So there's this lady named Susan Doyle who's an AMAZING singer. So that just goes to show that no matter how you look you can be successful. WOOHOO SUSAN DOYLE. You go girl!

What age will you get pregnant?

Put an x in
Every box that applies to you then add them up, and thats your age!

[x]You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own a debit/credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You' ve done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[x] You think politics are exciting
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] You show up late for school for a lot for classes
[x] You always carry a pen in your bag/ purse/ pocket
[] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x]You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you' re going to do something you do it
[] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study/do important work when you have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ]You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have been outside of the canada 1 or more times
[x] You make your own bed
TOTAL SO FAR: 24

what a way to ring in the new year

thanks baby

ALL YOU GIRLS ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

What color is your bra today ? black
Do you swear a lot ? its a bad habit
Do you straighten your hair? once in a blue moon
What’s your favorite magazine ? cosmopolitan, glamour
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewellery that's uncomfortable ? no
Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy ? i have
Did you ever cry during a romantic movie ? i sure have
Would you leave the house without makeup on ? i have been for a while now
Do you consider making out "unladylike" nope,
On the scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping ? 10
Do you think lip gloss is the best ? its sticky, i like the way it looks, buts its sticky, i prefer lip-gloss, but i use lip balm instead
Do you freak out if you miss your favourite show ? not really
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning ? depends on my mood and how tired i am
Is pink the best color in the world ? YES
Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy? ive gone through so many phases and havent dressed like myself while going through those phases, so yes, i have, not anymore, he appreciates my naked face and sweats
Do you often wish there was something you could change? everyday
Do you dress up too much for holidays ? nope
Do you like to wear dresses ? i would, but i dont own any
Do you write a lot of mushy love poems? no
On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you? it varies everyday
In the past 24 hours have you hung out with a guy? i live with one

Part 1 - How I Came To Be
Were you a planned baby ? yeah
Were you the first ? yeah
Were your parents married when you were born ? nope
When’s your birthday ? July 11

Part 2 - My Family
How would you describe your family? roller-coaster-ish, loving, caring, funny, unlike any other
Are your parents married, divorced or separated ? in the process of divorcing
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest ? oldest
Did you wish you had any other siblings ? sometimes i wish i had an older brother or sister, but i love my family
Which parent do you get along with best ? Momma
Do you have step parents ? shit i hope not, ill chase them out the fucking door

Part 3 - The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend ? no, i only have a few friends, i like it that way
Who is your best friend(s) ? i dont have a best friend
Do you share the same interests?
Who's the funniest friend you have? Tasha
Who can always make you laugh ? me

Part 4 - Your Personality
How high / low is your self esteem ? depends on my mood, usually i dont have any
Do you get depressed about things easily ? too easily
Are you happy ? could be better, could be worse, so yeah, im happy
Do you live life to the fullest ? id like to, i let myself get in the way of that sometimes
Are you funny ? when i try to be funny im not, but im randomely funny when im not trying to be
Are you shy? yeah
Are you loud ? yeah

Part 6 - The Future
Do you want to get married ? yeah, when the times right, i already know who im marrying
Do you want to have kids ? yeah, when the time is right
How many ? i wanna have a girl and a boy, but ill keep trying til i have both genders

Part 7 - The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors ? summer=outdoors, winter=indoors
What is your favorite season ? summer

Favorite weather ? hot and sunny
Do you like walking in the rain ? no.

