attention to all of you dumb fucks out there who need to grow the hell up-
If you have any slight problem with m, can you stop being ignorant and childish enough to bash me over the internet? lol. then block me so I cant reply, wow..
I haven't done shit like that since I was in elementary school. If you wanna bash my "ugly face in" or hate me, go for it, but if that's all you got, is nasty, rude stupid, pathetic messages that make me ROFL, you are nothing but a pathetic fuckin pussy wimp =D and come talk to me in person!- then I'd like to see you fuckkin little shits try to bash my face in =) good luck! LMFAO

wow, 111 blog enteries, and going on 112.

Bustin Rhymes, Chicka yeeeaah!!

HARD
one : will you answer every question honestly ? Yes. Duh
two : have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high ? haha yeah man.
three : have you ever punched anyone in the face ? yes
four : do you miss anything or anyone?Lots and lots. =(
five : what makes you laugh no matter what ? Usually perry or my friends. mom too haha
six : have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours ? Yes. My Boyfriend. <3
seven : who was the last person you talked to ? perry
eight : what do you dislike at the moment ? My body and its massive amount of lard
nine : name one person on your top friends who is the most like you ? no one is like me, Im one of a kind baby lol

HARDER
one : do you get butterflies around the guy.... girl you like ? yess. *blush*
two : do you think it is bad to have sex at your age ? nope.
three : will you get married ? Maybe.
four : will you be doing drugs in the near future ? Nope. I had my times already, time to be better
five : do you lie about your age ? No, Why bother. like fuck

VERY PERSONAL .
one : if you were to have sex right now would you use condom ? birthcontrol.
two : are you happy with yourself ? Meh. not so much
three : would you change yourself for the person you love ? No sir.
four : what do you tell yourself when times get hard ? stay positive, things can only get better

SECRETS .
one : when did you last cry ? hmmm.. not to long ago
two : do you believe in religion ? Nope. but if I did it would be Buddhism
three: when was the last time you fell asleep with a girl? probably when i passed out on moms bed haha
four : what is currently on your mind ? sex. jokes. how the FUCK am i going to finish school!!
five : did you ever wish a close friend to death ? No.
six : has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once ? yess
seven : have you ever hit a girl? yeah

SHOCKING .
one : have you ever dated your friend’s ex ? hmmm, no
two : have you done bad things with your parents near by ? Yes hahaha. duh
three : have you started a horrible rumor about somebody ? no
four : did you ever fail the school year ? Nope.
five : have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs ? yes. haha
six : have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night ? yes.
seven : do you think your future will be a good one ? I'd like to think so.

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Today did you:
talk to a boy/girl you like? Everyday.<3.
realize anything new today? probably.
talk to an ex today? uhhhhm nope not today
miss someone? Always do.

Last person who:
slept in your bed? perry.
saw you cry? hmm. no clue. dad perry mom.
you went to the movies with? i dont think i been to the movies since ian damon and carrie
that made you laugh? perry
do you have a crush on someone? yeppers. tehe

Just plain questions:
what book are you reading now? schoooool boooooks. LAMESAUCE
best feeling in the world? finishing something important. getting crunk nasty. knowing im loved and i love my family and boyfriend.
favorite location? in HIS arms.<3
ever cheated/been cheated on? Yeah. duh.
what is your worst fear? losing everyone i love- spiders
where do you want to get married? as long as its with the one i love, idc.
who do you really hate? uhhhm cuntsey. hahaha
does anyone really hate you? Probably.
do you like being around people? Yes.
have you ever cried? Um, Obviously.
are you lonely right now? Nah.
song stuck in your head right now? day and night by kid cudi lol.
been on radio/tv? uhhm, tv. and newspaper
ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you? probably
ever liked someone who treated you like crap? yessir.
how many beds did you lay in yesterday? onnee
what color shirt are you wearing? Black and greeen
name three things that you do every day? Text smoke listen to music
how much cash do you have on you right now? nadda
when was the last time you saw your mom? last week, ish ish
who got you to join facebook? i dont remember.
what did you have for dinner last night? dont remember lol
what web site do you visit the most? Facebook, youtube
do you have plants in your room? use to. lol
does anything hurt on your body right now?My fucking back kills
where was your last cab ride? uhhhh.... bout 8 to nine years agho lol
would you have a problem if your friend went after your crush? Yes, cuz not only is he mah crush, hes mah BOYFRIEND.

