BASICS

Height:	179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6')
Weight:	74 Kg - 77 Kg (161 lbs - 170 lbs)
Birthday:	August 17, 1990
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Dating
Living Situation:	Living with roommate(s)
Location:	Surrey, Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	03:16pm \| Sep 09, '07
Profile Updated:	12:49am \| Feb 09, '09
Last Active:	09:29pm \| Jun 01, '09

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Fiction, Fantasy, Graphic novels, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction, Poetry, Romance, Sci-fi
Movies:	Action, Animated, Classic, Comedy, Drama, Horror, Independent, Musicals, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction, Spy/Political Thrillers, Tearjerkers, Teen, Westerns
Art:	Body Art, DJing, Doodling, Drawing, Clothing design, Film/Video Making, Graphic Design, Knitting, Painting, Photography, Pottery, Singing, Song Writing, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Cats, Dogs, Fish
Video Games:	First person shooter, Fighting, Racing, Role Playing, Simulations, Sports, Strategy
Cars:	Audio, Car Clubs, Drag Racing, Drifting, Offroad, Rally, Tuning, Classics, Motorbikes
Music:	Alternative, Blues, Classic Rock, Classical, Country, Death Metal, Drum & Bass, Electronica, Folk, Funk, Garage, Goth, Happy Hardcore, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, House, Jazz, Lounge, Metal, New Wave, Punk, Rap, Rock, Ska, Soul, Techno, Trance, Acoustic, Rave
Sports:	Basketball, BMX, Body Building, Boxing, Car racing, Curling, Fishing, Golf, Hiking, Horseback Riding, Kickboxing, Martial Arts, Mountain Biking, Paintball, Rock Climbing, Rollerskating, Sailing, Scuba, Skateboarding, Sky Diving, Snorkeling, Snowboarding, Soccer, Surfing, Swimming, Water-skiing, Weight lifting, Wrestling, Wakeboarding, Kayaking, Hacky-sack, Motocross, Snowmobiling
Activities:	Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Listening to music, Partying, Poker, Pool/Billiards, Reading, Shopping, Traveling, Raving, Dancing
Musical Instruments:	Acoustic guitar
Outdoor:	Camping, Fishing, Going to the beach, Hunting, Hiking, Backpacking
Computers:	E-mail, Gaming, Graphics, Hardware, Instant Messaging, Programming, Surfing the net

RYAN'S POETRY

this song is for my life

just one mre song about me

ok this song is for every girl who ever gave up on me

ok ppl this is just another song for my ex gf

OK LIFES A FUKING BITCH EVERYONE HATES ME CUZ I DO BAD THINGS TO PPL WHO DONT DESERVE IT BUT THEY DO IN MY MIND AND OTHERS BUT NO KNOW WANTS TO BE ON MY SIDE

i blamed u for all my mistakes
it wasnt u it was me i wanted
to be free it didnt work for you
you tried to get me to to break down
and get high so i couldnt find someone who
would love me like i loved them
its all crap i need a girl a girl
who will love me back not lean me towords crack
one who helps with a dream she will be my queen
she will be on my pedistal for all my pesents to see
i would help her to be free
and with any of her dreams
no matter what she wants to be

time flys lets all get high
i miss the way it was
we all hung out. had our times
it was fun i wish it could happen agane
but your all fucked and i am in the game
i wish u could give me a chance
but u wont its a pittie i loved u all more then my famlie
this what i did wen i found out about u two

just one mre song about me

now i never see you or here from u its my life
help me live it or at least get out of it its the hard times i missed
i wish i could change but its allways the same
wen your in a game the game of life all u do is live hard and die

the music trys to blok it all out it never works it makes me think more and more
anbout this wonder full life i live
giving more then i ot for this shoot all i want
is my life to end its all sad and bad and mad it mikes u think
about every thing i need to be free as a bird trying to feed
for all i want to do is with u
but u never phon or try to make me morn about my life
but i want a wife not a fight so i give up lets just fuck
hay wats up that all u want all u need i need a women to be mine all mine to this
day all u ever do is run and have fun this life of ours is done no more fun
lets just sedle down and and live this life lets end it together on that one cloudy night

RYAN'S POETRY

my life is long and hard the things i need are realy what i want its hard to talk about
this shit that makes me miss every little thing that i once had wish it wasent a dream the
fear inside me is over walming never again will i be happy its all over for me why dont
u just kill me then i can burn in hell with everone who used to like me tell i i started
treating u like a princess they toke it all away again for now i am at my end
MY BACK TATTOO

the time it takes me to ride high and get high is
to have every thing i need to be the man i want to be as
free as i can throw the bends
and all the dead ends it will all come to an end at the end of this dream of
mine for all i want is to cry about what i lost in this
great big world i love to hate

ok its the day we will all go to the grave
wen i tell them i loved u but i cant move one
they will all kill me for the fact i am free
free as a bird flying high in that big blue sky
dosent it make u want to die for all i have done it was all fun
the drugs the sex i was at my best for the rest i did not get
many ppl throw fits its all the shits wen your out of drugs and cant get it up
so fuck i whished for many things but all i got was this beutiful
life cleanas i can be

never knowing
never needing dreams as the days
pass little did we kno it just
keeps going and going neverending
like the abiss i wish for the day i die
so i can start a new day
hopfully u do to so we can be together
in the next life wen we awake we will be
together for ever nothing they say can stop what
we want its not a tant its how i feel whill i neel
here be for you asking for your hand
its sad all u want is a dance
bring me close then shut me down
now all i were is a frown
waiting for that beutiful day
wen i die and wake the next day

the smoke pours out of his skin as he smokes his smoke time stands still as he costantly
thinks about the words running through his head it never ends i wish i knew where it goes it all
went to the paper the paper in my mind for next 3 years it all ends in tears and fears lets
have a couple a beers stop dreaming off your fears how many times did i wish for this life
and now i got it but want the old life back i miss my life all my friends it all bends
i need to be as free as i can be
death follows all down the hall to the bar then to the car and as far as they can all go
from home it all end the same in the game the game i play each and everyday with the ppl
i love and hug and kiss wish all have ends as do i so this is my life what a fight
everything seems to be a never ending night a battle with my life

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the things that matter most to ppl never bothered me tell now but once u relize that its all bull shit you will be happer i was

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song after sog it hurts so bad

gunna be my tattoo

ok i am drunk but all u need to kno is that my life sucks and i am sick of the shit that gose with it all i need is to get high and fly away to a new place a new life some were no one knows who i am i am sad all the time some ppl say i wnt to die but me i say i need a life with out the ppl i have come to meet l pleaded with god but no one nose how hard it is to be me pleqse forgive me for what i have done i need to hear u need me one last time help god for no one loves me

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