SILENCE take me to a dance, party, concert you'll normally find me where the music is loudest. I love blasting music and singing it. Im hyper, LOUD, giddy, excited, and always looking for new challenges and fun things to do. I can be bitchy, argumentative, angry, and can get really really out of control if u hit the wrong subject. Im strong and like lifting heavy objects. I love when i can work out and when i have free time. I like dancing as well gotten into that lately as well.

R.I.P Anthony Orth. Aug 3, 1988 - Dec 31, 2005
Gone But NEVER Forgotten.
Its Really Hard Here Without You Tony We Miss You A Lot
You Where Taken From us WAY Too Soon
I Know Your Here By Me All The Time
Your Now Our Angel Tony
Rest In Peace <3

R.I.P Jayden Lake
I didn't know you as much as I wanted to
You were my best friends Boyfriend..
We miss you here and we will slowly get better
It will Take Time But always remember we miss you
Rest in peace jayden.
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OILERS ARE GOING TO TAKE IT ALL THE WAY!!! GO OILERS!!!

So When We Try To Be That Perfect Someone For The Person Who We Care About.. We Get Lost In The Fact That Not Only Will We Lose Ourselves But We Will End Up Losing That Special Person Too.

You Know What I Figure, Giving Up On You is Easier Than Trying To Be Around You.

I Love Sports. I'm kinda fucked for playing them on teams due to my Knee injuries and shoulder injury. but i lvoe playing them just for fun. Hockey has to be up there in the faves. My two fave sports are Volleyball (Was actually on a team for that one) and Hockey. I love playing both. other sports include:
Basketball
Baseball
Football
Badmington
And occasionally Track i love running somtimes.
The Grey cup and Stanley cup are probably one of thes best times ever because now i understand both sports very well and both cups.


I Love Music And Below Is My Life Haha. My life In 30g. I Love music and i have all my favorite music on this. At the moment i have 356 Songs on the Ipod and will soon have the whole Panic! at the Disco CD on it too Thanks for sending me the songs D.-Goph. I love music . its my passion and my life. I'm pretty uch listening to music 24/7 the only time I'm really depressed ais when..the Ipod dies .


My New Fucking Love. 30g black Ipod I Love It A Ton!!! Its the best technology Ive ever had for music
It can store up to 7,500 songs, 12,500 photos, and 75 hours of video. All this, and it has a 2.5" colour display.

After a year of being off training im back into it. 4hrs a day if not more. I've been off for a week due to injury (bad fall and kinda got a hole ) I Love My New Blades.


New Addiction and Addition to my new stuff my Exo 2.1's. They are awesome I Love Em they are smooth.
They got me back into speed blade training i restarted my training Today Tuesday April 18 starting with a 3 hr Hardcore Run on em.
They are awesome :d

203 days as of today Saturday may 20, 2006 Before Christian Goes to the army. I will miss you so much. Thank you for all the help you';ve given me and for the one day i cam eot edmonton all the fun that we had. Christian You Mean A Lot To Me And Ill Miss You So Much When Ur In The Army Fighting. You've trained so hard to get this far u've been training since i met you. I'm proud of your hard work and I'll be here waiting for your letters and emails. I'll miss you when your gone. I [heart] You hun no matter what happens I'm here for you. You've changed me so much as a person since i met you, your an incredible friend, and person and I'm proud of all your hard work not only ur loyalness to ur wokr but to ur loyalness to the teens and all the people you have helped.You've inspired me to be a better person. Thank You Christian

Our War Bound Hero <3





~Just Want You To Know That I Miss You. I Miss You So~



Amy And Siobhan Best Bitches 4Lyfe
You Don't Wanna Fight Wit Us Unless You Gotta A Death Wish. We Got Each Others Backs Yo We Tight.
Not Only That But We Got Others Watching Our Backs Too Don't Fuck Wit Us.
If You Do Think About Writing You Will
Amy Your The Best Luv Ya Hun
Peace Yo <3