Finish the sentence:
You & your ex: are in the past.
I am listening to: birds chirping outside
Maybe I should: think about this...
I love: perryberry and loud music!
I don't understand: why the hell they say its a free country, free world, wtf is free about it?
I have lost my respect for: the majority of humans, con artists and horny assholes and bitches lol.
I last ate: an apple and a piece of mini wheat
The meaning of your name is: Ash Tree meadow.

Is:
Is your hair wet? No.
Is your cell phone right by you? no its charging
Do you miss someone? This quiz asked this 3 times now. Yes of course i do.
you wearing chapstick? not atm.
Are you tired? Fuck yeah.
Are you wearing pajamas? nope shorts and shirt
Are you mad? Hmmm,Nope =D
Are you upset? not atm

Today:
Have you cursed? All the time.
Have you gotten mad at someone? nope
Kissed someone? nope

Questions:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now? yessss...
Do you want children? Maybe.
Do you smile often? like always lol
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Depends on what pair.
Do you like your handwriting? Nope.
Are your toenails painted? yesssiree.
Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? no ones
What color shirt are you wearing right now? you already asked.
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? Watching tv n eating with perry
I can't wait till: I can get drunkard
When did you cry last? .............
Are you a friendly person? yes
Whose bed did you sleep in last night? Mine?
When was the last time you kissed someone? this mornin
Do you have any pets? dogg&&fishhes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? yepp.
Ever inject or Snort drugs? Yes...
Have you ever shot gunned a beer? Fuk yeah, lol
Ever find a pot of gold? If chocolate counts, than yes!
Sex? Yes pleeeease. haha jokes, im female
Age? ONE EIGHT

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Be warned, future content is explicit.

ever..
have sex? Yup.
Threesome? Nope.
drank alcohol until you puked? Duh, of course.
Have you ever skipped school? yep.
driven a car before? yes, i have
ever kiss a boy...or girl...? OK thats stupid, you ask me first if im a virgin, then if i ever kissed any1. makes a whole lot of sense hay. and for ur info yes and yes.

do you want to..
skydive? YES
Get a tattoo? mmmmm yea!
punch someone in the mouth? frequently i would love to punch someone in the mouth, only thing holding me back now is im 18 and rather not get in trouble lol.
have babies? maybe, im 18. not thinking about that yet..lol

are you......
happy? Yes
Sad? No
Drunk or high? nope.
sober? nooo im so shittered right now. hahaha yes im sober, fack.
Hot? yeah its finally starting to look like summer outside!!! whoop
happy with this survey? Nope. as if.
horny? yes. totally. HAHAHAHAHA no

Life without drugs is so MUCH BETTER. I feel like i have a soul again, not some empty shell. I feel more respected. And respectable. started working ouuut again, feels ..painfull...lol but greaat. No PAIN NO GAIN. and with the drugs, fuck i was so painless. so fucked. so selfish. Now i have my family again beside me, well at least my mom and dad and sister. the rest hate me cause i still smoke weed lol. fuck tha, its a flower not a drug, get it straiiitght. ANYWHORE. today is great, im positive, happy and holy hell, CONFIDENT.

welcome to the fucking internet, bitches. All you witty women, then pretty women,
STFU. If you want to complain about gettin called whores, or getting called HOT SEXY , stop revealing yourself like you do on the site. like fuck, grow up, you receive them quite frequently, because of the slutty, or skanky, or downright revealing photos you put up. I don't wanna hear about it, if people ask something of you, THEN DON'T SHOW YOUR FUCKING TITS ASS OR YOUR ENTIRE FUCKING LENGTH OF YOUR LEGS. be confident, not revealing. If you are beautiful, have decency for fuck sakes. your only making your selves look bad, and in a way kind of desperate. Thanks, Byeeee. =)

Merry Christmas.

That's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I thought why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.

I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.

It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucking life.

Nobody would believe the shit that happens inside my head, it's haunted.
Now I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.
Or better yet, myself.