I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the boy who killed himself after his boyfriend died in an attack.

I am the boy who faked sick because I was afraid to see what was written on my locker today.

I am the boy who helped visciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.

I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.

I am the boy who gave up on life because I never really knew what it was like to have one.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong.

apparently, i'm sexy.

In the past week have you;
1. Had sex: LOL no.
2. Bought something: uhh .. no.
3. Gotten sick: yeah, i'm somewhat sick.
4. Sang: oh, yesh.
5. Been kissed: .. no.
6. Ate something: yeah.
7.Felt stupid: ha, i always do.
8. Talked to an ex: nope.
9. Missed someone: yes.<3

Last person who
1. Slept or laid in bed with you: my sister.
2. Saw you cry: myself, but jesse heard me over the phone.
3. Made you cry: my mom.
4. Went to the movies with: i don't remember. but tomorrow i'm going with some friends.
5. Went to the mall with: family.

Have you ever
1. Said I love you and meant it: yes.
2. Got into a fight with your pet: oh, yeah. my dog is somewhat stupid. she doesn't listen to me. >__>
3. Been to New York: no.
4. Been to Mexico: yes.
5. Been to Canada: yes, where do you think i am right now ?
6. Been to Europe: no.
7. Been to Japan: no.

Other
1. Do you have a crush on someone: yes !<333
2. What books are you reading: wild dog summer. lame name, but it's for school.
3. Worst feeling in the world: rejection or when someone lets you down. plus, failure.
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no. i haven't in a long time.
6. What's under your bed? clothes.
7. Favorite sport to watch: .. none.
8. Your location: a place.
9. Piercings/tattoos: earlobe.
10. Do you drink: no. i hate any alcoholic drink.
11. What are you most worried about right now? my future.
12. Where do you want to get married: i'm not quite sure. i don't think ahead all that much.
13. Who do you really hate: holy fuck. lots of people.
14. Do you have a job: nawh.
15. Do you like being around people: hmm .. depends.
16. Where are you: at home.
17. Have you ever cried: why, yes.
18. Are you lonely right now: ehh, somewhat.
19. Song that is stuck in your head: lazy eye.<3
20. Played strip poker: ew, no.
21. Has anyone said you look like a celebrity: yeah. but i don't think so.
22. Been drunk for more than 2 days straight: like i said, i don't like any alcoholic drinks.
23. Pulled an all-nighter: yes.
24. Been on radio or TV: once or twice on tv.
25. Been in a mosh-pit: not really.
26. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: as far as i know, only one.
27. Can you dance: lol no. but i dance anyway.
28. What is your favorite smell: uhh .. dunno XD
29. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: hair & smile .. sometimes eyes.
30. Name someone with the same birthday as you: patricia.

First Name: secreeeeet.
Sex: female.
Birthday: april 8th.
Hair color: dark brown, i've been told. sadly, i always thought it was black. gah, i lived a lie my whole life.
height: 5'somethingish.
What are you wearing right now: jeans, shirt, & sweater.
Can you make a dollar in change right now: probably.

Relationships
Who are your closest friends: sab & ann.
Do you have a BF or GF? uhh .. no ?

Favorites
Favorite place to shop: i dunno. XD
Favorite kind of pants: skinny jeans.
Favorite color: black & purple.
Number(s): 8 & 7.
Animal: monkeeey.

Have you ever
Given birth to anyone: noo.
Smoked: no.
Bungee jumped: no.
Made yourself throw-up: no.
Gone skinny dipping: wtf, no.
Eaten a hot dog: yes. XD
Loved someone so much it made you cry? lol yeah XD
Played truth or dare: yeah, there was a point in my life i did.
Been in a police car: yeah.
Been on a plane: yes.
Been in a sauna: no.
Been in a hot tub: no.
Swam in the ocean: kindaa.
Fallen asleep in school: oh yes.
Ran away?: no, too scared.
Broken someone's heart?: yeah, i think.
Cried when someone died: yes.
Fallen off your chair: yeah.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call to a point where u fell alseep? pretty much. -__-"
Saved e-mails: lol yes.
Fallen for one of your best friends?: yeah .. didn't turn out so great.
Used someone: at some point, yes.
Been cheated on?: no .. i think.

What is
Stupidest thing you have ever done: hard to say XD
What's your room like?: really messy.
Last thing you ate: pizza.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: head&shoulders.
Best thing that has happened to you this year: meeting jesse.

Have you had
Chicken pox: yes.
Sore Throat: yes.
Stitches: yes.
Broken nose: nope.

Do You
Believe in love at first sight: fuck, no.
Like picnics: not really.
Like school: somewhat.

Would you/what is
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars?: ew, no.
Who was the last person that called you: .. my mom.
What(who) makes you laugh the most?: sab, ann, jesse, janelle, adelina, bijenthi, & my sister.
What(who) makes you smile? sab, ann & jesse.<33

Who is the last person
You yelled at: my sister.
Who broke your heart: .. don't wanna say his name.
Who is your loudest friend?: hmm .. probably janelle.