I KNOW IM NOT EMO . . . I KNOW IM NEMO <3
TEHEHE GOOD TIMES IN THE FORUMS WITH MATT



Music
I Live For Music Im Listenin To It Rite Now And Im Always Listenin To It. I Love It Better When Its Pumped And Loud.
Music... Everything There Is What I Listen And Sing To Everyday! I Live For Music And Writing And Singing.
D.H.T (Dance.House.Trance)
Panic! At The Disco
Avenged Sevenfold
All American Rejects
Ingram Hill
Linkin Park
Gavin Degraw
Chris Brown
Jet
Three Days Grace
Evanescence
Foo Fighters
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Simple Plan
Fallout Boy
Oasis.
My Chemical Romane
Lifehouse
Cory Lee
The Used
Green Day
Sum 41
Kelly Clarkson
Taking Back Sunday
Theory of a Deadman
Billy Talent
Avril Lavigne
Nickelback
Anastacia
Velvet Revolver
Joss Stone
Breaking Point
Ryan Cabrera
Ben Moody
Omnisoul
Skye Sweetnam
System Of A Down
Esthero
Silverstien
Hedley
Wave
Jason Mraz
Blink 182
The Killers
Smash Mouth
Nicole Nordman
Usher
Ciara
Massari
Bowling For Soup
Forty Foot Echo
Arcade Fire
Relient K
Anberlin
A Perfect Circle
Cold
Disturbed
Finch
ACDC
Nirvana
Aesop Rock
Kelly Rowland
Keith Urban
Adam Gregory
and many more but can't remember them all!

~I Love You I Loved You All Along And I Miss You~




[.Baby We've Been To Strong For Too Long And I Can't Live Without You.]

My Other Likes Include Writin And Singing Which I Supposedly Do Very Well.
am very energetic i rollerblade, walk, sk8, lots of stuff i love the outdoors and also the compurter i love feeling free and flying away
Ive started my New Year as a new person. I've tried to leave a lot of my past behind and start new. This is a big year for me. Im not like i used to be I'm a better person because of it. Ive become stronger. Nobody knows me like i know myself. When i did rely on someone knowing me everything never worked now Its up to me to depend on myself. Im not a drug user, i don't drink, and i am not a whore. i have not had sex and i won't till i find someone i love. Im not just gonna give it away like a lot of teens today have. Im different and i dont' care wut u think about me. you like me or u don't.Thats all i ahve to say on this matter



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I Belive In You Even When Your Too Stupid To Belive In Yourself


To A Certain Someone WIth The Initials C.P. Do not ever fucking tell anyone to get over a fucking death u urself are not fully over. and a death that hurt a lot of fucking people I dare you to say to forget Tonys death to my face because you will be in severe pain when you try

Then It Slowly Gets To The Point The People You thought You Could Rely On.. End Up Letting you down And U Sort Of Just Give Up Trusting people

I Love How People Can Totally Pretend To Be Your Friend Then One Day Decide You Were Never Worth Their Time And Shit. One Thing I Want Everyone To Know. If You Don't Fucking LIke Me Or You Got A Fucking Problem With me Feel Free To Tell Me TO My Face Im Not Afraid To Hear It. it Makes U Look Like A Fucking Pussy If You Fucking Talk About It Behind My Back Or Fucking Make Sure I'm The LAST one To Know. I Don't Really Fucking Care If Your My Friend Or Not I Have Some Incredibly Good Friends In My Life That I'm Proud Of. Who Have Stood By Me Through A Lot(Or So I Thought). If You Hate Me Tell Me, You Think I'm Ugly Don't Waste Ur Time With Me Cause Ur Opinoin Means Nothing To Me. But Don't Fucking Be A Pussy And Beat Around The FUcking Bush Tell Everyone But Me ANd Then One DAy Be Like I Hate You Or Get someone Else To Do It. You Don't LIke Me..You Gotta A Problem With Me I Don't Care Just DOn't Talk To Me Then. Don't Waste My Time Or Yours.

