WATCH MGMT ELECTRIC FEEL. on youtube. yes. now.
fucking craziest video ever, ive watched it probably 8738478923749 times
and am still in love with it.

}There is only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. When things change people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting the things that weren't meant to be. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. You got to do what's right for you even if it hurts. I've come to realize that in the end, everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become.~

getting my two tattoos soon, auughgkk!!

spotlight x7 ... =| Real sweet! ahaha

i need to come out of my shell..
i think im feeling protective because im scared to get hurt.
i guess if you kinda lay low and dont say anything no one has
anything to judge you with. i realise i may be seeming
intimidating to people.. but its just a shell.
Everyone has one now that i think about it.. just
so their accepted and not mocked. Even if we dont
admit it - words do hurt. i just wish everyone was nice to
one another.. cause really - were all the same.
Different life - same struggle .. trying to find our paths.

Life just has to be so hard.. its soooo impossible to make new friends,
everyone is SO rude! And even if they are nice they either dont have time
for you or dont need anymore friends. No one knows what they want.. so they totally
disregard anyone elses feelings to do wats best for them. Secretly dying inside
and in such a panic. All feeling alone and insecure.. scared and so unsure.
questioning every step they take hoping its the right one. Hiding behind a fake mask
so no one sees how pathetic they really are. Whjy cant people just be nice, grow the fuck up, and worry about there own lives. no gossip. no drama. no constant judging.
the only rreason they do it is to cope with there own insecurness and point out
faults with others to make the m feel better or hide even more from the truth.
isnt there someone out there that feels the same way? =(

I can't wait t'ill karma kicks the fuck in and you drownd in your fake personality.

6 spotlights all in 2 weeks =O

I need good pictures.. i've ran out of ideas though =( mine all suck dick.

1.] Where was the first place you ever kissed the last person you kissed?
- in a closet (first) - at school (last)

[2.] What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
- absolutely nothing ha.. found out sahe is as big of a hoe as i thought?

[3.] How many TRUE best friends do you have?
- 2

[4.] Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
-depends if i have stuff to sdot aht day .

[5.] Tell me where you got the shirt your wearing.
- macys .

[6.] Closest thing to you that is brown?
-anus... jk ugh... my eyeshadow?

[7.] What would you change about your life right now?
- alot.

[8.] Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
- cry over the truth.. at least it would be over and not leg out

[9.] What's on your bedroom floor right now?
- hairstraightner, makeup, hairspray, laptop, ALOT OF LOOSE HAIR, and some clothes lmao

[10.] Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
- kyle

[11.] Do you trust people?
- one person (my grand-moma!)

[12.] If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
- amsterdam.. weeds legal.. jk ontario

[13.]Have you ever been out of the country?
- pft no

[14.] Could you go a day without eating?
- yeah haha, it'd kill me though lmao

[16.] Do you like anybody right now?
- yes

[17.] When was the last time you had your hair cut?
- long time

[18.] Would you rather be mad or sad?
- mad

[19.] Does it take a lot to make you cry?
- yeah, unless its about some i really care about ..

[20.] Whats the best feeling in the world?
- lol i cant say =S

[21.] Are you close with your mom?
- not as close as id like...

[22.] Are your parents strict?
- just my dad

[23.] Do you tell your parents everything?
- i leave some things out .

[25.] Name two fears you have.
- death, trapped under ice

[26.] If you need to go to the store a block away, do you walk or drive?
- walk

[27.] Does the thought of marriage scare you?
- no but i dont want it for a long time

[28.] How many kids do you want?
- 2 or 3 at the most

[29.] What's your favorite color to wear?
- blue.. or red

[30.] Who was the last person in your bedroom besides you?
- my mama

[31.] What are you doing today?
- working and doing homework nd maybe hangin wit ppl

[32.] Would you rather be rich & sad or poor & happy?
- poor and happy .. clearly?

[33.] Do you work out?
- every once and awhile but i eat it all back the same day pfft.

[35.] Do you get bored easily?
- sometimes..

[36.] What's something that someone can do that really bothers you?
- act better than everyone or fuckin flaunt thereself UGH! ooo or when they
drink som,ething and you see chunkies from there mouth go in the drink *PUKE*

[37] Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
- neh

[38.] Do you wish you were famous?
- no, i wish i was a known actress though

[39.] Do you make a wish at 11:11?
- used to..

[41.] Who's the last text message you received from and what did it say?
- Kyle.. : It's a rumor !! =(

[42.] What are you freakishly obsessed with?
- zac efron lmao dont hate.. and this one really hot chick at my school

[43.] What's your favorite song at the moment?
- typical - tickle me pink (chick in it is sexy! youtube that shit!)

[44.] Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online?
- both. i hate online though cause then you have to wait

[45.] Can music affect your mood?
- no, helps with it though.. sometimes it can

[46.] What piercings do you want?
- cunt. jk none.

[47.] What tattoos do you want?
- i wanna get both removed..

[48.] Have you ever been in a cave?
- oh..? watta question.. no?

[49.] Ever eaten a bug?
- not on purpose

[50.] When will you see the person you have a crush on?
- hopefully tonight! =) aehh