Do you/Are You
Do you like filling these out? when i'm bored.
Do you like yourself: sometimes.
Do you get along with your family: i used to. nowadays, everything is falling apart.
Anorexic?: uhh .. no. i hope.
Love Life: ha, no.
Are you in love? no, but i think i'm getting there.
Coffee, tea: both are good.
Phone or in person: usually in person.
Are you oldest, middle, youngest or only child: middle.

Have You
Have You Ever Dated A Best Friend: eh, no.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no.
Have You Ever Been Fired: no.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone And Regretted It: no. haven't kissed anyone yet -____-"
Have You Ever Been On A Blind Date: no.
Have You Ever Been Out Of The Country: yes.

Final questions
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? my mood swings, how shy i am & some parts of my body ..
Are you a good driver? uhh .. dunno yet.
Are you a good Singer: HA ! no.
What do you dream about: school .. sometimes nothing/
When was the last time you thought about sex? LMFAO i dunno. i'm sick minded.
When was the last time you got hurt, physically or emotionally? physically, about a week ago. emotionally .. maybe yesterday.
When was the last time you cried? i think a week ago.
What bothers you the most about the opposite sex? how rough they can be.
Do you date more than one person at once? fuck, no.
Currently listening to: something awesome.

who would've known crying over something this lady did,
while being on the phone with him and having an amazingly
long awkward silence would make me feel closer to him.<3
& i realized how important my happiness is for him.

tchyeah, i still feel like kicking someone's ass.

fucking gay.
i hate my mood swings & emotional break downs.
i hate the feeling of thinking that you think you screwed up in any way.
you didn't do anything wrong, it's everyone/everything else.
i fucking hate everything.

every girl dreams that one day
she will find a boy that does these
things for her. even the smallest
action can have
the BIGGEST impact in someones life.




• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your
friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes.

• look at her like she`s the only girl
you see.

• tickle her even when she says
stop.

• hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your
arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you
back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.

• watch her favorite movie with
her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she`s sad, hang out with
her.

• let her know she`s important.

• let her take all the photos she wants
of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.

• and when you tell her, love her like
you`ve never loved someone
before.



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guys repost as : i`d do this for her.

girls repost as : the perfect boyfriend

we're gonna run away
& go to mexico.<333

Minorities in this country have been shit on for years and years
Said it all with slaver and the trail of tears
You think this is the land of the free?
Look around you, open your eyes and see
Phones are tapped, cops are corrupt
History rewritten, tell me Do you know whats up?
Everywhere you look theres discrimination
And you call this a free nation?
Run by the master race
But they cover all this up post-haste
Send us overseas to die
Never truely knowing why
So welcome to the land of freedom
With the white supremacy domination
Whatever happened to seperation between church and state
How can a nation be free when its so full of hate?
Run by a bullshit democracy
Tell me how many of you want to be free?
\"Well you can help shape the government with your votes\"
I. Don\'t. Want. Your. False. Hopes.
I live in a stolen country
On stolen Indian grounds, tell me how is that free?
Stolen from Indians built by Slaves
But they keep those facts burried in their graves
They say discrimination is over and we have equal rights
I still see racism rampant and too many fights
If we are all free
Why are homosexuals denied marraige daily
Equal rights, it\'s all a lie
Everyday innocents die
By the hands of this free country
There are no gay rights as far as I can see
\"God made Adam and Eve
Not Adam and Steve
It\'s Immoral to be gay\"
Meanwhile I\'m gonna go find an altar boy and play.
I will never pledge allegance to this democracy of hypocrisy
Not Until we are ALL free
Free to worship the religion of our choice
Not until the government knows OUR voice
Free to love those who we choose
Yes I\'m bi, how many rights did I just loose
Thrown out of houses for my sexuality
Tell me, how is that free?
Jobs are denied and marriages rejected
And this government swore those rights would be protected
But the government is corrupt
And no one cares they just wanna know who the president fucks?!
Now, Tell me...
How are we free?

you are not willing to accept that religion is also against them.
you say the society is mostly the problem and supposably you are against it.
before saying phony shit like that, you should look at yourselves and see that indeed, society is the problem.
and you're encouraging it by being one of the many heartless people out there.
suck a fuck, it may help you keep your mouth shut.
& if trying to give my opinion and try to stop descrimination against homosexuals makes me one of them, then so be it.

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lieing on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms


A child dies every day from child abuse.
And if you have an ounce of pity in you for little Aurora,
and you hate child abuse with a passion,
you will repost this and help out those abused children
and let them know that someone cared for them.
It doesn't take that long only about 10 seconds so please just do it.

Repost this saying: She was only 5.

tshyeah, i'm too cool for school.
right, jesse ?<3

98% of teenagers are currently bringing SEXY BACK.
Put this in your profile if you are one of the 2% that SEXY never left

conceited shit, man. LOOL