FIRST OFF DO NOT EVER FUCK WITH ANYONE I CARE ABOUT. NOT ANY OF MY SISTERS REAL OR DECIDED UPON, MY FRIENDS, OR MY GUYS. I'M NICE AS LONG AS YOU LEAVE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT ALONE. DON'T START SHIT WITH THEM OR YOUR DEALING WITH ME AND THAT IS SOMETHING YOU DON'T WANT TO DO I CAN BE REALLY SWEET AND REALLY NICE UNLESS YOU PISS ME OFF THEN I CAN BE A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON. IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE HURTING THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT AND THIS IS THE LAST STRAW. I DON'T CARE IF ANYONE MESSES WITH ME I KNOW IVE GOT PEOPLE TO BACK ME UP AND I FIGHT HARD BUT YOU MESS WITH ANYONE AND I CARE. MY FRIENDS AND MY SISTERS MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND YOU HURT THEM AND I WILL HURT YOU CLEAR? IM SO SICK OF THIS CONSTANT BULLSHIT WITH EVERYONE ALWAYS HURTING AND TARGETING PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME AND NOW IM TAKING A STAND. PLAIN AND SIMPLE DO NOT MESS WITH MY FAMILY (WHICH INCLUDES EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS)

This is for the few people lately who have really managed to piss me off. A)do not fucking lie and say im stealing ur boyfriend because no matter what u say it always comes back to me sayit to my face and if i tell u im not trying to steal ur boyfriend which clearly im not seeing as i have a boyfriends don't continue to lie to ur boy and say i am. b) do not fucking lie to me don't tell me shit then go back on it. im so sick of people using me and telling me shit then completely ignoring me and lying to me you two people in A and B should know who your are. Why did i blow u off the last time i saw both of u? because person a) you continuely told ur boyfriend that i was telling u i was trying to steal him and shit which is not true especially since i have 2 people himself and a witness to see me write and say that i would never go out with him and i told u that too and person b) because u told me how u were going to do all this shit then started blowing me off only tlaking to me when u wanted me to hold something or when u felt like it well i don't ploay that way girls and i don't need to take ur shit. dont fucking lie to me or ur friends about me u got shit to say say it to my face.

IF YOU HAVE EVER PUSHED ON A DOOR THAT SAID 'PULL' COPY AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR PROFILE <---So many times... haha


War

Liers

Sluts

Preps

Haters

Disease

Whores

Cheaters

Homophobes

Uptight People

Life Sometimes

Being Yelled At

Being Grounded

Not Making Noise

Not being in the rain

Not kissing in the rain

Fighting With Friends

Not Listenin To Music

How Gay Nexopia Can Be

How My Knee Is Cracked In 3 Places

Not Doing Something Insane And Fun

CLONES!! HOW EVERYONE LOOKS THE SAME

Being Stage Fright Fucking Hate It Since I Love Singing

Rude People Who Think Their Better Than Evryone Else

People Who Say They ARe Gonna Do Something And Lie About It

If Your Going To Hate Someone Have The Balls To Tell Them Why God

People Who Don't Respect Their Friends Or People Their Friends Care About

That People Are Just Having Sex For Fun There Is No Meaning To It Anymore.

People Who Are To Self Centered To Wear Something Out Of Resepct For Someone Who Died

When people Look at Others As For Looks Instead Of Who They ARe People Are More than Just Looks

People That get Involved In My Business When it Has Absoultely Nothing To Do With Them (SPENCER)

How Nexopia ONly Lets You Write A Certian Amount Then Again I Guess Its A Good Thing Or My Pr Would Be Huge!!!!!