Part 8 - Food
Are you a vegetarian ?no
What is your favorite food ? fast food, i have an addiction to food, honestly
What food makes you want to gag ? lots of things
What is your favorite restaurant ? lots
Are you a fussy eater ? i can be

Part 9 - Relationships & Love.
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world ? mhm
Do you believe in love at first sight ? no
Are you single or taken ? taken
How’s that treating you ? fantabulous
Who do you love right now? my family and Jer
Who was the last person you had a crush on? Jer

Part 10 - Right Now
Last beverage consumed: pop
Last phone call: mom
Last cd played : dont know
Last time you cried : couple days ago

Anger
1. Are you currently mad at someone : no
2. Which family member has the worst temper? my brother
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face? ugh, unfortunately yes,
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? no i get anxiety attacks when im angry
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or Yell? BOTH

Excitement
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you ? i wish
2. What makes you excited? turning 18, and graduating and HOPEFULLLY ill go to beauty school
3. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? to be skinny

2008 COMING TO AN END

Have you had any relationships this year?
one

Have you had your birthday yet
yeppers, next year ill finally be 18 !

Kissed two people in the same night?
unfortunately, yes.

Been on a diet?
ugh, yes

Pulled an all nighter?
i am right now, lol, so far its succesful, but my bed's calling me, but im trying to stay awake

Drank Starbucks?
mhm

Went Camping?
i dont camp

Met someone special?
yeah ..

Been out of province?
no

What are you thinking about right now?
staying awake

Hugged someone?
mhmm

Slept in someone else's bed?
yeah

Got a job?
unfortunately, no

Loaned out money?
i dont loan money

Gotten in a car accident?
no

Gone over your mobile phone bill?
ohh yeeeah, and now its disconnected

Been called a slut?
mhm

Last Person you hugged?
my sexy man

Last Person to call you?
my mom

When was the last time you felt stupid?
all the time

Who did you last yell at?
my sexy man

What did you do last night?
got high, watched tv, cleaned

Hometown?
Winnipeg

Natural hair color?
dark brown

Initials?
SRSG

Hair style:
longish with side bangs , but ive been putting it in a ponytail lately, i havent been feeling very attractive lately

Eye color?
brown

Height:
5'1 - 5'5

Pets:
none, unfortauntely

Mood:
im bored, and a little discouraged, I have my moments, I've been feeling unattractive lately because I dont have eyeliner, and my hair needs a makeover of some sort, AND IM BREAKING OUT

Where would you rather be:
sleeeeeeeping

What was the last thing you drank?
coffee

Have you ever been in love?
yeah

Do you believe in love?
ya

Why did your LAST relationship fail?
he was just a phase, i realized that he's ugly, and i could do better

Have you ever been heartbroken?
yea

Have you ever broken someone's heart:
ya

Have you ever fallen for your best girl friend?
no, the bitch stabbed me in my back though, I hope you die and burn in hell

Have you ever loved someone but never told them?
yes ...

Are you afraid of commitment?
nope

Are you missing someone right now?
always

Are you happy?
well, im not depressed, so yeah, im happy, i just dont seem like it right now cuz i feel icky and ugly

Are you eating anything?
no, but i probably should though

Do you love anyone right now?
my family and my sexy man

hi, my name is: Sheyanne
when I'm nervous: I have anxiety attacks
by this time next year: i should be back in school
last night: i babysat and got high

PART 1: YOU
were you a planned baby? mhm
were you the first? mhm

PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
do you have low self esteem ? yeah, most the time.
are you happy right now? mhm

PART 3: APPEARANCE
are you comfortable with the way you look ? most the time
describe your hair : dark brown and long

PART 4: RANDOM
Ever been kicked out of a bar ? mhm
Ever been punched ? mhm

PART 5: THE OUTDOORS
do you prefer indoors or outdoors ? indoors in the winter, outdoors in the summer
do you like walking in the rain ? no i hate the rain
do you like thunderstorms ? i dont mind them as long as i dont get caught int hem

PART 6: FOOD
are you a vegetarian ? no
anything you absolutely could eat forever ? cheese
can you cook ? a bit

PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
do you want to get married ? when im ready
are you in a relationship ? mhm
when did you last hold hands ? last night
how long was your longest relationship ? a year and a half and still going

PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
where is your cell phone ? somewhere in this room
cheesecake ? mmmm
your dream last night ? scary
car you want ? a pink one
your fears ? ill be 21 !
where did you grow up ? jigtown
what are you wearing ? blue sweat pants and a black tshirt
tatoos ? i wish i had one
ketchup? is made from tomatoes
your computer ? is fast
your friends ? dont really have any
what are you thinking about right now ? making something to eat
last time you cried ? cant remember
last text ? months ago
last received call ? my mom

PART 9: LIFE
who do you blame for your mood today ? myself
have you ever seen a dead body ? yeah
what should we do with stupid people ? help them get smarter
what is making you sad right now ? nothing
what was the first thing you did this morning ? opened my eyes
last person you went out to dinner with ? my man
do you drink lots of water ? yeah, i try to . . . sometimes
what toothpaste do you use ? aquafresh
the last compliment you received ? sexcee

a b o u t y o u ;
• whats your full name - Sheyanne Rebecca Sadi _______
• when was your birth date - July 11th, 1991
• how old are you - seventeen
• what's your gender - female.
• what's your occupation - nothing, yet.
• how tall are you - 5'2 - 5'5
• how much do you weigh - 120
• what's your nationality - metis
• where were you born - winnipeg.
• what's your sexual orientation - bi.
• what are your nicknames - babe, buttons, shy, shyshy
• what's your religion - athiast


y o u r a p p e a r a n c e ;
• what color are your eyes - shit brown
• what color is your hair - dark brown
• what type of body structure do you have - i apparently have an hour-glass, but i dont think so.
• what do you like best about your body - the curve right below my bust.
• what do you dislike about your body - my stomach, and i wish i had my old ass back, it was soo much bigger
• do you have braces, glasses or contacts - no
• what kind of hair style do you have - long hair
• do you have a nice smile - when my teeth arent showing
• do you have freckles - not really
• do you have dimples - nope.
• do you find yourself hot - at times.


y o u r s e n s e o f f a s h i o n ;
• what's your favorite clothing that you have - no certain style
• what kind of brand do you have - a lot
• what type of shoes do you like to wear - black and blue baby phat
• when you see a shirt you like, do you buy more of the same colour - i try
• which shop do you shop at alot - urban planet and sirens
• why do you wear the clothes you do - because i like them
• do you wear clothes to show off your best body part - i try, if i can
• what type of clothing do you wear - sweat pants, and t-shirts
• do you follow trends - not really, i have my own sense of style
• had you ever dyed your hair, if so what colours - black/red, brown, black, dark brown/hot pink, dark brown


y o u r s c h o o l l i f e ;
• are you doing good in school - im not in school
• what's your average - i have no idea
• what's your best subject - english
• what's your worst subject - math and phys ed
• had you ever failed a test this school year -i usually fail all my classes
• are you a slacker - for the most part
• who else knows your locker combo - myself
• had you ever failed a class - too many times
• what's your iq - i have no idea
• academically had you grown - not really
• what school do you go to - used to go to gordon bell
• what grade are you in - was in grade 9


l o v e a n d i t s g o o d t h i n g s / r e l a t i o n s h i p s ;
• are you in a relationship - yep
• who is the lucky person - jerimia
• what do you look for in a relationship - a lot
• do you have the pants in your relationship - we both wear pants, but he does, he pays the bills, i please him, clean his house, do his laundry, and cook him food
• do you like to show pda - pda?
• do you truly love anyone - yes
• how many relationships have you had - too many


l o v e a n d i t s b e l i e f s ;
• love at first sight - meh
• loving someone forever - of course
• soul mates - mhm
• open relationships - ?
• online relationships - nope.
• long distance relationships - nope
• being faithful eternally - yes
• cheating - it happens, people make mistakes


f r i e n d s h i p s ;
• best guy friend - my man
• best girl friend - dont have one
• who is your best friend - no one
• did you lose any friends - too many
• did you make any new friends - nope
• where do you meet most of your friends - school
• would you die for your bestfriend - nope, i dont have one
• do you know your true friends - yep


