i am tiered of being bummed out, i want to live a happy life and from today on, im not going to let anyone stop me. If you want to ride the ride of life with me.. i wont stop you, i would never turn down a friend, if you need a hand, never be afraid to ask, remember im dieing to help you out if you need me. There is going to be a time in your life when you feel like you need to do something, a time where the world makes more sence than it ever has before, a time where not only do you have an opinion, but you have a say whats going on. That time for me is now: if you try an hurt me, i wont let you bring me down. If you dont understand me, and why i do the things i do, then im sorry but its come to the point where i am almost tiered of slowing down to explain myself, if its worth it i will go the extra mile, but you have to prove your worth it, trust me i have logic. I see the future, you just got to let me be me, and ill let you do what ever you want in life. I would never wish pain apon anyone, i would never hurt anyone intentionally, and i think in this life maybe in the past thats where i have gone wrong people have taken advantage of me, not understanding and underestamating how much im really worth, there are certain people in my life right now who are teaching me thats it okay to be me, there are certain people who i know no matter how much i change and who i become, they would never miss a dance with me, these are my bestfriends. The world is a crazy place, with plenty of faces, to bad you cant see inside just by the look, but i guess thats the fun of it all, right? i dont really like to think so, but once you find those people, it was worth all the shit you had to go through to find them. I am tiered of just going with the flow, just following the crowd. I want to stand out. I want to be myself, I want to be important and in this life... i want someone to love me, for all i can be.



- thank you for helping me reolise that i dont have to be afraid of how i feel.
and that no matter what, you will always be there
deep down, you are my hero <33
















Time

its crazy how slow my days can go while im thinking about the past. and its insane to think about
how slow the future comes, when its all you are really looking forward to. the time ticks slower
as you count it down. and the noise in the back ground has never been louder. one moment could last a life time, and a life time can rely on one moment. days can go by so slow. but when there over, and its time to close your eyes, it feels as if you have only been awake for seconds. time is a trick, an un reliable sorce of living. the sun sets and the stars take over, while the world is asleep. but while we are asleep, people somewhere are awake anotherday, fast forward in our future. but what to them is there present time. sometimes i wonder if the world would all sleep at one time. would the world keep running? time is something you cant predict for the future is somewhat damaged as a result of trying to live in the past, which many choose to do. life is a windmill and as we spin, we never stop. just like the second hand on the clock. you can look and you can stare and with the power of your mind you can see it go fast, or you can see it go slow. just remember to take your time when you need it. cause when its gone. you cant get it back. treasure every second because you can always move on, but it seems as if you can Never be in that exact moment again. time is always changing as for what you didnt get done today. you might not even get done tomorrow. so do what it important. and leave what can be left behind. for you can never live in the moment where you thought you should do something. you will never be able to do it again.

Written by me








Everything happens for a reason.


i am a Believer

and when the song stops.
ill keep dancing, its not the song that i am listening too,
but the Sound of you very heart beat, you make my world go round.
and i will dance till the Day i die to the Beat of you, your song, and our life.