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1. I definitely have an eating disorder. sometimes it's bulimia, sometimes I don't eat for a few days at a time.
2. I have ruined every relationship I have ever had after my first due to sex. And i feel i may never get back or find an equal love to the one i hurt the most. I am in love with those from my past, but not the person i am with! #133, rot in hell!
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4. I have never loved a person as much as I love my Fiance. My life is truely complete!!!!!!!
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6. I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I'm in love with a guy i never met..
9. I lie to make myself feel better, so far its not working. & i still love him, i give into any peer presure no matter what it is, I wish i could say its not a problem.
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I've tried to kill myself a bunch of times
13. The biggest mistake of my life has been coming here to go to college, and not going farther away, even though I can't handle being away. And I deleted someone else's secret to put this one up. oops.
14. Sometimes i wonder what i would say if one day you asked for me back, and then i realized how stupid i am for knowing that i would say yes. I love you, yet i hold a huge resentment against you for promising me the world and then throwing it all away. I don't understand why you would do such a thing, why you would wrongfully start a relationship with me, and make me fall in love with you, only to realize that you never stopped loving your ex.
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. Im afiad of falling to hard to fast because it might hurt when we arent together. And i dance around in my underwear to bringing sexy back.=] shhh.
17. By the time I was 12 I had had sex with more men than there are senators.
18. I wish guys would look at me as more then just a friend
19. I have a disability that no one knows about
20.i worry i may never feel as in love with my boyfriend as i did with the guy who broke my heart, and its really not fair because he is perfect. But i cant help but compare and wish he did things my ex did. But its not fair, i do love him and i want it to be forever
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22. first of #133, i hope you burn in hell; i'm in love with 2 people
23. I'm addicted to heroin
23. sometimes I think I'll always be single, by choice.
24. I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend
25. i would love to get back together with my ex
26. i want to shitkick that mother fucking bitch
27.I though i would never love again the way i loved before... But now i love even more then what i used to... and i didn't think that was possible.... And i don't like to be tickled but my bf does it all the time and i cant tell him not to do it anymore cause i don't want to offend him or make him feel bad
28. I always feel like killing myself although everyone says it for attention i hav reasons no one can make me feel good about myself. noone.
29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. I love him so much and im terrified that hell leave me one of these days for something i wish i could do but am afraid to
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33. i like someone but im not sure if he likes me back.. and he lives far away..im tired of being alone... i want a bf that will treat me right and like me for me!
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me I pretend its you so I can get by
35. I know someone whos getting a.... SEX CHANGE! jk
36. You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
37.I'm in love with someone and I don't think they care..-Cristina =(
38. my parents abused me
39. I hate it when peoplpe tell there friend that they hate there parents. Well try being 2 years old when your parents die and your life is going down hill even to theis day i wish i could just die from all this pain i go through.
40. I really like him and hope we date REALLY BADDLEY !!!
41. I'm jealous that you have someone treating you so well, and I have nobody.
42. one of my good friends is a back stabbing bitch.
43. Im the happiest i have ever been in my life.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
46. I love one of my brothers more then the other one!
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
48.
49. My brother is in jail and i worry about him all the time. i cry everyday till i fall a sleep beacuse i miss his so much.
50. this is his football number. I'll never forget your smile, that night. it was the most perfect thing i've ever seen. I want to see it again, I want to be yours; you don't know it yet.
51.
52.
53.They all think I 'LIKE' him.. But I think I love him.
54. I smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
55.
56. I lost the most important people in my life for the one I think I might love.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59. he's lied to me more than once and it hurts.
60. Sometimes, i was so desperate to hear your voice that i would call you in the middle of the night just to hear you say,'Hello?'. As silly and immature as it was, it was the only way that you would talk to me. Sometimes you'd start conversations with me on the phone, not even knowing that the whole time you were talking to me....and for those few seconds i was happy.
61.I am depressed and not like stupid assed depressed im talking the real thing, but nobody cares about me enough to notice, and you dating her didnt help much...
62.
63.
64. I don't like peanuts
65. I don't either.
66.
67. I'm leading all three of them on and I won't even date any of them.
68.
69. I am sick of ALWAYS having to be the strong one!!! NO ONE knows how desperately I hurt on the inside, but to tell anyone the truth would make me feel like a failure!!!
