In life you think alot of things, you want them to go right but how ever hard you try.. it keeps failing and thats the part that makes you break down. Your life has to be filled of the memories you want in the future..and not to look in your past. You love life but no matter how hard you try you take a breath of that cigarette and everything goes to max relax.
Dear Paytn,
Baby girl, I can't lose you. You mean so fucking much to me. When you said that you want to end your life, I broke down into tears right away. You mean so much to me you have no idea. I could never hate you, I could never let you go because I love you. I can't stand to watch you go. Your always on my mind 24/7. I always brag about how much you mean to me, how gorgeous you are, and how great of a person you are to my friends. Just because one person hurt you, doesn't mean you have to leave. I love you to much to let you go and hurt me and others hearts just because your gone. Lots of us need you here. I especially do baby. Your everything to me. Your hurting me right now saying that no one needs you or wants you. Your wrong because I need you and want you. Its not fare how you say everyone will let you die because I won't. Its not fare that when I want to die no one will let me. I don't want you to die because I love you. Nothing and no one will change that. I'm never going to let you go. Please don't leave me Paytn. I need you more then anything right now. I'm crying worst then ever. I've never cried this bad over someone before. I wish I could let god take my life over yours anyday. If I lose you, everyone will lose you, and if that happens, everyone will lose me to. I want to be with you forever. I love you Paytn. I want you to know you mean more than anyone has ever ment to me in my life.
Love, Brookelle-Renee
u see this and you think wow . i persoally lover her to death ! nothing
will ever change it
fuck i hate myself !
lemme tell you..
it wasnt a whole use out of this..
i did love him.. i did truly !
but i fucked up ! and im sorry !
Matt !
omg i love you so much you would never believe.
you make me happy as ever and were alike in so
many ways. i could say something funny or dirty
and you will always get it ! Your amazing and we
have had some fun times ! SKATING ! haha
I could go on and on. Your amazing boy and i love you !
Love Paytn ♥
30/7/08 !
BAAHAHAH MESSSA IS HERREEE
F
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4 FUCKINGGG DAIIIZZZ !!!!
YEEEEHOOOO
funny how something you love so much
can just leave really fast without knowing
<3
They say, 'A picture is worth a thousand words,' but when I saw yours, I was speechless - Chris.H said that to me... awwwe sweet heart
