I'm sad.
I'm lonely.
I'm confused about who I am.
I'm broken
I'm lost
I don't know you anymore.
I dont need you anymore, that is what I tell myself.
Only to try and dull the pain that is all to real
A stabbing pain I can't ignore
I lie to myself make it go away
But it never goes away
I still need you but you dont need me anymore
So I put on my brave face
Time to face the world
She wears a mask
What is she hiding from?
Doesnt she know that she is beautiful?
Nothing is real
She has no emotion
And everything is "fine"
She will not she a single tear
Or let the would no he fear
Her fear of loosing control, breaking down
Wear a mask
everything is fine
No one can know she's dying inside
She's perfect on the outside
But inside it's tinted, a sad and lonely place
Everytone likes her but she has no real friends
Because no one can understand her
No one can know the real her
Stripped away without her mask
She's sad, she is lonely and she's hurting
She's naked and now people cdan see the real her.
She's searching for acceptance
Trying to hide behind nothing
She's naked and bare
She can't take it anymore
She has to end it.
But wait if only she would look in the mirror
And see what I see
She's so beautiful
It's was a sad and lonely night.
When she ended it
A smile from ear to ear
Blood cascading of her face like a waterfall
Trickling down her neck like a river
Drpipping on the floor like rain
Pitter Patter
I walk into her room and see her crumpled body
I hold her in my arms
A single tear slides down my face
Why couldnt she see she was so beautiful?