Officially graduated. My god. What do I do now?

5 hours and counting until grad... eep.

Four days in and December already sucks.
Three weeks until Hell.

Drank 7 bottles of water in under an hour.
I now have the serious need to piss like a racehorse every twenty minutes.

New nex. Add it if you please.
--Broken.Senses

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing -- looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own

1. I miss the sound of your voice, and I miss the rush of your skin and I miss the still of the silence as you breathe out and I breathe in.
2. You fight me, flat on my lonely face I fell, finding in the end all is well.
3. She told him she'd rather fix her makeup, than try to fix what's going on, but the problem keeps on callin', even with the cellphone gone.
4. Find me here, and speak to me; I want to feel you, I need to hear you.
5.Well when you go, don't ever think I'll try to make you stay.
6. Right now, he's probably dancin' with a bleach-blonde tramp and she's probably gettin' frisky, right now he's probably buyin' her some fruity little drink cuz' she can't shoot whisky. -Jessie
7. A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face. A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at this the same.
8. Some say love is not for sinners, I believe that isn't true- cuz when I was finished sinning love came down and showed me you.
9. Here's the thing, we started out friends- it was cool but it was all pretend.
10. I hate feeling like this, I'm so tired of trying to fight this. I'm asleep and all I dream of, is waking to you.
11. This ain't a song for the broken hearted, a silent prayer for faith departed. I ain't gonna be another face in the crowd.
12. Despite the lies that you're makin', your love is mine for the takin'. My love is just waiting to turn your tears to roses.
13. I'm standin' on the bridge, I'm waitin' in the dark. I thought that you'd be here by now.
14. I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green. I hope when you're in bed with her, you think of me.
15. You can try to hide away from every drop of rain that's hanging over you, you can say it's all a waste- you lost all your time and space - there's nothing left to lose.
16. You're at home, I'm away. And all I can say is that this boy is still the same- it's the man inside that's changed.
17. Whatcha doin' tonight? I wish I could be a fly on your wall. Are you really alone?
18. I cannot find a way to describe it, it's there inside, all I do is hide. I wish that it would just go away. What would you do, you do if you knew?
19. Hey hey you you, I don't like your girlfriend. XD
20. I was six years old when my parents went away. I was stuck inside a broken life I couldn't wish away.
21. Starin' out at the rain with a heavy heart- it's the end of the world in my mind. Then your voice brings me back like a wake up call.
22. Don't you know I need a little indulgence? Listen to the hunt becoming hunted. Everyday there's a million advances. Don't be too forceful, you'll ruin your chances.
23. We had fire in our eyes, in the beginning. I never felt so alive, in the beginning. You blame me but it's not fair when you say that I didn't try. I just don't wanna hear it anymore.
24. In santa monica, in the winter time, the lazy streets are so undemanding. I walk into the crowd. In santa monica, they got you covered from the coldest places.
25. She's taking her time making up the reasons, to justify all the hurt inside. Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes, everyone's got a theory about the bitter one.
26. I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Foirgive me my weakness but I don't know why, without you it's hard to survive.
27. Had a bad day, don't talk to me. Gonna ride this out. My little black heart breaks apart with your big mouth.
28. The dawn is breaking, a light shining through. You're barely waking, and I'm tangled up in you, yeah.
29. I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more, so much more. I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal.
30. I'd never gone with the wind, or just let it flow. Let it take me where it wants to go. Til you opened the door, now there's so much more. I'd never seen it before.

I hope you understand that there are consequences for whatever you decide to do.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Send to 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
For The Nights I Can't Remember
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Franklin
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Evil Angel
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A Little Too Not Over You
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Boom Boom Pow
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Red Flag"
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Infected
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Pressure
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Promises
WHAT IS 2+2?
Closer
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF?
Mr.Brightside

Oh my gosh. Wow.
He's absolutely crazy.
I think I might possibly, kinda sorta, absolutely be crazy over this guy.
He lives in Vancouver though. FML.

Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?
Kniel.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in their arms?
Once.

What are some things you do when you’re mad?
Cry. Throw things.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Right now.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's icky.

What are you listening to right now?
I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing- Aerosmith

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Too many.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
I hate talking on the phone.

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
Celine.

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
Nope.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My sleeping bag? Haha.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
About 2 hours ago.

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
In his arms, apologizing profusely.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Yeah, actually.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
Not at all. I'd tell him to go to hell.

Who’s hoodie did you wear last?
Mine.

Who would you give your life for?
Not many people. Ian, Tasha, Tianna, Adriann, Alexis and Kaytlyn.

Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?
Nope

Who have you texted today?
Ryan, Alexis,
Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
Not at all.

Who is the prettiest person you know?
Alexis. Hands down.