70. I'm bisexual.
71.I still love him....but cant tell him because hes dating my bestfriend
72.i think i want to kill myself again
73.My house is a mess, not just a little, I mean like I am scared if some one came over they would call cps, but I can't ever seem to find the will to clean it
74.
75. I wish he would just realize that im for real and that i wont ever hurt him like hes hurt me b4...
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77. I wish i would have died in that car accident because then it would have saved me from the heartache you cause me and you would have to live with the guilt and regret everyday of the rest of your life knowing that i called you to bring me to the hospital and you refused because you were too busy working and you thought i was trying to get attention. Instead you left me bleeding on the side of the road. You are the last person i want to see happy on this earth unless its with me. i love you so much its killing me.. literally...
78. I'm not his first.
79. I really screwed you over, and I'm sorry. but now that you're talking shit about me behind my back, the only thing I want to do is ruin your life.
80. I used to play with barbies until I was like 12 years old hey, they were fun. and sexy with big boobies
81.sometimes i think i am sleeping with guys to make myself feel better, no that is why i do that. i lost the one i truely loved maybe two years ago, and now he is getting married. makes me sad to see him so happy, and i know he still loves me. it kills me to know that. i also slept with an ex not too long ago, to make myself feel love again. then he got back together his is girlfriend he had broken up with the night before we had sex... im never good enough.
82. I wish I never gave him a second chance.
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
84.
85.
86. Im in love with my best friend but cant tell her!!!!
87.
88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a guy.
89. My husband thinks ive only had sex with 2 people including him. the truth is, its more than 15.
90. If I really wanted to be with you right now, I would be.
91. sometimes think I will be single forever...and it makes me depressed
92. sometimes I'd rather be single
93. yeah, sometimes I'd rather be too.
94. I think you guys just like the thought of eachother.Even thow i know you still want me too.
95. I hooked up with my bestfriend's Ex like 2 days after they broke up
96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97. I'm so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff.
98.
99. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and never find anyone that is truly a good person.
100.I'm still in love with you and i hate it. You broke my heart when you had no right.
101. sometimes sex feels like the only way
102. Sometimes his disconnection makes me feel unwanted.
103. I'm just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104. I would marry you today, if you asked.
105. I could marry you. I think you're my perfect match.
106. I still think of him and love him, wondering if he still thinks of me and loves me. Even though we always fought, the real conflicts have only just begun within. I feel like I lost a part of myself.
107.
108. I tell my friends i hate him just to have a excuse to say his name
109. I want to get over him I love him to much. Im afraid that if I try dating someone else Ill end up cheating on them, and i dont want to do something like that. Im just so tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this is it this time, then having my heart shoved back in my face...then being stupid and letting it happen again.....will this ever end?
110. I think i love him, but want to wait to see if there is someone better...
111. I have major trust issues, I have been hurt so many times on people that just want to have sex. It hurts it really does. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to find true love.
112. I would move there for you. all you'd have to do is ask.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114. My mom hits me.
115.i like you.
116. I'd kill her if I had the chance. just for taking you away from me. bitch.
117. sometimes i think of any excuse to call him...even if i crashed my car into a ditch and was dieing..i would call him just to tell him i love him i always have...
118. I would have gone further last night.
119. I've filled in like 3 of these already.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. I'm afraid you're way too committed. I don't want to grow up...everything goes so fast with you! and he doesn't understand me at all...do i even love you? i cry when i'm alone.
122. i feel like I killed my husband!!!!!!!!!! but i no i didnt
123. And sometimes when i look at him and look at you i see how happy you are together. And it makes me smile so much, because he makes you happier then what i can probably do. but the worst part is I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH! you are perfect to me. i cry more then i smile about you. sad eh? I just wish i could hold you, kiss you, and be with you. then my life would be complete. but the thing your a girl and so am i. and your afraid of what people may think
124. I think I might be bisexual.
125. Your still a huge part in my life, and not being friends kinda kills me
126. I'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. You weren't good in bed.
128. I don't think youre very good at kissing.
129. my parents fight 24/7 NO LIE! i wish they'd divorce.
130. I can't wait to have sex.
131. So what if i smile. doesnt mean in not hurting on the inside. my hole life is a living fucking hell. people think im so strong when really. im the most hurt broken up girl around. I help people because its what keeps me going.
