Add My New Nex! AuDrEyJoCeLyN*
she's the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you & smile.
the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she cant brighten her own.
the type of girl who laughs even if it isnt funny
the type of girl who makes you smile when you're crying
& most of all the type of girl that is fun creative and confident
Live like theres no tomorrow.
if you look inside a girl, you would see h o w
much she really cries,
you would find so many secrets. +
lots of l.i.e.s.
but what you ' ll see
the most is how hard it is to stay
strong when nothing
is right and
everything is wrong.
but it doesn't matter anymore
i guess things happen for a reason.
tears eventually f a d e and one
day every thing will be exactly how
its supposed to be. moving on
is a process and you. have to promise
yourself that you' re ready to let go.
A teenage girl's first crush is . . . well, crushing.
Her body isn't hers, nor is her mind.
She finds herself shivering, shaking, blushing,
Weak, tormented, sick, and going blind.
And why? Because some guy might look her way,
Then cast his eyes as quickly to the ground;
Some special one, for reasons she can't say,
Whose voice makes her feel faint when he's around.
But now my crush on you has been returned,
And so the two of us stand on some brink:
It can't be love so young, and yet we've learned
Love does its will, no matter what we think.
Slowly, slowly now--we mustn't rush:
Let's enjoy this first sweet teenage crush.
To Find a guy who calls you Gorgeous instead of hot
Who calls you Back when you hang up on him
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your Heartbeat
Who will stay Awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who Kisses your forehead
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in Sweats
Who Holds your hand in front of his friends
Who thinks you' re just as Pretty without makeup on
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he Cares
And how Lucky he is to have you ...
The one who turns to his Friends and says.. "thats her
Every girl has that one guy they`ll never get over
That one who makes them smile
The one who u get butterflies just when someone says his name
The one who has his name written all over ur heart
The one who u compare every guy to
The one u never could get sick of talking about
The one that u cry over and over about
The one that no one can understand why him
The one everyone thinks u can do better
The one that gets you crazy whens hes near you
The one you can't go a day without.
That one you`ll wait a lifetime for
you think you know who your true friends are? wait till high school and see who's there for you when your best friend spreads rumors about you. think you'll never do drugs? wait till it's right there in front of you and all your "friends" are doing it. think your tough? wait till you say the wrong thing to the wrong person, see who backs down first. think you're smart? wait till you have an english paper, science project, history test and a 10 minute monologue due tomorrow cause you were absent for one day. think you're cool? wait till you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. you think you're popular? wait till your parents can't afford the new hollister jeans everyone has. think you'll never fall in love? wait till a guy looks deep in your eyes and says he loves you. think you'll never get your heart broken? wait till that same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind your back. think you won't have sex? wait till the guy you think you love says it'll make you closer. think "nothing's going to happen to you"? wait till you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. think that you're always going to be your own individual? wait till one morning when you look in the mirror and realize you're just like everybody else.
take chances. tell the truth. say no. date someone totally wrong for you. spend all your cash. fall in love. cry. get to know someone random. be random. say i love you. sing out loud. apologize. laugh at stupid jokes. tell a jerk what you think. tell someone how much they mean to you. laugh till your stomach hurts and your eyes water. live life. have no regrets. live..laugh..love. nothing lasts forever; so live it up, drink it down, and laugh it off. yess..avoid the bullshit, take chances andd never have regrets. whyy? because at one point, what you did -- was what you wanted. heaven's not only a place that you go when you die - - it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive. a memory is a photograph taken by your heart to make a special moment last forever. things don't change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. it simply means that you move on and treasure memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be..but if you truley care for that special something, you will try your hardest to have grasp of it in your own hands, and nothing can take that feeling away from you.. don't waste your time worrying about boys. boys will come and go. don't waste your time caring about people who don't like you. chances are you don't like them either. don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you. you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. waste your time with your friends, live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything & everything, if it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late and when you wake up, laugh about it because your friends are what matter most, when you have friends - you have everything. when the broken hearts are mended and the many tears are dried, you learn. when you're over the old boyfriends and girlfriends and you realize you can live without your first love, you learn. you see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will, and that sometimes growing up means letting go. you learn what real love is, and you begin to see that one friend who really cares about you is better than a hundred friends who don't. you learn that you can be strong, take each day step-by-step, and survive every sad moment. so feel the pain and cry the tears, go out and experience life. but when you're at the end of your rope, and you're ready to jump off that ledge, remember that heartache fades, pain subsides, and though life seems at time too tough to handle, it's also too precious a gift to waste. keep on living, never give up, and remember: as you grow, you learn. never apologize for saying what you feel.. that would be like apologizing for being real. don’t waste your time with people in your past.. there’s a reason why they're not in your future. keep the pictures, they never change.. only the people in them do & never give up on the things you can't go a day without thinking about. as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you’ll have your heartbroken & you’ll break others` hearts. you’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, you realize that everyone will change sooner or later & you’ll cry because time is flying by. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely ; & love like you’ve never been hurt. life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest. tell someone what they mean to you & tell someone off. speak out, dance in the pouring rain. hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up. stay up late, be a flirt ; & smile until your face hurts. don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love. & most of all, do what you want, live your life how you want.. you aren’t here to please everyone else, do what makes you happy, & have no regrets, because everything happens for a reason.
