1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
my knees, from fallin at hoop it up back in the day

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
paint?.. a couple pictures, a cross

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
all three once in a while

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
mostly hip hop, r&b, dancehall, buut a little chillin folkie music

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
11:13

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
alot of sleep

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
happiness, a GOOD boyfriend

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my ring from my parents

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'5 1/2" haha shiit im pushin it man

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
no

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
sometimes

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
i dont even know who or what did man. i think diddy

13. WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR?
...lonliness

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
dark eyes dark hair

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
i cant really see it

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
energeez juice

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPIN?
onions and veggies and shit

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
some chicken curry and rice

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
gold

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
wtf, no

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
my ring? dameion's homemade cards and shit

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
i dunno. i actually hate the world at this moment

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
no

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
fuck off man

25. IS THIS QUESTION REALLY A QUESTION?
okay now seriously eat shit

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
dog

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
not if i could help it...

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED
38

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunette

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF CANADA?
no

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
all men. ha

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
yuh mudda count?

37. FIRST JOB?
g-town the-aters

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
back in the day

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
yes

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
watchin beauty and the beast

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
no

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my hair, my booty, my boobs, my eyes. im too damn fly.
just playin

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
naw

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
OUT

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
some swedish movie star i think?

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
self-absorbed.

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
being around friends all the time

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
whatevas in tha shooowaaa

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sure its dope

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
honey ham

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
smokinnn grasss. uhm, unfaithfulness

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
yes. and i hate it. im jealous of anyone who isn't jealous

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yeah im the greatest i know ya'll heard

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
sometimes, depends on a persons mindset at the time

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
more than i like to admit, buut lately i have found myself sacrificing that

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
go fuckin nuuts man. yeah i need help

59. WHAT’S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
fammmm and happy

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
barbies

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
52, i don really save many aha

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
kinda

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
fuck off

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
if theres gravy, mashed tots, otherwise, mac

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
alot. but shiit i deserve alot

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
buttchin and britt, double d's

68. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
grays anatomy

69.WHAT’S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
dont

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
bubblllleee gum

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
naw

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
sleeping

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
i dont fuckin know

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
no

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
konstantine

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
uuuh, water?

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
keane

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
body type kinda, overall face

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
chill with too many people.

81. FAVORITE PERSON TO HATE?
keanes exes that dont mind they buussss

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
july/august

83. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
too many

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
iguess

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black

86. EYE COLOR?
blue

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
kfc

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
new asian village or the creperie

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
no

91. Last thing you watched?
beauty and the beast

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
i doont know

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
nope

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
democratttttttt

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
kisses&hugs. ALWAYS

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships in the long run buut fuck i'll take em both

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
fuck i hate lifffe

98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
low

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
bible, allways

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
fucked as yo momma laast night homie

1. Have you had any relationships this year? yes
2. Have you had your birthday yet? yeep oct25
3. Kissed two people in the same night? maybe
4. Been on a diet? noo
6. Drank Starbucks? uh huhh
7. Did you see a Concert this year? nope
8. Bought something(s)? yes?
9. Met someone special who changed your life? kinda of
10. Been out of the province? noo
11. What are you thinking about? how much i've been messin shit up lately
12. Hugged someone? yes
13. Slept in someone else's bed? yeaaah
14. Got a great job? shumka 4 life!
15. Loaned out money? yeeah
16. Gotten in a car accident ? noope
17. Gone over your mobile phone bill?yeah
18. Been called a bitch? ahha yeess
19. Done something you regret? mhmm
20. Dressed up for halloween? no
21. Got into any scraps? naw
22. Got Hauled in? noo
23. Did something romantic? mhmm
24. Last question, What are you planning to do for new years? chilled wiith my maan

LAST:
Last person you hugged? keane
Last person to call you? diddy
When was the last time you felt stupid? earlier today
What was the last thing you yelled? come here!


