I want you so badly that it hurts.
But i'm tired of trying so hard to make you believe me,
To make you want me just a fraction of how much I want you.
You tell me that you like where we're headed, but somtimes it seems
we're heading nowhere fast and I've been there before; I need more contrast than that.
If you don't want me, I need you to let me know so that I can work on not needing you. Forget about being the good guy. Forget about being the nice guy. Focus on what you want, and if its not me then let me know.
I want this to be easy, I want us to make sense. I want you to trust me. I want you to need me. I want you to know how amazing you are. I'm willing to wait, but it can't be put on hold forever.
I know what I want, and having it just close enough to give me the illusion of contentment and happiness I have yet to experience may be worse than knowing that it would never be. I love the way you feel, the way you smell and how you make me feel. If I don't give you the happiness that you give me, its not fair to you and I need to accpet the fact that I fall short and am inadequate at fufilling your needs.

So until then, i'm stuck sitting here with my heart on my sleeve
and i'm begging you to please, please choose me.