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DEAR TAYLORJEAN;

We have the ransom.
I find it nearly impossible to organize my thoughts and speak in a manner I find acceptable to truly describe myself. I'll start this off assuming you too make a lot of assumptions. I'm probably one of the nicest people you will ever meet, just as insecure and defensive as the next girl. I have a horrible habit of either talking far too much or bottling everything up inside. Finding an equilibrium has proven to be much harder than I ever expected.

I worry about all the insignificant things we prey on to occupy our minds and also concentrate on the small things too much.I overlook everything and over analyze things to the point where I actually start to hurt over it. I study each word and look for a different meaning in each perspective I can find. I may be hurting, pushed to the point of exhaustion, and miserable because of things I can only assume are happening. I'm always looking for something that I know I will never find but as hypocritical as I am I can promise myself that there's some sort of light pointing my way out I just need to open my eyes a little wider. I need to take myself and readjust myself into not worrying about tomorrow or the past. I really need to change, I'm not exactly the girl everyone thought I was. I expect you to leave me sooner or later. Since I know it will happen, I can't be disappointed.

I'm pretty much always in a good mood. If you see me around, I'm more than likely smiling and laughing. I will say that first impressions aren't my thing. I might come off as a bitch because I'm kind of shy. I apologize if I come across that way I really am pretty decent. Apparently I constantly sound sarcastic. This is not intentional. I can come off rude or uninterested. Also unintentional. I see the good in every single person. I'll find your positive traits and use those to base my opinion of you. I give everyone a chance but if you blow it don't be expecting another one. I am not the most forgiving of people.

All I want out of life is simply happiness. That's all I really ask for. I am only human. I make mistakes just like everybody else. I am not perfect and never will be. I don't want to be perfect, perfect is boring. I strive to be different, diverse, the one to stand out in a crowd. I don't want to be something generic, cookie-cutter, or identifiable by relation. I always seem to have a different view or perception of something then what everybody else does. Life is to short to please other people. Do what makes you happy and no one else. Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the common place, the slaves of the ordinary.
Rest In Peace Jye Strong and Tubsey Sprecak

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