1. hometown? burnaby
2. Natural Hair Colour? Dirty Blonde
3. Initials? BLD
3. Pets? kalum, dog
4. Mood? overtired
9. Where would you rather be? uuugh
10. What was the last thing you drank? coke

THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love? yes
2. Do you believe in love? sure do
3. Why did your LAST relationship fail? no trust/ anger/ resentment/ two-timing
4. Have you ever been heartbroken? yees
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? uhhuh
6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend (opposite sex)? kind of
7. Have you ever loved someone but never told them? yees
8. Are you afraid of commitment? yees waay
9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life? i wouldn't say so

EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? yeeah
2. Are you happy? not overly
3. Are you eating anything? noo
4. Do you like someone right now? ugh yes

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Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False.

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True
Q: Been arrested? True
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? True
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Been fired from a job? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? False
Q: Gave blood? False
Q: Have your heart broken? True

"Who was your last?" Be 100% truthful.

1. You hung out with? Family
2. You TextMessaged? Tremayne
3. You were in a car with? My dad
4. Went to the movies with? Becca
5. Person you went to the shops with? Becca
6. You talked on the phone? Becca
7. Made you laugh? Dad
8. You hugged? Matt
9.You cried with? Keane

Would you rather

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue
2. Die in a fire or get shot? Get shot

Answer truthfully

1. Winter or Fall? Fall
2. Left or Right? Right
3. Sunny or Rainy? Sunny
4. Where do you live? St.albert
5.Do you have a best friend? yea
6. Is there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes
7. Do you want to get married? Yes
8. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Cut it
9. Last time you drank? Uhm, two weeks ago
10. Are you afraid of commitment? No
11. Are you going to have an 18th party? For sure
12. Do You Cook? A little
13. Current mood? Angry

In the last 48 hours have you

1. Kissed someone? Yes
2. Sang? Yes
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Seen someone you care alot about? Nope
5. Danced Crazy? Nope
6. Cried? Yes
7. Liked someone you can't have? Yes

Okay so heres the deal. You look it over and see how many of these things you have done, BUT you have to add up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin such as "$_____" or "im worth $_____".

had sex-- $178
went past first base-- $178
only went to first base-- $6
smoked-- $500
got drunk-- $500
went skinny dipping-- $4
kissed someone of the opposite sex-- $193
had more than one bf/gf at the same time-- $3
cheated-- $3
fell asleep in class-- $23
cheated on a quiz-- $397
been expelled-- $0.50
been in a fist fight-- $2
done oral-- $150
got oral-- $ 120
prank called the cops-- $0.50
stole something-- $5
done drugs-- $2
dyed your hair-- $6
done something with someone older-- $15
went out with someone OVER 18 if your under 18-- $1
ate a whole thing of oreos-- $45
cried yourself to sleep-- $3
said you love someone but didnt mean it-- $3
been in love-- $1
got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing-- $299
went streaking-- $6
got arrested-- $1
madeout with someone at the movies-- $5
peed in the pool-- $65
played spin the bottle-- $1
done something you regret-- $0.50

I`ve kissed someone...

01.on the cheek - Y
02. on the lips - Y
03. on their hands or fingers - Y
04. in my room - Y
05. in their room - Y
06. of the opposite sex- Y
07. of the same sex - Y
08. younger than me - N
09. older than me - Y
10. with black hair - Y
11. blonde hair and blue eyes - Y
13. with red hair -- N
14. with straight hair -- Y
15. shorter than me -- Y
16. with a lip ring -- N
17. who i truly love/loved - Y
18. who was drunk -- Y
19. who was high - Y
20. in the morning - Y
21. right after waking up - Y
22. just before bed - Y
23. late at night - Y
24. who i had just met - Y
25. on a bed - Y
26. in a graveyard - N
27. at school - Y
28. against a wall - Y
29. at a show - Y
30. at the beach - N
31. at a concert - N
32. in a pool - Y
33. who was/is a good friend -Y
34. in the rain/snow - Y
35. with an std - N
36. in the shower - Y
37. in a car - Y
38. in the movies - Y
39. in a bathroom - Y
40. in the dark - Y
41. on a roof top - N
42. underwater - N
43. while driving - Y
44. more than one person at once - N
45. while you were crying - Y
46. goodbye forever - N
47. when i was drunk - Y
48. when i was high - N
49. who didn't speak english - N
50. in a hot tub - N


THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(lets see if you can get through it.
if not; you're too scared about your past)

-Longest relationship: a year or close to that. jimmy
-Shortest relationship: couple hours.
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?: 5
-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating?: at the moment yes. buut im too fuckin young to think of that
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: yees
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: yep. never forgive myself
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?: i dont know. either a really happy loving relationship or single.
-Have you ever been cheated on?: yes
-Have you ever cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep
-Have you ever had your heart broken?: yes
-Have you ever broken someone's heart?: fuck, yeah.
-Talk to any of your ex's?: some
-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your ex's, would you?: i dunno i would, but i guess gods will is gods will
-Think any of your ex's feel the same way?: yes, iknow at least one does
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes
-Have you dated people who were not good to you?: like you dont even knoow
-Have you been in an abusive relationship?: yes
-Have you dated someone older then you?: uh huh
-Dated someone younger then you?: noo
-Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?: i suppose. i hate to regret anything
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: yes. only one tho
-Believe in love at first sight?: nope
-Ever dated two people at once?: kinda.
-Ever been given an Engagement ring?: naw
-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?: yeah often
-Ever stolen someones boyfriend or girlfriend?: kinnda
-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?: mmhm
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?: yuuh duun know


1. My ex is... too different
2. I am listening to.... trina- so many memories
3. Maybe I should... eat
4. I love... myself. ha
5. My bestfriend is... back, chad.
6. I don't understand... keane, dameion, chris. maan
7. I lost... 100$ to some asshole
8. People say... aloot of shit
9. My birthday is... oct.25
10. Love.... is for lucky people
11. Somewhere, someone is... pooping?
12. I will always want... him back
13.Forever seems... not long enough
14. I want to take back... alot of things i've said
15. My mobile phone...broke and now i have a piece of shit loaner.
16. When I wake up in the morning...i do waht i gotta do.
17. I get annoyed with...people who completely change who they are. and i liked them better before.
18. Partying is...not my thing anymore
19. My fave. color is.... black, red, gold
20. Today I... did fucck all.
21. Tomorrow I will... work
22. I really want...to figure all this shit out.
23. I miss....man fuck you

The Dirty Thirty unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. In three words, explain what ended your last relationship?
trust anger resentment

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
this morning

3. What were you doing this morning at 8?
sleeping

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
listenin to music?

5. Are you any good at math?
yep

6. Your prom grad night?
whaat

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
nope

9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
dont use it

10. Last thing you recieved in the mail?
bank statement

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
3

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
sure do


13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
adam gregory.


14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
once


15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
none


16. What is out your back door?
patio furniture and garden shit


17. Any plans for Friday night?
noope.


18. Do you like the ocean?
yyes


19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for christmas?
nno my dad did once tho

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
sure fuckin have

22. Something you are excited about?
gettin a car soon hopfully. graduating


23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
red?

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
yes one


25. Describe your keychain:
yellow and green with jamaican flag and bobmarley on it

26. Where do you keep your change?
my wallet


27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
no idea.


28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
dont have one


30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
closed

MY KISSING HISTORY

1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? yees. ty ahhaha long time man
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? yeeah
3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? too many times
4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? sure have
5. Ever cheated on someone? yes
6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf? one person.
7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? nope. never i dont think.
8. Older than you? too old hahaaa
9. Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like? nope. not that i dint like at all.
10. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser? who hasn't
11. Who is the best kisser? dont really know. they're different
12. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone? yes. i do, you dont needa know
13. Was it a game? (truth or dare, spin the bottle, etc.) no. never have in one of those games.
14. Was the person your age? a year older.
15. Was it a friend, bf/gf/ etc? uh friend i guess.
16. Do you regret this kiss? nope. its nothing like that we cool like that. aha

all i can say.
is you dumb bitches.
who wanna say you love
someone after weeks
of dating or knowin
someone, you
DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
so shut the fuck up.
you cant even love someone
after a few months.
trust me you never will know the
real them. you will never see all
the things and sides of them.
not even in several months.
trust me, you doo not know.

the fuckin song stiiilll kills me.
its alllwaays gunna be like this.
i love you.
i dont care bout bein no fool
no more.
yeah i am. but its
just how it is.