132.I want to kill myself! ( you down there I am praying for you and you really need to talk to someone before you hurt an innocent child!! )
133. I deleted 133 because that just isn't right. May God have mercy on your soul.
134. People like you #133 should suffer the longest most horrible death ever!!!!
135.I want this girl to like me so bad, i try everything, and when i am sure that she likes me she ends up going out with a complete faggot. It hurts
136. I cheated on you.
137. Everytime im with him, i fall more in love with each kiss, smile, stare, wink, grab, touch, laugh, anything. He's perfect. I never want to be with another. Everyone says nothing is perfect, so, he's my closest thing to perfect. I've never felt this way before. I want to commit to him for the rest of my life. He makes me smile so much. I love him with all of my heart, for the rest of my life. That's a promise.
138. I'm so afraid what he thinks about the age difference.. I want him so bad
139. I let my aanatomy teacher blow me for an "A" -he's cute, but 11 years older than me
140. I'm in the same boat as #141
141. I get stoned all the time so I can forget how I really feel about the world
142.I think about him all the time and I shouldn't!!!
143. i really want to date him. but he says he doesnt like me that way i think hes lying...so i find ways to make him feel bad about it all
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145. please stop talking to me. just move on with your life. I can't take this push pull bullshit and wondering if things will ever happen.
146. After everything, i forgive you. Truth is, i feel sorry for you becasue what i wanted from you is what you want from her and you still refuse to give it to me.
47. I haven't moved on from losing the woman that i loved and it's been years
148. People fall in love with me way too fast...you barely know the true me...
148. Whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. I shaved my balls
151. I really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153. I wish I could tell you how much I like you...everytime I hear your voice my heart skips a beat. I would love to see us dating one day, but I don't want to risk our friendship. Everytime I hear you talk about your a gf you have, I wish I was her so that I could fall asleep in your arms at night.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is their sperm, other then that they're good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157.Alot of times im disapointed cause i dont think true love will ever happen to me cuase my relationships are crap.
158. I think about my ex way more than I should
159. I really want to smoke but I can't. I'd lose friends and respect.
160. My family thinks I am a lesbian. I'm not. I think?
161.I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.
162.blah blah blah I'm a dirty whore!!!!!!
163. I dont eat for a few days at a time cause I think im fat.
164.I hate being married!!!!
165.I have tried to kill my self when i was in grade 2 .because i had only one friend and all the other people bullied me and teased me ,everytime soemone starts rumors or bug me about soemthing it still reminds me about the times before
166.My bulimia makes me feel in control about something in my life
167. sometimes i want to break up with my boyfriend but then i realise how much i love him.
168. I hate my family, and I don't trust my best friend.
169. I wish I had never lost my virginity to you
170. I like you...i want to date you...why won't you make a move?
171. I hate my mom more than anyone on this earth. She took my sisters away from me and my dad, now they hate me. I dont think I would cry if she died, and I feel horrible because of it.
172. I secretly hate one of my best friends. I refuse to hang out with her with other guys because she always ignores me and she KNOWS shes prettier than me. sometimes, I wish I could make her ugly.
173. I hate myself and want to die.
174.i want to grow old with her.
175. I think I might be gay. It scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. It makes sense too. but I'm still not sure. I wish I had someone to tell
176. He hits me.
177.i absolutely pretty much hate his fucken guts but hes the only one that i can live with right now and if i could i would move the fuck out.
178. I hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179.
180. Secretly, I don't think I will ever get over you and it makes me cry sometimes. I love how happy you seem with him, but I still wish it was me.
181.This world is so unforgiving and judgmental, and i want to change that as best i can. I want to be a better person because of it.
182. I totally give into peer pressure... drinking.. smoking.. whatever... I guess it's really no big deal, but what can i say?
183.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185. I want to marry him one day
186. I wish he really knew that I might be in love with him.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188. I don't think I truly love him:( But am scared to leave because I know nothing but him.
