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I have learned that in life there will always be that one person you can fall back on.
That one person who will always be there for you no matter what --
Who will drop anything to stand at your side,
And that one special person who you can truely be yourself with.
I have also come to realize--
That is the same person no one wants you to be with.
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Remember this.

You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.
You must learn how to die, before you can live.



 

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Andrew, Marry me??
So apparently, Saturday night I had the best conversation with Andrew.
Hella funny, yo.

檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
sups
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
hewy6 andrew
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
i dffucok9injh love you meanm
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
/mbl.cv;bm

-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
i lovbe you man
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol drunk
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
/want to be
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
LOL
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
i want u hedre rtight noe]\
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
i jsut got off work >.<
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
but ya id go there but /dead
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
i wanna sleep but not tired >.<
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
no
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
no no what lol
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
i llgbde uy maJ
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
\
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檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
da bla bla
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
soo ganna pass out
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
NO
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
I LKOVWE YOU\
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
silly girl
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
krystie is so drunk
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol ya i know
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
so how many sober peopel there lol
and godda love drunk people. so funny to watch
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
hahah shes the drunkest for sure
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
and her boyfriedn is second drunkiest
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
untill u do a beer bong wull of jagger thay got nothing
then at ever clear in to the mix >.<
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
sick
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
very
but thats what 18ths are for
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
and since its bong ... its not that bad.. untill like 30 min after but u dotn remember any of it
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
no kidding
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
but ya woot for talking to random friends of the drunken girl XD
/should have gone to bar >.<
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
lol im her sister
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
ah the sis lol
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
hahah
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
yuppers
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol even funner becuase u can make fun of her all u want . then laugh at her more the following days
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
exactly

-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
hey qnsrw
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
wwil yoi mar5ry me
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
lol
jsut make sure u got the camra for the passing out moments
and lol
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
jhwgt you
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
you matrtryu
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
me
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
to late tonight maybe another nights
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
no
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
rtight boe]\\\[]]\\]
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
\ANDREW
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
i lovre you
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
right now eh
檐DR灣- Faded Memories (18finaly)wanna see PTH and ATR says:
but to tired to drive other there
-``NoteToSelf;; At WEM With B. says:
b o
 

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Lue =)
To: .existance
From: Lue*t
Date: Wed Apr 11, 2007 10:30 pm
Subject: Re (2864): New Years

"Peach"

I never thought a friend could be like that
Always there for you
Knows how to put a smile on your face
Never yells or get mad at you
Cheers you up when you're down
Tell all your secrets
Knowing it's safe in their hands
Now this is not a friend i never met
We live thousands of miles apart
Yet we bonded so well
I can say she is one of my besf friends
Friend doesn't mean they gotta live close
Friends are people you trust and care for
No matter how far they live
Princess Peach
9 months of terrific friendship
I hope for more
And i hope you do as well
You grew on me
As i hope i have on you
We are friends now
And it shall never end
For as long as i can live for
 

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I love how he cares =]

Jeff says:
I'll ttyl.
x`NoteToSelf;; says:
Byes
Jeff says:
Love youuu.
And don't get too down on life because Jeff isn't there with you. He'll always be with you in your heart. Whenever you need me most, just think real hard and imagine I'm there. Perhaps that'll help with some of the pain.
<33
 

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More About Me.
Shit... You shoot me in a dream, you better wake up and apologize.
hmmm about me.
Im a mo'fuggen Legend, yo!
Im pretty edge sometimes, get over it.
Though I will take a shot or two if the moments right.
Yeah, I live a little.
my life is S.S.D.D.
I am Kryst i dont know any other way to put it.
Joelle Kystan is my Sister.
Mess with her and i'll feed you your own fist!
Im seventeen, wewt?
I take showers naked, you like it.
I put my pants on 1 leg at a time-
But when I do it, I own.
Curtis calls me Killer of sXe
and its for a reason
I do school. Almost over- Hurrah!
Don't swim with gators.
You know what? Eff walmart and Playstation 3.
Hate stupid starbucks.
I like cola with jolly ranchers in it.
Eff you floor punching faggots...
Can't stand most high schoolers.
Fuck goodie goodie girls that turn people in when they rob Apple.
Eff abercombie and fitch.
Eff hurley and bilabong too
might as well add von dutch and polo too.
Eff the color pink
Eff fake people like Phil and santa claus
I love rain!!
Hate tweakers.
Love Marianas Trench.
Eff those who ask "Who's Marianas Trench?".
Hate most radio stations.
Hate scene kids who pick fights, eff you all!
Love guys.
I like piercings.
I plan to get more.
Somthing about showers turn me on.
釷TH
 

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Hope && Faith.
Believing in something that is beyond yourself.

Kind of Like Love.


 

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Ashford.


Lilo & Stitch<3
Krystie & Ashford <3
BESTFRIENDS
Forever&&Always
 

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Amazingggg


Kryst + Brian + Steve + Tammy =



Mariana's Trench
&&
Faber Drive
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SIMPLY AMAZING!!!
We danced our hearts out- Sang our lungs out.
Lost my voice!



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Adam =)


/. says:
oi
/. says:
u sin snatch
x`NoteToSelf;; says:
HAHA
/. says:
lol okay erm...
/. says:
little green person from starwars
x`NoteToSelf;; says:
Im happy. Be nice to me.
/. says:
i think his name was yogi or somin...
x`NoteToSelf;; says:
Yoda!
x`NoteToSelf;; says:
=D
/. says:
yeah thats it!


It's because we are effing cool like that, got it?
RIGHT ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN
hahahaha.

So happy today. Dunno why.
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Jeff&lt;3
Will Jeff's secret identity be revealed?
Will Kryst's cat stop atacking her ass?
Tune in next week!!


Oh Jeff, I adore you. You make me laugh.
 

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...

Every girl has that one boy that they'll never get over.
That one who makes you laugh.
The one who gives you butterflies when someone just says his name.
The one who's name is written all over your heart.
The one who you compare every guy to.
That one boy you never could get sick of talking about.
The one that you cry about ,over & over.
The one that no one can understand "why him?"
That one that everyone thinks you can do better.
That one that you fell in love with.



 

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Jeff.



See that girl?
One day, she found & read my [uncool] page
And thought I was pretty cool
So we started to talk
And became good buddies
Scratch that, small-band lovers.
Scratch that, small-band lovers AND love doctors.
There for eachother, to the end!
Eventually though, we drifted apart
[probably due to Jeff's loss of interest in Nex]

But one fine day, she drifted back into my life
Though something was just ever so different
But whatever version you hear
Long story short..
Today is today
And she means everything in the world to me.
And what I wouldn't give to spend just one day with her.

That's the past, that's the present.
As for the future, who knows?
We can't always control where our lives lead us,
But we can give it a damn good shot.
 

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Life Just Isn't.
Life Just Isn't

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating. Who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, it's not about sex. It isn't about who you're family is or how much money they have. Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you were sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart every body thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your sport". It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept the written you". LIFE JUST ISN'T. But, Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you made happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful maybe heartening. About starting rumours and contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occured alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's about.
 

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BEST CONVO EVER!
Hitman7621 says:
i could make headlines "tensions between the us and canada fall today after an american boy was caught raising the grade of an edmonton school's english class by 3%. The prime minister had this to say...'YOU MOTHER FUCKIN YANKS I'LL MURDER YEE!' while bush said this '...this thing on? OH OH YOU ARE MY NEXT IRAQ!! MUHAHAH *grows horns'

`NoteToSelf;; says:
HAHAHAHA

Hitman7621 says:
"in local news...do you like puppies? Well if you do we have some cute ones here for ya"
 

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