Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
I feel like this long string of lights,
they lit up our whole house on christmas day,
but now it's January & the bulbs are all burnt out,
but still they hang like dead flowers.
cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
all the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
& the games you'd play, you would always win, always win.
who are you when im not looking..
in the end everything will be fine.
if everything is not fine, then its not the end.
& now im seeing you in a whole new light.
Remember when we were best friends, when we would go to each other's houses every night?
Remember when we knew exactly what the other person was thinking?
Remember when we would take those long walks, the ones where we really wouldn’t have a destination but it was still fun cuz it was just the two of us?
Remember laughing so hard our stomachs hurt?
Remember all our inside jokes, all our memories, and all our secret messages?
Remember the long days and our crazy talks or our long talks and crazy days?
Remember all our fights we had but we always ended up okay cuz we were best friends?
Remember that I'll always be there for you and that you were my best friend I ever had.
Do you remember that, that we were best friends?
Cuz it doesn’t seem like you do.
i seem so lost without you..
i feeel like im losing myself.
please come back.
this is the last straw,
nothing left to beg for.
all this time i was wasting
hoping you would come around.
i've been giving out chances every time
and all you do is let me down
and its taken me this long
baby but i figured you out
and you're thinking well be fine again
but not this time around.
every now and then i fall apart.
I wake up and think dreams are real.
I sleep so I don't have to feel.
