About Me!!!!

I am a mother of 2 boys and a beautiful baby girl <3

I love them with all my heart and nothing or no one will ever be first before them :

My name is Nadine and I am a pot-head (so to speak)
PLEASE LEAVE A MSG CAUSE IF I`M ON I`M BORED

All you people
that talk about me behind my back ;
thanks for making me the center of your world .
for all the people that broke my heart ;
thanks for making me stronger .
for all those people who hate my guts ;
thanks for getting to know me first .
for all those people that wish me pain ;
don`t worry I`ve suffered .
for all the people who hate me for who i am ;
sorry I`m not going to change! .

I can't change anything I've done in this world. The only thing I can do is prove that I CAN learn from my mistakes and move forward in life because its not gonna stop for me, life never stops we either live it to the fullest or we just don't live at all.

PEOPLE SAY SHIT HAPPENS, SHITS CREATED BY ASSHOLE`S AND YOUR THE RING AROUND IT

If you had me alone...
locked up in your room for 24 hours
and we could do whatever you wanted,
what would you do with me?
Tell me in a message...cause
it's a secret...then repost this in
your blog...you might be surprised
with the responses you get


umm a little about me...

I hate creepy crawly things they just give me shivers hardcore
I love to spend time with my gramma cause she is THE most awesome person out there!!!!(love to party with her:D she`s still fun even at 69!!)
my poem the waiting game won an editors choice award and is to be published on a book on cd

Who am I ? I am me, me is who I am and me is who I`ll always be

We are who we are and yes we all are unique by far.

You are you and thats a perfect fit for you,

So, you stay you and I`ll stay me and then

you and me will be who we will always be.


anyways ya so thats a little bit bout me, maybe I`ll write in some more later :rolleyes:

The darkness which dwells within me it grows,
Engulfing me as a whole as though it were a massive wildfire gone unquenched.

Slowly it devours me inside bit by bit curdling my heart and making my blood run cold as ice.

From the depth of my very being it gnaws at my need for love and life until theres no longer want, want of love and want of life.

The darkness which dwells within me.
I accept it.
My anger fuels it.


Flower

I'm a flower I need to be watered everyday, but careful water me to much and I will drown.I'm a flower I need my sun everyday Give me just enough, not to much or else I will wither and perish. I am like a flower I need you to be there for me, not so much that I feel smothered. I am like a flowerI need your love and caring kindness, disregard my needs and our love will wilt like a flower that gets no water, like a flower that gets no sun.Our love is like a flower garden, will we watch them bloom or shall we watch them all die. Nadine HagenApril 7/11



NEED

I NEED TO BE HELD,
I NEED TO BE KISSED.
I WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD,
I WANT SOMEONE TO KISS.
WE ALL NEED THE WARMTH OF SOMEONS LOVE AND TENDER TOUCH.
I NEED TO BE COMFORTED,
I NEED TO BE REASSURED.
I NEED TO BE LOVED.
I SUPPOSE WHAT I`M TRYING TO SAY IS,
I NEED YOU,
AND HOPEFULLY YOU NEED ME TOO.

ALONE

A SOMBER FACE OF A MIDDLE-AGED MAN WITH
WEATHER BEATEN CLOTHES, HIS HANDS DIRTY AND SCABBED.
HIS INTENSE BLUE EYES LOOK UP AT THE SKY,
AS PEOPLE PASS BY NOT WANTING TO LOOK HIS WAY. WHY??
HE IS ALONE.


IN THE DARK

DARKNESS
NOTHING IS THERE
SOMETHING IS THERE,
ONLY DARKNESS MAKES IT DISAPPEAR.
ALTHOUGH YOU MAY OR MAY NOT SEE IT
OR FEEL IT,
DOES NOT MEAN IT`S NOT THERE.
ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO DO IS OPEN YOUR
EYES AND GET OUT OF THE DARK.

THE WAITING GAME

WAITING,
WAITING FOR THE DAY TO END,
WAITING FOR THE CHEQUE TO ARRIVE SO YOU CAN PAY BILLS.
WAITING FOR TOMORROW,WITH HOPE AND WITH SORROW,
BECAUSE TOMORROW IS JUST THE SAME,
WE ARE ALL PLAYING THE WAITING GAME.
WAITING,
WAITING FOR DEATH.
WAITING FOR A BETTER LIFE TO BEGIN.

LOST

PLEASE CAN YOU HELP ME, I CAN`T FIND MY WAY HOME,
JUST LEAVE ME A TRAIL OF BREAD CRUMBS OR SOMETHING OF THE SORT.
IF YOU WOULD BE SO KIND,
I WILL FOREVER BE IN DEPT TO YOU.
PLEASE CAN YOU HELP ME FIND THE WAY,
JUST TAKE MY HAND AND LEAD ME HOME.