2bsaphira - 20, Female, Japan
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fucking lame
60 honest answers
If you're not going to be honest, don't take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with? colten
2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? no
3. Do you sleep with the TV on? no
4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? no
5. Have you ever won a spelling bee? no
6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends? umm months
7. Are you a fast typer? sometimes
8. Are you afraid of the dark? depends
9. Do you like someone right now? i love someone right now
11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? years lol i hate baths
12. Do you knock on wood? no
13. Are you drinking anything right now? no
14. Do you think you're attractive? no
15. Have you ever been in love? yes
16. Do you miss someone right now? yes
17. What do you want for christmas? money to move out
18. Do you know the muffin man? no
19. Do you talk in your sleep? used to lol it scared people
20. Do you remember your 1st crush? yes lol
21. Have you ever flown a kite? yes
22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where? idk i hate swimming
23. Do you consider yourself successful? more then alot of people i know
24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone? idk
25. Have you ever asked for a horse? no
26. Plans for today? work
27. What did you do this past weekend? got sick hung with colten and worked
28. Miss being at school right now? fuck no
29. When's the last time you told someone you loved them? yesterday
30. Do you want to be single? no
31. How are you feeling today? idk out of place
32. Who's your hero? buckethead jk
33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? no but close
34. What are you looking forward to? moving out
35. If you could be stranded with one person for 24 hours who would it be? colten
36. Do you bite your nails? lol i just was but no i usually dont
37. Have you ever eaten dog food? no
38. Can you handle the truth? sometimes you have to
39. do you like green eggs and ham? no
40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places? cell phone, the clothes im wearing and my purse
41. Any cool scars? sure
42. You are missing in action? no
44. What's your deepest secret? like id say lol stupid question
45. How often do you talk on the phone? every second day or so
46. Do you believe in love? ya
47. Is there something you want that you can't have? ya
48. 1 thing about the preferred sex that you first notice? idk
49. When was your last time you cried? idk
50. Who did you last hug? dad i think
51. Do you get along with your family? no real alienated
52. Where is your phone? in my room
53. What was the last thing you ate? noodles
54. Favorite Colour(s)? black and orange
55. Last movie you saw? shrooms real stupid movie
56. What song are you listening to? none
57. What do you want? a house
58. Favorite car? none
60. Who was the last person you talked o on the phone? colten




You go over 45, you’re a bad influence.
- If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life… even more harsh.
Total the number of things in each list you’ve done.
No need to say which ones.
If people really want to know they will message you.

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. Stolen weed
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had someone in your room other than family.
7. Live at my brothers
8. got in a fight
9. done drugs.
10.had sex
Total: 7

1. taken painkillers
2.taken someone Else’s prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. Cried yourself to sleep
Total: 10

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
Total : 5

1.been to a wild party.
2. seen the Mardi Gras.
3.drank more than four beers in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. own a 50 Cent CD.
Total: 5

1. dressed emo.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbour.
10. had someone sneak into your room.
Total: 4

1. snuck into someone Else’s room.
2. had a crush on your best friend
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a [censored].
6. called someone a [censored].
7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone Else’s toothbrush.
Total : 8

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favourite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying.
9. caught something on fire
10. lied about your age.
Total : 6

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police’s presence.
3. cheated with someone.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. smoked pot
10. sexually harassed someone.
Total : 8

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 12 hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 12 hours straight.
5. been unfair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
Total: 6


total: 59
 

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questions answered
HARD
1. Will you answer every question honestly? maybe
2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? no i will eventually pass out somewhere
3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face? not intentionally
4. Do you miss anything or anyone? yes
5. What makes you laugh no matter what? thinking of the stupid things i did when i was a kid
6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? no
7. Who was the last person you talked to? rebecca
8. What do you dislike at the moment? thinking of the future

HARDER
1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like? sometimes
2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? yes but i do it anyways
3. Will you get married? hopefully
4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future? maybe
5. Do you lie about your age? no

VERY PERSONAL
1. Are you happy with yourself? somedays but rarely
2. Would you change yourself for the person you love? i try
3. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? dont have to tell myself anything cause coltens around to give me a positive outlook on life

SECRETS
1. When did you last cry? idk
2. Do you believe in religion? somedays
3. When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy? like a week ago
4. What is currently on your mind? pringles
5. Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once? ya
SHOCKING
1. Have you done bad things with your parents? no
2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? yes but by accident
3. Did you ever fail the school year? almost
4. Have you ever done drugs? yes
5. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? lol too many times
6. Do you think your future will be a good one? hopefully

