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your smile

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
 

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2007
lost a friend - stayed single the whole year - kissed someone new - kissed in the snow - kissed in the rain - had your heart broken - broke someone else's heart - had a stalker - questioned your sexual orientation - came out of the closet - got married - had a divorce - had a gay marriage - dated someone you'll never forget - done something you've regretted - lost your first true love - lost faith in love - kissed under mistletoe - caught a shoplifter - been caught shoplifting - got a promotion - got a pay raise - changed jobs - lost your job - quit your job - applied for a job - dated a co-worker - dated your boss - dated your boss' daughter/son - got fired from your job - did something you were proud of - discovered a new talent - were involved in something you'll never forget - painted a picture - wrote a poem - ran a mile - listened to music you couldn't stand - double-dipped - skinny-dipped - went to a sleepover - went camping - threw surprise party - had a party thrown for you - laughed 'till you cried -slept the whole day - flirted with a boy - visited a different country - cooked a disastrous meal - lost something important to you - got a gift you adore - realized something new about yourself - tripped over a coffee table - dyed your hair - came close to losing your life - someone close to you died- did drug(s) - got drunk - got arrested - read a great book - saw a great movie - pretended to like someone - saw a movie that made you cry - saw one of your favorite band/artist live - saw someone famous in person - did something you want to tell everyone - did something you dont want anyone to find out about - been called a slut - cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend - had a boyfriend/girlfriend cheat on you - got in a physical fight - flipped at someone - put a song on repeat for over an hour - passed out - stayed out past 3 am - took a cab - thought you were in love - been skiing / snowboarding - hated someone - talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight - watched tv for more than 5 hours straight - stayed home for a week straight - been grounded - been pregnant / got someone pregnant - had a fun birthday- just turned 18 - had someone stare you down - stared someone down - spent all day at the mall

fare-well 2007.. hello 2008
 

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New years '08

New Years!!!
lets just say My bikinii melted.


we drink to good times this year!
 

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boom box

PAIGE!!
 

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survay
CRYING SECTION.
Ever really cried your heart out? yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? mhm. yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? no
Ever cried over the opposite sex? yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury? yeah
Do certain songs make you cry? yes.
HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? ehh umm I don't know
What can make you happy? Curtis or the ooo eee ooo ahh ahh song and dance hehehe brooke
Do you wish you were happier? I don't know
Is being happy overrated? I don't know
Can music make you happy? yeah
LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? four
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? ummm not sure
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ' i love you ' to you? yes
HATE SECTION.
Who do you actually hate? yes
Ever made a hit list? no
Have you ever been on a hit list? probldly
Are you a mean bully? nope but I can be a bitch
SELF-ESTEEM SECTION.
Is your self-esteem extremely low? no
Do you believe in yourself? mostly
Are you good looking? Some days
Do you wish you can be someone else? Yes
LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color? blond
What's your natural color? red
What color are your eyes? brown
Current Piercings? just my ears (for now)
Have any tattoos? not yet
CURRENTLY WEARING.
What shirt are you wearing? red yellow sumarine T
Pants: grey sweats
Shoes: none.
Underwear?: yup blue and green
Necklaces? no
THIS OR THAT.
Rock or rap: rock
Coffee or Hot Cocoa: Coffee
Wild Night out or Romantic Night: wild night out.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.
Hummer or Sports Car: sports car..
Bracelet or Necklace?: depends on my outfit.
History or Science: science.
Sleep in or Early to rise: sleep in.
Beach or Boardwalk: beach.
Hoodie or Tee Shirt: both..
Night or Day: Night.
High School or college: high school.
California or Florida: Cali
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: good charlotte.
Love at first sight or Learn to Love: learn to love.
HAVE YOU EVER.
Hugged someone? yes.
Been on the phone until the sun came up? no.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? no.
Got in a fight with someone? yeah..
THE LAST.
person you talked to in person? amy and paige
person you talked to online? curtis
person you talked to on the phone? uuum Curtis I think
RANDOM.
Do you like surveys: no not realy
What kind of shampoo do you use?catwalk by bed head
Do you get along with your parents: so so
Do you have mental breakdowns? yes
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school? yes
CURRENT.
Current mood; board
Current Music: breathe me by Sia
Current hair style:kinda straight (un dun)
Current Crush: Curtis
Current Thing I Ought to be doing: ummm nothing.
 

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beautiful


You are beautiful
no mater what they say.
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Harisson.

those were the days.
 

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apologize

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake
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I wouldn't like me

Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound
and you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down
Oh I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
Don’t you worry there’s still time
There’s nothing to live for when you're sleeping alone
 

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Breathe Me

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

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My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And every time we fight I know it's not right,
every time that you're upset and I smile.
I know I should forget, but I can't.
 

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forever young
Youth is like diamonds in the sun


...And dimonds are forever
 

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To who this conserns.

I wish you would have been there.
I wish you would have been there to watch me fall
and to help me up befor it went so far. slowly I lost evoryone and everything important
things wern't right I started a spiral gaining speed as I went donwn,
I closed my eyes and gave up. I was waiting to feel my self hit rock botom
I had given up on me and the world for that mater.
I wished it would all just stop to give me time to pull my self up but it was hoples
all of a sudden the spiraling the falling the crying it all stoped I opend
my eyes and there was you, the person to make me try harder the onewho lifted me up back to
were I had started from


You know your name<3
 

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4eva young
Let Us Die Young Or Let Us Live Forever,,

We Don't Have The Power, But We Never Say Never.
 

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If You Had Me Alone In My Room, For Two Hours, And You Could Do Anything You Wanted With me, What Would You Do? Tell Me In A Message Because It Is A Secret -- Then Repost This On Your Page And See The Responses You Get.
 

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