I am so lost,
I cant sleep , cant think , cant breath .
I am torn..... sick to my stomach
I hate when you come to a fork in the road,
and you cant decide which way to take.
My mind is racing, my heart pounding,
scared of regret and disapointment from what i Choose,
I feel so small.
I wish time could freeze, letting choose both ways,
but i guess life doesn't work like that.
I feel alone, even though there are so many people around me
Everything is just a blur.
I wish i could see cleary, to know what it is right,
But i guess these things arn't that easy.
I am a stupid girl, for feeling this way .
I am so so sorry, for everthing.
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