I'm so in love
I'm still in love

I've never been in love quite before
until I saw your face
and watching stars without you
my soul cries
my hething heart
is full of pain
when we're apart
the aching

I'm kissing you
I'm kissing you

You're my father
you're my soldier
you protect me, boy you save me
you're my best friend
you're my husband
you are my doctor, counselor,
provider, professor, my everything

And I love you, I love you, I love you, yes I love you
I need you, I need you, I need you, I can't live without you
I trust you, I trust you, with every ounce of me
Just teach me, boy teach me, just take me

When we make love I can feel all your spirits
deep inside of me
Baby you're so pure

I'm Kissing you forever, and ever, and ever
I love Kissing you (kissing you, kissing you)

Boy I love everything about you baby
it's been so many years since we fell in love
we got something special baby
we can cry together
we can grow together
be ourselves together
and I love you more than music
yes I love you more than music

I rather be kissing you, oh
I'm kissing you oh

do you know how it feels to stare at someone
and just think inside your head how perfect they are
how much you love every single inch
of their being, of their soul.
to watch them, and wonder what anyone
else sees when they look at them
because you wonder how it is possible
to be in their presence and not completely
consumed by it.
you stare at them and you question how
you ended up with them, how god found
you fit to be blessed with their life
to share with yours. because deep down
you see they are more perfect than you could
ever possible handle. that your own insecurities
will shatter any possibility of a happy ending.
because you stare at them, and you love them.
you stare and you see an untouchable
peeerfect person. and you dont see any
reason in the world that you might deserve
that one person.

yeep. i always loved you. and i still do.

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100 things about mee.

1. Name: Brittney Lee Davis
2. Your Nick Names: Britt, Bumchin
3. Current Location: Living room
4. Date of Birth: 10/25/90
5. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Age: 16
8. School: Bellerose
9. Occupation: Shumka
10. Residence: House

Your Appearance

12. Hair Color: Black
13. Hair Long or Short: Very long. And NO extensions. Yes, you heaard.
14. Eye Color: Blue
15. How Do Your Nails Look: Natural but taken care of.
17. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Not really.
18. Do You Like Yourself: Yes
19. Do you think Your Attractive: I guess, yeah.
21. Piercings: Tongue and ears.
22. Tattoo: One. My parents names in chinese on the back of my right shoulder.
23. Righty or Lefty: Right

Your " Firsts "

24. First Rollercoaster: Don't even remember.
25. First Cell Phone: Grade 7
26. First Best Friend: My sister, Katie Davis.
27. First Award: Doont remember
28. First Sport You Joined: Basketball
29. First Pet: Black Lab.
30. First Vacation: None, besides goin to bc to see family, or away for sports tournies.
31. First Concert: Adam Gregory.
32. First Love [not lust]: Jimmy Pawliuk.

Favorites.

33. Movie: Love and Basketball.
34. TV Show: Grey's Anatomy
36. Bands: Dunno
37. Song: Dunno
38. Food: Haha honestly, probably like chicken and rice. Once i had the beest chicken at Keanes. Probably that.
40. Candy: Anny
41. Sport: Basketball. .
42. Favorite Sport To Watch: Basketball.
43. Brand of Clothing: Alot.
44. Stores: Alot
45. School Subject: Phys Ed or Math. Maybe Bio
46. Animal: Dog?
47. Radio Station: Bounce if i have too
48. Magazines: Slam.