y o u r b e l i e f s ;
• god - nope
• sex before marriage - yeah
• gay / bi / lesbians - of course
• satan - nope
• heaven - nope
• hell - nope
• soulmates - yes
• global warming - yeah.
• abortion - sometimes it's necessary do yes, yes i do


y o u r l a s t s ;
• person you kissed - jer
• person you talked to - jer
• person you hugged - jer
• person you called - my mom
• person to call you - my mommy.
• person you made out with - jer
• person you had sex with - jer
• thing to get you horny - my man , and lesbians
• thing to get you happy - a lot
• thing to make you laugh - funny things, my man, and my family
• person to tell you I love you - jer
• person you told I love you to - jer


y e s t e r d a y ;
• what did you do - visit my family
• did you make out with anyone - mhm
• did you enjoy yesterday - yes
• what did you eat - a few things
• who did you spend the most of your time with - my family and my man
• what did you wear - i dont know, clothes


t o d a y ;
• what did you do - woke up, got ready
• did you kiss anyone today - jer
• what are you wearing - sweats, tshirt
• did you enjoy today - meh
• what time are you going to sleep - i dont know


t o m m o r o w ;
• what are your plans - get money
• what will you wear - clothes.
• will you enjoy tomorrow - i hope
• will you be out of the house - i sure as hell hope so
• are you going to sleep in - probably


y o u r w h o s ' ;
• who do you truly love - my man and my family
• who do you truly hate - too many people
• who can you tell everything to - jer
• who can you tell almost everything to - jer
• who do you miss right now - my dad and kyle
• who do you want to talk to right now - a lot of people
• who do you need - my man and my family
• who do you want - no one


o n e p e r s o n ;
• how old is this person - 20
• gender of this person - male
• what is this person's favorite colour - blue
• which school does this person go to - doesnt go to school
• how tall is this person - like 6 feet
• how did you meet this person - through some bitch
• does this person have a boyfriend/girlfriend - yep, me
• what's this person's middle name - ?
• when is this person's birthday - sep 21
• do you know this person's siblings - doesnt have any
• what do you love about this person - hes funny, sweet, crazy, sexy, and makes me feel amazing
• what do you hate about this person - nothing
• physically, how does this person attract you - too many things
• do you love this person - of course
• had you ever heard this person sing - yep
• had you ever seen this person dance - yep
• had you ever fought with this person - too many times
• would you die for this person - of course
• does your world revolve around this person - sort've
• who is this person - my man


h a d y o u e v e r ;
• played strip poker - no, i dont how to play poker
• skinny dipped - no
• sang infront of a crowd - no
• have sex - yeah
• failed a test - most
• kissed the same sex - yeah.
• cried yourself to sleep - mhm.
• punched a wall - yeah.
• cut yourself - used to
• commited suicide - lol
• drank - mhm
• done drugs - mhm.
• ran around naked - around my house yes
• gotten a hickey - ugh, yes


y o u r p a s t / c h i l d h o o d ;
• how was it - meh
• what school did you go to - lord nelson, florence nightengale, shaughnessy park, st. johns, sargent park, gordon bell
• where did you live - winnipeg.
• who were your close friends - my man and my family
• did you enjoy your childhood - meh, had ups and downs
• were you a planned child - yeah


y o u r f u t u r e ;
• do you want to get married - mhm
• do you want kids - when im ready
• what do you want to be - a few things
• what do you think your future would be like - good, i hope.
• do you have anyone you want to spend the rest of you life with - my man
• where do you want your wedding to be - hawaii
• where do you want your honey moon take place - hawaii

