So i haven't blogged on here much lately, not as much as I did in the past... ever since i made my other blog I never really put anything into this one, but i feel the need to put in an update on here.

First off im sorry for everything. If there was a way to go back and change the past i would do just that, but i cant. I accept my mistakes... and i miss you more than you could ever imagine. To have feelings like that towards you is unbelivable.. but its how it is

Second off, I feel like i never gave you a chance. I want to, but im scared? nows just not the time for me to be in a position like that. maybe in the near future if you stick around.