189. I wish things could be how they used to be. When she still chose me.
190. Cigarettes make me feel beautiful.
191. I wish I could meet someone that wouldn't lie and that wasn't in a relationship already.
192. I like girls that have curves
193. I've kissed two girls....and I'm a girl.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.i am slowly drinking myself to death on purpose on a daily basis
196. I hooked up with somone thats taken,and i liked it..and so did they
197. sometimes I just dont give a fuck and I want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then I'm worried about guilt
198. Alec Holmes just became my hero.
199.I LOVE HUGE TITS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD-ALEC HOLMES
200.i may love him more then i think, and #133 your a sick fuck!!!!!!!! get some help before you hurt a child
201. I wonder if you are really my best friend or if yu just use me, i mean 5 years we have been friends and now your hanging out with the other best friend who treats everyne like shit. i hope you get fucken hurt really badly by the dumb cunt. i know its harsh being best friends in all but i dont care anymore.
202.
203. i stuff my bra
204.I love guys that treat me like a princess. But can be rough with me.
205.
206. Your the reason i'm bulemic and anorexic you bitch. I hope your fucking happy.
207.
208.My life is horrible....and i put on a smile to make people happy......but i think i just met a girl that could put a permanent smile on my face
209.
210.
211. ive never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy before, i think ill be alne forever and it upsets me.
212. i have stupid ex's that put me through crap and now i feel like im putting him through crap.
213. i am still in love with my ex boyfriend, i see him all the time, and cant stop thinking back to when everything was perfect
214. Im in love with my bestfriend,... And he doesnt feel the same way,.
215. When it hurts emotionally,... I hurt myself physically,...
216. I gave my brother head when I was 12 years old.
217.im really inlove with him....but cant tell people. cause hes dating my bestfriend
218.
219. ITS ALL AN ACT ! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
220.
221. I can't seem to fall in love with a guy. I've had many relationships, but I can keep none of them for more than 2 months... I just don't seem to get really attached to whoever. I try and get to know them more, but it just doesn't work. I'm beginning to think I'll never marry.
222.I know you like me and I like you back but you do stupid shit and sometimes you scare me
223.
224.
225.i masturbate
226.
227.I miss you, but your not even gone.
228.
229.
230. I feel like i maybe should have stayed single because i feel like im with him just to feel what love is like again. I want to love him but i just dont know if i do. i feel so beautiful when im with him but i always question him because im soo scared of him cheating.. cause i think im not good enough.
231. why did the person delete #133? and what did they say?
232. Things are so different, why cant things ever stay the same.., i miss you
233.I am jealous of all my friends because they are skinny and most of them are pretty. I've tried
for such a long time to actually look in the mirror and call myself beautiful .. There has never been
a day in my life that i have actually called myself beautiful or anything near that. My friends disagree
with me when i say i'm fat, but that's what they're suppose to do. I just wish i was like them, how disappointing.
234. i;m fat and hate it
235. I'm sick of everyone telling me how beautiful and skinny i am. No matter how hard i try i will never be good enough for you, all my friends tell me i am, and that it's your loss, but it isn't. I am a FAT, UGLY, LOSER. and that's all i will ever be, your the sweetest guy i have ever met, but i could never measure up to you.
236.
237. I loathe you and your existence. Yes, you're my 'friend' but one day, I'd like to tell you all I have to say about how terrible you're treating everyone, including yourself. Have a nice life. Bye.
238.
239. I'm fifteen and I've had sex with 4 guys already. I had two one night stands with close friends.. and I was the other woman in one of my relationships. Now I'm intimate with my boyfriend.. and I feel like its ruining our relationship. I feel like such a slut for being with so many people..
240. I feel like my friends dont actually like me. but i have nothing for them to use me for im poor and not all that pretty.
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242.
243.i dont think ill live past high school
244.
245. honestly, i think i love him. but the sad thing is that hes so head over heels for his ex girlfriend, that i dont think i have the slightest chance
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249. I really feel that I'm in it, and I'm worried.. that one day, I'll end up in the hospital because I've gone 'insane' because of reading it and actually believing. not much of a secret, but it's embarrassing.
250.
251.I get really nervous around peopple, but i hide it
252. I'm a commitment phobe. even if i like someone, i don't want too be in a relationship for a long time.
253. i really like this boy who is younger than me
254.I feel like my best friend treats me like shitt. but im still friends with her because she has been good to me and i have hope that she will stop putting me down and putting my family down.
255. i sometimes want to die
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257.
