I need to start to make wearing a helmet part of my day. My brain's pretty much ready to explode. This way the mess will be easier to clean up. Between the studying and all the other thoughts I have going on, I really feel like I have a world meeting taking place in my head. Studying I get a break from every other problem taking place around me but its still a ton to absorb. Thinking I get a break from studying, only to find myself questioning everything I'm doing. I don't feel myself, do I really want to be a politician still, what am i passionate about, what should I really be doing right now, how should I be acting, who are my real friends, who are my best friends, Do I give up on trying to keep a decent relationship with my father, When should I be moving out, am I over thinking this?? I guess it's all apart of realizing that your growing up. It never stops and I am in need of something bigger than a helmet. Something more like bucket.