Currently

49. Eating: Extra Bubblemint Gum.
50. Drinking: Nothing
52. Online: Nexopia
53. Listening To: Annoying Big Poppa ring tone haha
54. Thinking About: Too much.
55. Wanting: Fooood. and money. and a car
56. Watching: Nothing
57. Wearing: White capris, black tank top


Your Future

58. Want Kids: Yes.
59. Want To Get Married: Yes
60. Careers in Mind: Physio

The Opposite Sex

61.What characteristics do you like in the opposite sex: Sense of humour, charm, smart, easy going, caring, loyal, honest.
62.Whats something you hate about the opposite sex: How they dont usually get anything. For real. Or dont show enough afection sometimes.
63. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Body type kinda thing.
64.Have you ever been cheated on: Yess.
65. Have you ever cheated on someone: Yes..
66. Love or Lust: Love

Which Is Better With The Opposite Sex?

67. Cute or Sexy: Both. Mostly sexy.
68. Lips or Eyes: BOTH
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both, given properly.
70. Short or Tall: Tall
71. Easygoing or Serious: Knowing when to be either.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
73. Fatty or Thin: In between.
74. Quiet or Loud: Quieter, buut kinda in between ya feel.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: RELATIONSHIP
76. Sweet or Caring: Both, but they gotta care. No doubt
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Both. I hate liking trouble.

Have You Ever ..

78. Kissed A Stranger: Pretty much.
79. Drank Alcohol: Yes.
80. Smoked: Yes.
81. Ran Away From Home: Kinda.
83. Swear At Your parents: Yes.
84. Broke Someones Heart: Yes .
85. Loved Someone: Yes.
86. Turned Someone Down: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
88. Eaten Sushi: I think.

Do You Believe In

89. God: Yes.
90. Miracles: No.
91. Love At First Sight: No.
92. Ghosts: Yeep
93. Aliens: Yes
94. Soul Mates: I dont know. I thought I did...
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: Yep
98. Kissing On The First Date: Yeah. I guess.
99. Horoscopes: Not too much.

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There Someone(s) You Want But Can't Have: I don't know. Dont really know what I want.

and i'm not jealous, no i'm not
i just want everything she's got
you look at her so amazed
i remember way back when you used to look at me that way
tell me what makes her so much better than me
what makes her just everything that i can never be
what makes her your every dream and fantasy
because i can't remember when it was me
and now you don't feel the same
i remember you would shiver everytime i said your name
you said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
now you don't care i'm alive
how did we let the fire die
whos was the one
that made you smile
that made you laugh
even if it makes you happier than you have ever been,
me that was your world
your kind of girl
nothing about me has changed
that's why i'm here wondering

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i wrote you hundreds of letters.
i gave you the ones i could bear to.
the rest to personal for even you to read.
it makes me so vulnerable for you to
really know, how i really feel.
it is to strong.

you always asked how you could know
that what i wrote was how i really felt.
i guess as opposed to your imaginary
beliefs that i was out running around?.
that for some reason i didnt
honestly want you?
i can say this.
many times i speak bullshit
but i would never mark bullshit in ink

my writing is the scripture of my life.
it is the true story, it is the exact copy of my
mind and emotions.
sometimes i might lie feeling
i need to protect myself
most likely from vulnerability.
but what i write is ALWAYS, ALWAYS
honest. those are my true feelings.
remember that each time
you roam through my letters,
my poetry, my journals, my blog.
those are my thoughts
straight from my head. that is
the one place i can not lie




Everything is cool
I’m doing things my way
Every step I took
I took it on good ground
Every move I make
I always make it some how
I’ve been through the storm
Been through the rain
Suffered the hurt
Dealt with the pain
I used to say that I didn’t’ know
What I would do without you
If I can make it without you
But I’m doing better without you




the irony of love is losing the right person at the wrong time,and having the wrong person when the time is right. then finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. sometimes you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love; love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. let go when you're hurting too much, and move on when things are not like they were before.you can hide the pain that you feel, and make others believe that you can move on. but you can never deny the truth to yourself, that the person who failed you & hurt you, is still the one person you'll choose to love; they say your first love never really does die