04:42am | Jan 18, '09 | Public
"Mustang, Mustang, Mustang. I don't even know where to start. There's so much I have to say to you and it all boils down to three simple words: I love you. I could go on for days and days about our stupidity and our memories. We're honestly just complete idiots, and I love that about us. I've never gotten so close to someone this fast, and I've never been so happy about having a friend. No one comes close to you. No one else would do the things we do together besides you and me. You're irriplaceable, one of a kind, beautiful, amazing, perfect. I could honestly write pages and pages about how absolutely amazing you are, but I know you know how I feel. I know that we'll always be friends. Nothing could tear us apart if it hasn't yet. I trust you probably more than anyone. I'll never ever leave you. Ever. Ever. Ever. And that's a promise. You're stuck with me, girl. I love you. I love you. I love you. Nothing says it better."
Remember this? It's just so hard to understand how someone that used to think you were irriplaceable, one of a kind, beautiful, amazing and perfect could do this to you. When they call you a stupid bitch for something they didn't even do. I don't want you back.. I don't think we'll ever be friends again, but we shouldn't act like this. I actually wanted to fight you I was so mad at you and over what? Some stupid shit and a guy? One day you'll realize what a huge mistake you made and I won't be there for you and that'll be your problem not mine. I miss it though, people come to my house and they ask me why I still have your pictures and letters up, I don't even know why. I just can't say good-bye, I can't let go of this. You meant so much to me it's unbelievable and I feel horrible for everything that's happened, I was looking through your old blogs and it just broke my heart. I don't want to be friends again and that's not what I'm trying to do with this, I just don't want either of us to get more hurt then we already are. I've tried understanding you, but I don't. I don't understand how you weren't friends with me over that, but your boyfriend did the exact same thing and your still with him. You've completely lost me.. you'll never ever leave me? I guess that's one promise you can be proud you broke eh.