' x ' a p p l y t o w h a t e v e r y o u a r e f e e l i n g ;
[x] happy
[ ] angry
[ ] sad
[x] excited
[x] tired
[x] missing someone
[ ] depressed
[ ] stressed
[x] overwhelmed
[x] horny
[x] hating someone / People
[x] crazy
[ ] lifeless
[x] confused
[ ] scared
[x] worried


y o u r h e a l t h ;
• honestly, how healthy are you - i really have no idea, i dont like doctors
• are you active - meh
• do you like sports - no
• how many times do you take a shower - every day usually
• what shampoo do you use - dove
• do you eat vegetables - yeah.
• do you eat fruit - yeah.
• do you eat fast food - mhm
• do you eat junk food - mhm
• do you floss - no
• do you go outside alot - depends on the weather

y o u r f a m i l y ;
• are you closer with your mom or dad - my mommy.
• do you like your mom or dad more - ha, my momm
• do you have any siblings - 2 little sisters and one little brother
• do you like your cousins - some of them
• are your parents still together - nope.
• do you hate your parents - no
• is your family scattered around the world - no


y o u r f a v o r i t e s ;
• store - meh
• song - poker face
• season - summer
• weather - sunny
• shoe brand - meh
• person - jer
• videogame - dont play video games
• anime - none
• singer - lady gaga
• band - none
• genre of music - a lot.
• genre of movie - drama
• food - fries
• day of the week - friday
• color - Pink, black, white grey
• number - dont have a favorite number
• month - may-august

[x] My fingernails/toenails are practically always painted.
[x] In the summer flipflops are basically the only shoes i wear.
[x] My favourite toys as a child were Barbies, Bratz, etc.
[x] My favourite colour is pink or purple.
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister and/or American Eagle are my favourite stores to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I wear.
[x] I own something from Victoria's secret.
[ ] I liked to do ballet as a young girl.
Total: 4

[ ] I own a purse from Coach or Prada.
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends.
[ ] I have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] I like reality tv shows.
[x] My hair is almost always straightened or curled.
[ ] Berrets and/or bobbypins are my bestfriend.
[ ] I wear a showercap.
Total: 2

[ ] I don't like/don't want to shop at Hot Topic.
[ ] My iPod is very important to me.
[x] I wear mascara a lot.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] I Love to go to dances.
Total: 2

[x] Big sunglasses are hot.
[x] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[x] Mtv is one of my favourite channels.
Total: 3

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is to talk about boys.
[x] I love to do my hair (sometimes..)
[x] I give and recieve hugs from most friends.
[x] I hate bugs, especially spiders.
[x] Summer is the BOMB!
[ ] I go shopping a lot.
Total: 4

[ ] I pick out shampoo/conditioners strictly based on smell.
[x] I don't like sports that make you sweat.
[x] I squeal when I'm surprised.
[x] I eat fruit as a snack (not too often)
Total: 3

[x] I sing and dance alot.
[ ] I only have 5 billion hair products.
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[x] I live far away from my family.
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day.
Total: 3

[x] I love music.
[x] You gotta love rainbows.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[x] Kittens are usually adorable.
Total: 3

[ ] I write my own poems.
[x] I'd love to visit Hawaii
[x] Valentine's day is cute.
[ ] I would not be caught in all black.
[ ]mycloset/dresser is STOCKED full of clothes.
[x] I like to read magazines.
Total: 3

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[x] I've listened to Celine Dion.
[x] I have or still do plan ahead for my wedding (LMAO..it happens <.<)
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[x] I like little kids
[x] Soda rules.
[x]I am or at one point was a vegetarian.
Total: 5

[x] Check my Facebook everyday.
[ ] Have alot of jewlery.
[ ] I have to shop.
[x]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
Total: 2

[ ] I love my friends.
[x] don't understand most things
[ ] I wear earrings a lot.
[x] You love gum.
[x] I'm lost without my purse.
[x] You giggle alot.
[x] Smiling is a part of you.
Total: 5

[x] Small dogs are so cute.
[x] Ewww is used daily.
[ ] You're scared to go into Hot Topic.
[x] You won't let your mom shop for you.
[ ] You basically only like whats on the radio.
[ ] You own atleast 5 things from American Eagle.
[x] Love attention
[x] I love stuffed animals
[x] Most things smart people say confuse you
[x] You would DIE without an ipod/camera/computer.
GRAND TOTAL: 7

multiply by 2.
Repost as __% girly

Job Hunting is difficult in some ways.
I just hope someone hires me, because I could really use a job
Now all i have to do . . .
is wait .

