Remember back when everything was easier? Back when we all said that we'd never do drugs, we don't need those, we're all to cool.
Back when dating meant walking beside each other to the bus, or sitting beside each other. Maybe awkwardly holding hands, smiling and blushing like there's no tomorrow.
When your biggest problem was figuring out what to do at recess, or making sure no one saw you doodling little hearts all over his name. Mom was your favorite person ever. Daddy was your hero.
We all wanted to grow up so badly, and that's it. We all want to move forward. I wish we would all just realize we should love life for what it is right now. It just gets harder.
I remember when my best friend was a boy, and no one cared. I don't even think anyone noticed. Now, if a boy even pays attention to you,
You're a whore. A slut. Just because that one boy looks at you a certain way, the whole world thinks you're sleeping with him.
I loved my toys. My barbies were beautiful. My ken doll was the perfect image of a boy.
I still have all my teddy bears, a little token of my past that I'm never leaving behind.
Remember when getting high was on an airplane? Or on the swingset? I miss that. Very much.
Back when sleepovers consisted of staying up till 11, and giggling as soon as the lights were out because we were up bast bedtime. Now a sleepover usually means sneaking out, partying, sneaking boys or girls in, talking about sex, anything like that. Birthday parties were clowns, party hats, cake and icecream, fun little games.
Now it's getting wasted, hammered, not remembering who is in the bed beside you, finding closets and having fun with your boyfriend.
It was cool to be different, and if you were wierd, everyone loved you.
Now, If there is something about you that is strange, different, wierd, you're an outcast. No one even wants to look at you.


Remember when we were little, carefree, and fun?


I miss that.