. . S t a r t i n g O v e r . .
So who am I? I am the girl you all love to hate just cause you can. I am the girl who after a few years just said fuck you and doesn't give a fuck what your opinion is. I am the girl who can be your absolute best friend and there whenever you need me or can be your worst enemy. I am the girl you look at and laugh at because I am nothing like you and because I don't do the shit you do while I laugh at you because I'm not throwing my life away just for a few peak hours of fun. I am the girl who is always there when someone needs her. I am the girl you'll find at every event volunteering or doing something. I am the girl who sings in the shower, on the bus, walking around, sitting alone, anywhere just because she loves it. I am the girl who goes to dances to listen to her favorite music blasting while she dances with her friends. I am the girl you won't find at parties drinking and doing drugs but who'll be at home listening to music or out with friends doing something thats not a waste of time and money.I am the girl that will try insane shit and if she gets injured just walks it off and laughs about how stupid it was to try whatever I did in the first place. I'm the girl with a lot of ugly scars from just having fun. I am the girl you can talk to who will do everything to make whatevers wrong go away. I am the girl that you will secretely talk to because I listen when you need me. I am the girl you call first when you need to smile or when somethings wrong just cause I'll stop what I'm doing to listen. I am the girl who'll do funny but pointless acts just to make you smile. I am the girl you come to when you really need a hug. I am the girl that when you hang out with me will say something stupid just to see everyone smile. I'm the girl that will go out of her way just to make sure that your okay, happy, and that theirs a smile on your face. Why because I can and because I care. I really don't care if I fit in with ur clique, or if I am what you want me to be. Who I am is who I am happy with I love myself for who I am. I won't change for you or anyone else. You hate that I am loud.. Oh well.. You hate that I don't starve myself ... too bad.. You hate that I'm not exactly like you Deal with it. I used to care what everyone thought and tried to follow all the trends now I just don't give a fuck. I wear what I want, I do my hair the way I want, I live the way I want and You Can't Change Me So Don't bother Trying. My Best friends love me, my sisters love me, my brothers love me, my family loves me everyone that matters in my life loves me for who I am and if you wanna get to know me then theres a good chance you'll love me too cause Im a loveable person.. as long as you don't piss me off
love is not a simple word. it is a million emotions you cant say <3
Don't ever leave the one
you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will
leave you for the one they love
true love is:
when you shed a tear and you still want him
when you relate everything you do and see to him and those memories
its when he ignores you and you still love him
its when he loves another girl but you still smile and say 'im happy for you'
when all you really wanna do is cry
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
we can order FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. AND GET FAT. YAY. i wonder if people would still liek us if we were fat. LMFAO
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
you guys are amazing! I'm lucky to call u guys sisters
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
haha
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
I'd love u guys if u were fat
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
I love u guys period ur my sisters!
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
aww
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
Alex.. I Love you like a fat kid loves cake.. I being the fat kid
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha ur not fat
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
yeah thats what the cake said till i ate it.. It went straight to my hips haha
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha well mine goes to my assw
-Siobhan- R.I.P Star [.What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close And Having So Much To Say And Watching You Walk Away.] says:
Hahah Alex its cake like u that makes me the fat kid.. ur so addicting and so good hahaha *this convo is starting to sound weird haha*
Alex . . . .ss* RIP STAR says:
haha aww
Got a problem with me? ..Solve it
Think Im Trippen? ..Tie my shoe
Cant stand me? ..Sit down
Can't face me? ..Turn the fuck around.
Think im stuck up? ..Pull me down.
Cant say it to my face? ..Dont say it at all.
STRAIGHT the FUCK up
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do