[x] you own a straightener
[ ] you have foundation
[x] you have 3 different coloured eyeliners
[x] you have mascara
[x] you pluck your eyebrows
[x] you have a nail file
Total so far = 5

[ ] your room has pink
[ ] people call you blonde
[ ] you have blonde hair
[ ]you have blue eyes
[x] you wear eye shadow
[ ] you own bench, hollister and abercrombie sweater(s)
[ ] you own more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you have at least one pink pillow
Total so far = 1

[ ] your friends call you dumb
[ ] people call you Blondie
[ ] you straighten your hair every day
[x] you dye your hair
[ ] you have high-lights/low lights
[x] you have a nail polish on
Total so far = 2

[ ] you have your own bathroom
[x] you look in the mirror at least 5 times a day
[ ] you wear a lot of pink!
[x] you have a playboy bunny item in your house
[ ] you have pink lights in your room
[x] you have pink lip gloss and wear it
Total so far: 3

[ ] you have pink photo frames
[x] you have a mobile phone
[x] you have a computer in your room
[x] you have more then one TV in your house
[ ] you have an i pod
[ ] you used a calculator to add up this quiz
Total = 3

add up your totals and times your answer by 3 .
re post as " i am ___ % plastic

i miss my little sisters and my little brother so much that it makes me want to cry. I don't like going this long without seeing them.

I've kissed someone:

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] of the same sex
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with black hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] blonde hair
[x] brown hair
[x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
[ ] with red hair
[x] with straight hair.
[x] shorter than me.
[x] with a lip ring. -SO HOT.
[x] who i truly love/loved.
[x] who was drunk.
[x] who was high.
[x] in the morning.
[x] right after waking up
[x] just before bed.
[x] late at night.
[x] who I had just met.
[x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
[x] while i was going out with some else.
[x] on a bed.
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at school.
[x] against a wall.
[x] at a show.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool.
[x] who was/is a good friend.
[x] in the rain.
[ ] with an std.
[x] in the shower/tub
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[x] in the movies.
[x] in a bathroom.
[x] in the dark.
[x] on a roof top.
[ ] under water.
[x] while driving
[ ] a stranger
[x] more than one person at once.
[x] and cried.
[x] goodbye forever.
[x] with a tongue piercing
[ ] who didn't speak english
[ ] with an accent

So, I've been stressin lately.
A lot . . . my mom is pissing everyone off, and I'm pretty sure I lost my birth certificate.
My phone is going to get cut off and it's just a matter of when, I was right in the process of trying to do good for myself by making a new resume and adding the finishing touches to it, when I hear "your phones going to get cut off in 2 days"
I don't know what to do, I don't want to get all worked up again and overwhelm myself with my birth certificate, studying to get my license, my phone, and laundry because I'll get another anxiety attack ( I had one yesterday )
PLUS
I can't apply for a job if I don't have a phone, how will they get a hold of me?
AND
to top that off, I don't even have any references,
I'm seriously trying to not get all worked up again like yesterday.
Can someone help me here, give me some advice, try point me in the right direction because I'm so confusingly frustrated.
I need advice or help or something.

I NEED A FUCKING REFERENCE
IM PROBABLY NOT GOING TO FIND ONE FOR A WHILE
L;SDJ GFSKL:DGK LDZJ FB.
IM FUCKING GUNNA DRIVE MYSELF INSANE IM SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW
I CANT DO ALL THESE THINGS AT ONCE, TOO MUCH TO HANDLE
BLAH
I FEEL LIKE RIPPING MY HAIR OUT