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Proud To Be Fucken Canadain
Proud To Be Fucken Canadain
..Ms.Brown..
Dont Ask Why.
Just Realize Your Contribution.
Lossing Anything That Means Something,
Is All To Familiar.
Sick Of The Stress.
Sick Of Life.
Sick Of The Sinking Feeling In My Chest,
When I Realize The Truth.
Selfish?
Only When You Have Someone To Hurt.
More Like A Favour,
To All Those Who Act.
Call Me Teacher.
Ill Teach You What Happens,
At My Expense.
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And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Only so much can happen,
before I say "Fuck It.'
Thats when I start having fun, and stop caring.
Fuck trust, love, friends, or anything else it hurts to lose.
Find it in ones self, then the only one who can hurt you is your self.
The moment you gain a friend, or love family, you open your self up to destruction.
I would rather die alone, then die inside from heart break once more.
Find it in ones self, then the only one who can hurt you is your self.
The moment you gain a friend, or love family, you open your self up to destruction.
I would rather die alone, then die inside from heart break once more.
I have been told lately that I need a plan of action.
I was held back from what i have wanted,
for something I love that I have never had before.
A bestfriend. [you know who you are]
That something is disappearing,
I hope to god not, but I am sure it is.
It depresses me to the point where holding composure is like holding my breath.
That constant sinking pain in your chest as your eyes gloss
and you try to hold back the tears.
Then I realized this is pathedic,
I have learnt this a million times before.
I was stupid though, and thought friends could end up differently then family.
How wrong I was.
Why am I giving that person the ability to put me in this state.
So I thought, and thought, and thought,
and finally came up with a plan of action.
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I have learnt this a million times before.
I was stupid though, and thought friends could end up differently then family.
How wrong I was.
Why am I giving that person the ability to put me in this state.
So I thought, and thought, and thought,
and finally came up with a plan of action.
I found a place...
I can find a job no prob...
Work untill July 12..
Motion Notion...
Recuperation...
Work till end of July...
Camp through August....
Camp through September...
Camp through October...
Buy a truck....
Grab my board,
then November and December is all travel, shred and party.
If I can't fix myself once again by December,
My birthday present to myself is
checking myself into treatment
I can find a job no prob...
Work untill July 12..
Motion Notion...
Recuperation...
Work till end of July...
Camp through August....
Camp through September...
Camp through October...
Buy a truck....
Grab my board,
then November and December is all travel, shred and party.
If I can't fix myself once again by December,
My birthday present to myself is
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I'll Be Back Baby, Dont You Worry 'Bout That