ALICE IN CHAINS -Nothing Safe- DEATH FROM ABOVE 1979 -You're a Woman, I'm a Machine- DISTURBED -Ten Thousand Fists- EMINEM -The Eminem Show- ERIC CLAPTON -Complete Clapton- ESCAPE THE FATE -Dying Is Your Latest Fashion- EVANESCENCE -Anywhere But Home- EVANS BLUE -The Pursuit Begins When This Portrayal Of Life Ends- HELLOGOODBYE -ZOMBIES! ALIENS! VAMPIRES! DINOSAURS!- IMOGEN HEAP -Speak For Yourself- INFECTED MUSHROOM -Vicious Delicious- LED ZEPPLIN -Mothership- MAD SEASON -Above- MARILYN MANSON -Eat Me, Drink Me- METALLICA -Metallica- MINDLESS SELF-INDULGENCE -Tight- MUSE -Absolution- NINE INCH NAILS -With Teeth- PINK FLOYD -The Wall- RADIOHEAD -In Rainbows- RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS -Californication- SERJ TANKIAN -Elect The Dead- SHINEDOWN -The Sound of Madness- SYSTEM OF A DOWN -Hypnotize- 3 DOORS DOWN -Seventeen Days-
Write stuff.... right... so, I love Music, I love Art, I love Laughter, I love Smiles, I love Hugs, I love Fun, I love You. I hate hypocrites (Yet I am one), I hate Depression (Yet I can't remember a time when I haven't been suffering through it), I hate being alone, and I hate Myself.
Music. It's one of the few ways that I express myself anymore; If I recommend you a song, please take the time to hear it (it's probably how I'm feeling). I love all types of music; but sometimes I lead towards a more definite type of music.
Art. Art shows how one feels without words. It says what our minds are thinking but can't be said. I make some Art., Mainly using Photoshop, or some photography but I need a better camera. I sometimes make art for people...but it depends on the mood. If there's no inspiration the art just wont flow...
Laughter. Genuine Laughter.. Is something that can't be beat. It's one of the few ways that you can know if someone is truly happy, whether it's just for a second or several. I've been known to cause laughter, but only when I myself am happy.
Smiles. As much as I do love to see someone smile... Not always is it as genuine as a laugh. Everyone wears a mask; whether they realize it or not. Some people act like things are fine; when they arent. Others act like things are terrible; when they're fine. Some seek attention through these means; others the exact opposite.
Love. One of things I constantly struggle with, I struggle with the concept and the moral implications that come with it. I seek it constantly but never actually grasp it, or when I do it slips between my fingers like sand. One day I will most likely find it, but until then all I can do is continue to wait.
Maturity. While I do consider myself very mature for my age as opposed to a lot of the populace in my age group, I do not doubt that in several years I will look back at this version of Wyatt, and feel completely differently than I do now. While I do have the self-control to constrain myself from a lot of things, some things Im no better than most.
Hugs. Everyone needs to felt like they're wanted; like someone cares. Physical affection is often the best form of that. Hugs are a form of physical affection which one can share with another human being just to display the fact that they are there for them, and that they care.. Feeling a pair of arms wrapped around you in loving embrace is one of the most satisfying feelings one can experience.
Enemies. I have none but one, that being myself. I am at a constant struggle between the crossroads of what I should and what I do. I despise things I’ve done, yet people continue to think Im a good person. Some people know some of the real me, nobody knows the full me. The Fear and hate of myself restrict me from showing everything to one person, even the people I love. Maybe thats why Im so accepting, because I cant accept myself.
Fun. It can be experienced through many different means; But its one point in your day that you know that you're enjoying what you are doing and you are truly happy...
Which bring us to you. I love you. I love ALL of you. You are my friends and you mean the world to me. When I see you; you brighten up the room and provide me a reason to keep going. May nothing ever happen to you, and may everything end well in life...
