.Hysteria. - 22, Female, Calgary
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This is why I never was quick to trust guys. This is why I am always afraid to admit that my life is happy and great for once, because it always comes crashing down.
For about a week you've felt that we didnt have an emotional connection? I find that hard to believe. You kissed my cheek last night cuz you could. You werent afraid to show me off to your family. You wanted to take a picture with me the other day because you didnt have any of me and you wanted to show me to your friends. You did all the little things that ment a lot. You talked about us in the future all the time. You called me beautiful at my most vulnerable moment.
I personally think that you are a fucking coward. I think you are afraid that this could possibly be more than a physical attraction and you are afraid of getting hurt. Well you arent the only one with commitment issues!!
I respect that you were very adult about it. I respect that you felt I deserved better because you couldnt give me what I wanted apparently. But it still hurts.
You are a fucking coward and screw you if you think you will EVER have another chance with me. This is the last fucking straw. You have no idea what you just lost.
 

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