258. I'm actually very scared to be with someone. What if... it's the phrase that cross my mind every time I meet someone I like... or maybe even love. I love someone right now, and it's frightening, because I know, if we're together someday, we'll always end up hurt.
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260.Im secretly in love with one of my Friends and i feel like im on top of the world when im with her..i can tell her ANYTHING and she can tell me anything..we take the bus home together and every time im with her im happier than a kid in a candy store with a million dollars(not just any kid either(one who likes candy alot) and what i want most in life is to spend it with her and just the tought of me being with her makes me smile......BH
261.
262. i hate you more than anyone i have ever hated.
263. I dont know if I can stay faithful in my relationship.Or atleast hold out. With his absense, my feelings for someone else grow stronger day by day. Hopefully, it's a crush.
264.I tried killing myself.....again. But cant tell anyone =[
265.
266. i had sex with my ex but didn't like them much.
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268.
269.i love when guys have there nipples pierced
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271. i like my bestfreinds ex
272.i gave him everything and then i made a mistake and now he says doesnt love me ad doesnt want me anymore
273. I'm anorexic, but am afraid of dieing.
274.
275. I cant wait till i have sex, it think it will be great because im ready and i want it now and i love to touch and feel me
276. I really want this guy... Yea theres an age difference and he's kinda shy but he makes my day. =] He makes me smile, and laugh. And when I talk to him, its like Im the only one that matters at that moment in life. His deep blue eyes simply take my breath away. I wish all those moments would last forever, but, all good things come to an end. So thats when I think of something random to say to make him smile. Thats the best part. Everyday I look forward to that one class I have with him... The weekends really disappoint me because I dont get to see him...¢¾
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278. ill always love you, but theres someone new
279.
280. when i was 13 i put peanut butter on my vag so my dog would lick it off because it felt good
281.
282. i don't think i can ever love a boy as much as they always seem to love me, i cryed myself to sleep last night.
283.i have a hard time letting go when i fall in love because i dont fall in love easy .
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286. I don't know who I am or what my purpose is. And I do love the guy I'm with I'm just afraid of rushing things. I'm also afriad of getting to close and then heart broken again .... He makes me happy ... and he also reminds me alot of myself in a way .... But deep down inside I wanna kill myself for being weak and pathetic but I can't cause I can't leave him or my best friends .... god i'm hopeless ................ and also I really wanna know what #133 did
287.Wtf was in #133???
288.You think were best friends but i find you all to be insufferable bitches
289.i really like a boy, lets call me bob... haha well i really like bob, but for the life of me i cant get him to notice how much i truely like him. my reasoning behind it is, i'm not as pretty as the girls he normaly goes for. i kinda hate myself for being good enough for the kid.
290. I wanna get in a car accident just to see what people would say / do
291. I wish that he realized how much he is hurting me, with every single smile, hug, look because i know that he doesnt feel the same way about me.
292.Sometimes I really wish I could kill myself..because my life is completely fucked...I haven't had a girlfriend in 10 years...im overweight..im always made fun of and teased...I have a father,step-mother, and siblings that hate me..im failing classes in school, and I have a mother and Uncle telling me how good i should be and should try to be more like my brothers. My "so-called friends" are not really my friends, except a couple of bum kids who do nothing but talk shit to me and use me for the nice stuff i got, then get jealous and either try to break it or steal it. I tired of this shit...i want out! I wanna move somewhere far away where im not known by anyone..and start all over again. I'd kill for a relationship with a girl..but they all care about outside appearances..and never whats on the inside..no matter how much they deny it..its true...idk what i did to this world..but it seems the world has just took a shit in a bag and lit it...and I was the idiot chosen to stomp it out...Signed. Cody Shugart
293. I wear a happy face all the time. I'm not emo. but its hard to be sad...even when sad things happen...i'm always the one bringing people up...i cry a lot when i'm alone...
294. I'm a smoker and alcoholic, but deny having ever smoked or drank.
295.i have a small penis
296.I still want you like really bad. But now you like her and she likes you =(
297.i act like im fine but im not
298. I dont know what your deal is, i dont even know what i did wrong, i try my hardest to make it better, and you turn your back on me. some best friend you are. and you say im twofaced!
299. It kills me inside every time you roll your eyes at me when I say how much I love you and care about you
300. Sometimes I wonder if he actually loves me, or the things we do. =[