THE DEEP STUFF
1. Do you think you were raised well? enough
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? yes
3. How do you handle stress? by getting distracted or hanging out with colten and friends
4. How would you spend your last day alive? go see trudi and be with colten
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscious? both it all depends
6. If there were true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you choose? million bucks because i already found my true love
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with? dad
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose? either
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member? no

THE LOVE STUFF
1. Do you think you know the meaning of love? sure
2. The last time you kissed someone.. was it someone you see yourself with? uh yah
3. What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion? trust
4. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them? no

THE RANDOM STUFF
1. Do you spend time with the same people always? most of the time
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced? ya
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people' houses? ya
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? when i got over my breakdown and colten was there for me
5. Where was your default picture taken? coltens
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it? no
7. What is your favourite colour? black and orange
8. What do you do when you have a bad day? stay in my room
9. Do you really think exes can be "just friends"? ya
10. Who messaged you last? katherine
11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? couple days ago
12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? ya
13. Do you fall for people easily? no
14. Are you quick to start a fight? no
15. Do your parents really know YOU? sure
16. Lyrics stuck in your head? no
17. Are you tired? no
18. Any friends you'd like to tell how much you appreciate them? yes
20. Last time you walked farther than one block? few days ago

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS
1. What curse word do you use the most? fuck
2. Do you own an Ipod? no
3. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? no
4. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate
5. When was the last time you had starbucks? long time ago
6. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? ya
7. Is anyone in love with you? yes
8. Ever cry in public? didnt mean to
9. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? yes
10. Whats the weather like? cold
11. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos? ya
12. Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box? sometimes
13. Do you use sarcasm? sometimes
14. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite? Opposite
15. Do you watch the news? rarely
16. How did you get one of your scars? idk
17. Who was the last person to make you mad? fatsoson


1. Honestly, how many people have you had strong feelings for? a few
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear? blue
3. Honestly, what's on your mind? pringles i said that
4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? drinking
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? no
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? no
7. Honestly, do you watch television? rarely
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? yes shes right beside me lol
9. Honestly, where were you last? my room
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? yes
11. Honestly, do you have deep secrets? yes
12. Honestly, are you mean? depends
13. Honestly, where did you copy and paste this from? in some ones blog
14. Honestly, where would you rather be right now? coltens
15. Honestly, do you like someone? yes
16. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend? no
17. Honestly, do you shower? ya
18. Honestly, how old would you say the average age is for people to die? 100000
19. Honestly, ever made anyone cry? yes
20. Honestly, did you ever lie to someone you loved? no
21. Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? idk
22. Honestly, when was the last time you hugged or kissed someone? yesterday
23. Honestly, what makes you mad? fatsoson
24. Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy? ya
25. Honestly, do you believe in yourself? some times
26. Honestly, are you annoying to people? ya
27. Honestly, have you hugged a girl this week? ya
28. Honestly, are you a relationship person? ya
29. Honestly, do you own a box of cigarettes? no
30. Honestly, are you missing someone right now? of course
 

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I loves him
Me and Colten are back together
 

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shitty ass summer
I knew this summer was gonna be shit to begin with
 

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guess
Got a piercing...Guess where it is
 

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i'll try
Got my hair cut, its not very different. Lost some weight, cause i haven't been eating right. Finally after 16 years i have my own room, need to fix my broken window. Got myself more money then i expected, trying not to spend it which isnt very hard. Getting a piercing, don't know what kind to get. still myself, I don't think i will ever change cause everyday it just keeps getting harder and harder to break from these habits. I'll try harder
 

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What would you do?
What would you do if I bled?
Dug a knife into my skin?
Paid the price for what I did?
Let the depression win?
What would you do if I left?
Ran away from this place?
Took a one way ticket to heaven?
Left all the problems I face?
What would you do if I took drugs?
Got addicted and wasn’t the same?
Took speed, cocaine, and E?
As if it was just a game?
What would you do if I drank?
A bottle of whiskey a day?
To take my pain and my thoughts?
And to take my craving away?
What would you do if I grabbed a gun?
And pointed it to my head?
Shut my eyes and pulled the trigger?
And the next day you heard I was dead?