What’s an interesting fact about you that not many people know?
I would take a bullet for anyone. Even people I don't know.

What do you want to do after highschool?
Work, travel, and eventually got to university to become a social worker.

Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?
Oh definitely.

What was the last good news you heard?
That Ian's coming hiking with us next time.

If you had the chance to move to a completely different state/province, would you ?
Yes. It's a new start.

What is something you’ve always wanted a boy to do for you?
Not totally kiss my ass and agree with me. Challenge me. Have an opinion.

What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
Politics.

What food are you craving right now?
Nothing.

How old were you when you stopped believing in Santa?
Like 12. -blush-

What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
Too many things to list.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
About 10 total.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
Yes and no.

Who’s birthday is coming up?
A bunch of people.

Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
No.

Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
I don't know.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
Yes.

Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
Yes. But only someone really special.

Does your family have family picnics?
Ha. No.

Do you know your sibling’s middle name?
I sure do.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
Crying too much

If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you say?
We're not going to go there.

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Maybe. Depends on the situation.

Ever made a prank phone call?
yes.

Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you’re sleeping?
Yup.

Surprise photoshoot in 20 minutes?!?!?! O.o
Wish me luck...

I just killed the world with a disease called children.
Now do you understand why I don't want to be a mother? Lol

MY DISEASE WOULD HAVE TAKEN OVER THE WORLD IF IT WASN'T FOR GREENLAND. FUCKERS.

Name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.

1- Zackari
2- Tasha
3- Adriann
4- Dalynn
5- Kaytlyn
6- Alexis
7- Sammie
8- Michael
9- Abdi
10- Jennifer
11- Dina
12- Lamya
13- Ayden
14- Kieran
15- Daniel
16- Dylan
17- Ian
18- Kat Wood
19- Russell
20- Sarah

-How did you meet 3?
Through Cassie, when they were still dating.


- What do you know about number 8?
He challenges me. It's not always like 'Yes ma'am!' He argues with me.

- What do you think of number 5
She is one of my fab 5. XD I love her to bits and pieces.

- What would you do if 15 confessed he/she loves you?
Crap myself. I might try going out with him... but I don't think it would end up well.

- A fact about 9?
He's my homeslice of whole wheat bread. ;D

- What do you like about number 18?
She won't judge me, no matter what.

- What would you do if 3 and 8 were going out?
Punch them both in the dicks. Adriann, you love Tasha! Michael likes me! So there! DON'T BE STEALING MY MAN ADRIANN! lol

- Who does 17 like?
Um, me last time I checked. I hope he's moved on...

- Is number 1 hot?
Erm...yes, but not in a creepy-i-want-you way.

- What can you say about number 6 and 10?
They are complete opposites of eachother! Alexis never says anything, and Jenn doesn't stop talking.

- Is 11 friendly?
Sometimes.

- Would you go out with 13?
Oh yes. And we would have hot kinky sex EVERY DAY. Not. I love her, but not that much.

- Are you close to 15?
Definitely. He's a big teddy bear.

-is number 7 a good friend with you?
We're pretty good friends.

- Nickname for 12
Lambchop. XD

- What if 11 and 15 dated?
DINA WOULD RIP HIS DICK OFF!!!!

- One word that reminds you of 20?
-cough-AARONCHAI-cough-

-What's one thing you hate about 13?
We don't spend enough time together!

- How close are you with 8?
Getting closer every day.

- Have you ever liked 11?
HA. HAHAHAHA. No.

- Does 17 play sports?
He used to play badminton, but that's it lol

- What if 7 ever confessed their love to you?
I'd be very surprised. I'm pretty sure she's not a lesbian.

- Which of the 20 friends would not repost this?
Um the ones who don't have nex lol

- out of 1, 6, 11, 14 and 8 who has done the most stupidest thing well intoxicated?
It's a toss up between Dina and Zack. XD

- which friends would make a better couple? 2, 4 or 13, 17?
I'm going to say 13 and 17 lol

- who's the person you've had the biggest fight with 5, 15, 14?
5. I don't think I've ever fought with Kieran or Daniel.

- what would you say if 1 and 20 had sex?
I WOULD LAUGH MY FUCKING PANTS OFF.

- if number 3, died who would be most upset outa the 20?
Tasha, definitely!


- would number 7 and number 19 make a good couple?
Not at all!


-Would number 20 and number 3 make a good couple?
LOL Sarah and Adriann?! Not a chance!!!

- if number 3 and 4 got caught making out at school what would you say?
I would be like, what the fuck?! You don't even know eachother!!!!!

So sorry to see you go, MJ. Even though you were a turned-white black man who had an odd liking for little boys.
I'm always going to love your music. You may be dead, but you'll forever live on through your music.
Rest in peace.