If you knew how far I came, how much ive changed
Even though the streets have been good to me
We took a whole lot of bull shit but it made me a stronger G
I dont really know what to say, give up and run away
Where were you when they tried to put me in a coffin and got to stompin
Fucking with my family, You will die with the rest of your community
I look back on my life and just see shadows
People and memories that died long ago
Tell me why im supposed to sit here expecting u to protect me
When im everyones #1 enemy
As long as i breathe I still will kill
All mah Gangsta's and all mah Thugs
Hittin up bitches as we roll those dubs
What happened when shit gets tricky
Fucking up them niggas in the middle of the city
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Everything that doesent kill me
Will only make me stronger
Homies think there really tough
Always going out starting stuff
Going out 100-1, 1 friend that isent scum
Hes also getting knocked up
Youll get yours one day, dont you worrie homie
You dont respect me, and i dont respect you
Its an unforgiving battle batween us two
You thought you won cause you had me pinned down to the ground
Fuck you bitch im still alive and walking around
This shit wont end entel i say it does
Your fucked for life Biiatch so say goodnight *Bang*
Ive chilled with the best of the best
And the worst of the worst
I could care less if we come from 2 separate worlds
This is my heart, this is my place
Lord let your holy light shine on me
I wonder will u hear my prayer
Lord shine you light, shine it this way, shine it so i can see which way to take
Lord my faith is in you to bring me through
If i sweep you off your feet
Will u show whats beneeth them jeans
Ill show u mine if u show me yours
Does this make me a whore
No regrets shall i feel for life, eternity is nothing if u have not lived a proper day. Complete ur tasks in life before you die. No regrets should any person have that is alive. You fucked with my mom and made her cry. Now its my time mother fucker, YOUR GONNA DIE.
If I fuck up
Let me fuck up
If I fall
Let me fall
If I prosper
You will prosper along side me
If I die, you will live on
The man that I am and was shall be gone
But before i leave this world promiss me you will move on
No regrets shall I have
As Im spilling these raps
Fucking you up in scraps is not a criminal act
No matter what happens you’re already dead
For the shit that you said
Oh lord forgive my sin’s before Im dead
For the most part these streets have been good to me
I have taken a whole lot of bullshit, but it’s made me a stronger G
I don’t know nothing its just the way shit seems to be
Oh lord please forgive me
Just shine your holy light upon me
I look back on my life and I just see shadows
Of people and memories that died long ago
Tell me why Im supposed to sit here expecting you to protect me
When I already know Im everyone’s #1 enemy
ill say what i have to say
ill do what i have to do
ill break things i shouldent break
just to change for the better
my dignity is telling me i gotta walk away
do u wanna destroy everything we had
i dont wanna tell my kids that i was a screw up
some days i sit staring out the window wathcing this world pass me by
somtimes i think theres nothign to live for
i almost brake downa nd cry
we go through life with love and lust
between to homies there was a befial of trust
one mans greed is his only pleasure
when the other mans stupidity lead to aneother