That I Have Mild Insomnia (Its Good When I'm Need to Talk To Someone Important But It Sucks When I Have School Cause Im So Tired)

NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT AND DON'T EVER TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM IF YOUR GOING TO HURT THEM

For All Those People Who Are Still Virgins Keep It Your Lucky Trust Me A Lot Of People Regret Their First Time Cause It Has No Meaning That's Why I'm Proud I'm One Because Atleast My First Time Will be Special

Thats About It.. I think




POVERTY
Stand Up And Do Something
I Have Done The Famine It Was Worth It
Its Isn't Hard 30hrs Is Nothing Compared To The Children Who Go Days Without Eating



People who don't mind their own bussiness and who constantly make people feel so little and worthless. I Belive in carma and i hope everything u did to them happens to u so u can see how it feels to be hurt. I hate the people that have hurt people so bad that they kill themselves. Serioulsy why would u want to hurt someone so bad.

For all those people who hurt me and made those tears fall down my face i thank you although i will always dislike u u made me become stronger and understand that there are people w/o lives out there who base their whole existance on that one person who they see as not one of them and for that i say get a life and stay out of mine and other people because ur opinion unless a kind one means nothing and everytime u kill a person (suicide aka. Bullicide) there is one more out there that is stronger than you who will make u feel as bad as the person u killed

For All of You Who ahve hurt someone so bad that they killed themselves, you are going to feel that burden on your shoulders for the rest of your life. I don't understand why u would want to hurt someone so bad u lead them to death. Hurting someone shows how weak as a person you really are and how selfish you are. For all of you who are bulllied or are feeling like there is nobody who cares I care and so does the whole HERETOHELP crew. we are specifically here to help you through all of lifes problems. Feel free to msg me or go to chris' page and msg him or any of the other members. We are here to help and we always will be. We reply relatively fast to messages and since your talking to teens i belive its easier because we can compare to your problems. Im here for you feel free to msg me anytime when u feel down im here to help with ANY problems you have. If you would like to join ask chris heretohelp we are always open for new people

To All You Who Know Nick Ramsay Ive Heard He's Goin Round Saying He Fucked Me Well Let Me Fill you In On That.. Nick Ramsay Is Not Worth My Time Of Day And He Just Wishes He Could Get Fuckin Laid By Me IM A VIRGIN and Proud Of It So Any Of U Who Have Heard That Fucking Rumor Theres The Actual Truth Behind The Matter


 

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-The Pain Only Seem's Real When Your Not Around-


Have you ever cared about someone so much, that when they aren't around you notice how much you need them in your life? The boy in my life means everything to me. He's been there from the beggining and stood by me through everything. It feels liek forever since I last talked to him but I now realize how much I need him in my life.
 

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Don't ever leave the one
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true love is:
when you shed a tear and you still want him
when you relate everything you do and see to him and those memories
its when he ignores you and you still love him
its when he loves another girl but you still smile and say 'im happy for you'
when all you really wanna do is cry
 

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-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
we can order FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. AND GET FAT. YAY. i wonder if people would still liek us if we were fat. LMFAO
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
you guys are amazing! I'm lucky to call u guys sisters
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
haha
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
I'd love u guys if u were fat
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
I love u guys period ur my sisters!
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
aww
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
Alex.. I Love you like a fat kid loves cake.. I being the fat kid
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha ur not fat
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
yeah thats what the cake said till i ate it.. It went straight to my hips haha
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha well mine goes to my assw
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
Hahah Alex its cake like u that makes me the fat kid.. ur so addicting and so good hahaha *this convo is starting to sound weird haha*
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha aww
 

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Haha
 

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Haha! True
The 4 facial expression
Frown ... Smile ... Scowl ... or no expression at all

My facial expressions :
Smile (most of the time) , crushin , In Love , Laughing , Confused , Mad , Weirded Out And REALLY HAPPY
Hehehe
 

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HaHa
Got a problem with me? ..Solve it
Think Im Trippen? ..Tie my shoe
Cant stand me? ..Sit down
Can't face me? ..Turn the fuck around.
Think im stuck up? ..Pull me down.
Cant say it to my face? ..Dont say it at all.
STRAIGHT the FUCK up
 

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What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
 

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LOLZ
-Siobhan- Hehehe TC And Pop Oh My [.Siobhan+1L of Koolaid+1L of Coke= HYPERNESS..SCORE!.]