Till then my friends, Much Love and Respect. Peace. -Wyatt
I used to like Reality, until they screwed it up and cheapened it. I used to defend reality, until they shot so many people, and broke so many spirits, and I could no longer be a part of it.
Quotes~
A clever person solves a problem. A wise person avoids it. -- Einstein
"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." -John Lennon ("Beautiful Boy")
That's pretty much how we get through our own lives, watching television.Smoking crap. Self-medicating. Redirecting our own attention. Jacking off. Denial. - Choke~ Chuck Palahniuk
"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead." -Unknown
I wish I was hungover, 'cause then I would know last night was at least fun. -Wyatt
"You are the very reason for everything that happens to you." -Lazy Boy
"That shirt is very becoming on you, but then again, if I were on you, I'd be coming too" -Anonymous
They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then. I have been waiting. I have been searching. I am a man under the moon, walking the streets of earth until dawn. There's got to be someone for me. It's not too much to ask. Just someone to be with. Someone to love. Someone to give everything to. Someone. -Henry Rollins "I must tell you that I was always afraid of the fury with which I loved you. It overwhelmed me. I thought it beyond comprehension, therefore my silence." -Henry Rollins
Loneliness adds beauty to life. It puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better. -Henry Rollins All that you should ever be in this life, Is true to yourself, because in the end, you're the only one looking after you. And If you can't do what's best for you, who will? -Wyatt
Poetry by Wyatt.
Drip 3 Blood draining from her face, changing softly into paste. Tears drying from her eyes, evaporating all her lies. Death creeping into the room, She welcomes her new found doom. The smell of fear, and pain still linger in the air, But I can't smell it... Do you care?
Drip 2 Sometimes I sit here, attempting not to shed a tear. But every time you speak to me, I just wish that you and me could be "we"
Dreams falling from a distant future ahead, makes me wonder what else is mislead. Time have changed with the world today, and one day society will have to pay.
Hoping for the faith of man, wishing god actually did have some sort of plan. Words dancing in my head, the things that are real I used to dread.
Tick Tock. Tick Tock Goes the giant clock Ticking away the moments of our lives Tocking away till the time of our demise
Moments ago we lay here together as one, as a whole never to be undone. Now we just sit here falling apart, We don't even know where to begin to start.
Time falls down gently at our feet, as we just sit here staring out from the seat. Nobody rises up to fix this crime, because now nobody has the time.
Dots gently falling through space... The contemplation of it all brings me to a place that I see, gently falling through the facets of time and space the fear that surrounds us, doesn't seem quite as bad.. Is it because the facts are not quite as relevant?
Drip 1 The light seeping through the cracks, is hardly visible, but just enough for some to see. And the differences between you and me are often discernable, If I could just grasp at the concept of you for a moment I would, but only if I could.
Things happen for a reason, whether they have positive or negative reactions is a completely different point of relevance. Sometimes we just have to listen to our head and not our heart, other times it's the exact opposite.
A Single drop. A single drop of water falls, gently dripping off the walls. Landing in a pool of tears, gentle splashing, no one hears.
Some dreams never come true, one day the sky wont be blue. Never can things be real, If nobody tells how they feel.
A man in a suit looks upon the gleam, of the pool filled without a dream. A man without a suit looks into the rain, feeling no one will ever feel his pain.
Drip Begin Does anybody understand me... Does it really matter... I'm losing whats left of my sanity, I see it slipping out of my prying hands. I want the world to come together not rip apart, and I don't even know where to start. Homeless losing what morality they had, the internet slipping into a modern day shopping mall, where you won't even be able to window shop. Teenagers becoming parents, adults becoming kids. It's all beginning to slip, you can taste the remnants of things our grandfathers died for right around the corner.. only this time there will be no survivors. Who is true, who is real... does it matter. We are all the same; The Rich, The Poor, The Black, The White, Those who only see green, and Those who only see red, and those who don't see at all. Drip, drip, drip. There goes us, down the drain.. as it all begins to slip away.
