She misses not caring what people thought, the times where we could always pretend.
Now opinions matter, and everything seems to lead to the end.
She used to sit and pout,
Only now she gets kicked out.
To make her happy it only took toys,
Now it's a pill, a powder, rebellious boys.
School used to be napping, and being with friends,
Now grades are dropping, it's almost the end.
Only her toys would break and she'd fight with her brother,
but now everyones against her, even her mother.
She feels asthough her heart keeps breaking,
She's in a state of depression which she can't be faking.
She only had dreams, now she just screams.
Her mom is a dropout who's never around, before she was one her dad left town.
Now cut by cut she hides her pain,
Cut by cut she dreams of starting again.