So, as much as i love my family and my best friend... so wasn't worth it!!!
and i can't believe i even missed fashion week over it! so not cool!

7 questions.
7 chances.
7 honest answers.

That's all you get.

You get to ask me 7 questions.
(Inbox or comment, but expect responses to your inbox)
Any 7 questions.
Anything, no matter how crazy they are.
And I promise to try and answer them truthfully.

No catch.
But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...
Bet you won't do it

tiard of wanting to be what everyone els is.

a person can try so hard to love themselvs.
but its just so dam'n complicated

i just wanna scream.

i need a change or a way out.

so the one thing i kinka regret,
was what they wanted,
and now ive been dumped on the side lines.

what a waste,,,,,

so,,
mad hatters was amazing!!!!
judging the bikini contest for the next 3 weeks
is going to be fenominal!!!

people need to sign up for the bikini contest at mad hatters,
it would be a blast!!!
any one who has a positive self image of themselfs, a little courage, and knows that they look good,
will go pretty damn far,

the fourth round is going to be awesome!!

so drunk,
hav e to go puke or go to bed or something, its 4am,
night nexopia

hope you COME TO MADHATTERS NEXT THURSDAY NIGHT!!!

You know what i think?
I think that there are way to many people out there that are in 'LOVE' (notice the quotation marks)

ARE YOU FRICKING SERIOUS!!!
Half of the people in 'love' wouldn't be able to differentiate between love and
2 ply toilot paper!!!
Its really starting to piss me off.

Not only are you supposedly in 'love',
your voicing it.
Letting everyone els around you know how you've labeled that particular emotion.
giving everyone els around you a false idea, a false example of what love actually is...
That means, your lying.,,

And then when they're all teary eyed posting blogs and writing nasty messages right after they've broken up from a 'serious relationship' they take it out on everyone els, causing blind hatred, for everyone els and yourself.
Increasing the variation of light and dark, 'happiness' and saddness.
pushing yourself into the back hole of saddness

and because of this theres liek a fickin BAZZZILLION little tweens running around
loving every other one night stand.
loving anyone who can fill the void that they can't

its smearing the true image and ideal of love

what are we doing.
all were teaching ourselfs
from all the bull shit that we've surrounded ourselfs with is that

is confusion,

simply,,


she loves me = i love her
therefore two weeks later
after the emotional heartthrob of a 'break up'
i love someone els.
??? doesn't make sence

if this keeps going on,
all people are going to start hating themselfs,
more and more and more.

and if you can't love yourself,
how the hell you going to love anyone els?


i dunno. maybe i'm just that morbid and emotionally detatched.
but i really doubt it...

Is choosing to do nothing
Something that you've chosen as an action?
Your choice?
Or, is it like a hiddin option?

I feel like I'm not picking whats behing door number 1
or number 2
and just going back the way I came.

Or is it just lazyness?
Fear maybe;

Is the future really held in the palm of your hand?
Could the wrong minor decision in life
really become a burden?

Either way, I feel lost.

I guess I should probably be thinking
that I should be sitting infront of door number one
and number two.
Contemplating what lies ahead on either side
withought having the slightest clue of where it could lead

But here I am,
Where i feel like I've spent alot of time before,
nowhere close to the doors of decision

Actually thinking

'Why choose?'

To move on you should grow,
To move on you need to leave something behind
To embrace something new

Why follow a door that some one els has been through?
Why not make my own?
The door to the path to someting great
is always one that has been made your own
.
.
.
.
How the hell do you make a door?