if u hang out with assholes all the time
wen a nice guy comes along
you'll want nothing to do wit him
If you had me alone...locked up in your room for 24 hours and we could do whatever you wanted, what would you do with me?
Tell me in a message...cause it's a secret...then repost this in your blog...you might be surprised with the responses you get.
his smile
how he holds me
how i feel when he holds me
everything we've ever done together
his eyes
his hands
how we hold hands
how he kisses my neck
how he kisses my shoulders
how he kisses me.
how he gives me butterflies
how it feels when i go to sleep hating him and waking up the next day loving him more than before
his laugh
his truck
his bed
his shirts
his shoes
his stomach
his ability to make my toes go numb
how he says "don't"
how he lets me tickle him; though he hates it
how he never gets mad at me; though i want him to on occasion
how he promises to love me always
how he steals what i say
how he lets me steal his gum
how he always pays for me; though i hate it
how he says i love you and i can tell that he actually means it
how he keeps me warm
how he wears my mittens
how he gives me the chills
how his voice sounds
the way he talks
how i always think about him
how it takes us forever to say goodbye on the phone
how every kiss feels like the first
how quiet he is
how i am a better person because of him
how he doesn't judge my actions
how thinking of him is the best part of my day; next to actually seeing him
how he is very predictable
how he makes me pancakes
how calm he is
how gentle he is
how he smells my hair when we cuddle
when he plays with my hipbones
when we cuddle; how he holds me really, really close
when he brushes the hair out of my eyes
when he kisses my nose
how patient he is with me
how he understands me
how much he made me truly love him
how his hair flips out by the ears
how his eyes get really big when he laughs and really small when he smiles
his goofy faces
our thumbwars
how he gets so angry when i cheat at games
our phone converations; how they last forever
how he says i love you to me when saying goodbye
how he makes me feel amazing TIMES TEN
how he made me fall completely in love with him
how when i say i love you to him and i actaully mean it
how we are fucking amazing
how he tickles me
how he knows something is wrong; when it is
his msn name
his nex page
how he knows when i'm lying
his notes
his stories
his jokes
how mature he is
his glow in the dark moose boxers
how much i adore him
how much i miss him when he is gone
how i hate not seeing him
how i feel when i see him after a long time of not being able to
how he blushes
how i feel like i don't have to please him
how i say i love him; and i actually believe the words that i say
Guy: "Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me!"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat
Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl.
Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes."
Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.
An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.
2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.
The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."
The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......
That's Fucked up
I'm waitin' on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet
I started smoking cigarettes there's nothing else to do I guess
Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin'
I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me
I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad
Life aint hard but it's too long to live it like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime
I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me
Forget your high society, I'm soakin' it in Kerosene
Light 'em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA!
Dirty hands aint made for shakin', aint a rule that aint worth breakin'
Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me
Now I don't hate the one who left
You can't hate someone who's dead
He's out there holding on to someone, I'm holding up my smoking gun
I'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me
Well I'm giving up on love HEY love's given up on me
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1. Give me your number ?
2. Have sex with me ?
3. Let me kiss you ?
4. Watch a movie with me ?
5. Have dinner with me ?
6. Drive me somewhere ? Anywhere ?
7. Take a shower with me ?
8. Be my bf/gf ?
9. Tell me you love me ?
10. Buy me a drink if I didnt have money ?
11. Take me home for the night ?
12. Would you let me sleep in your bed ?
13. Sing car kareoke with me ?
14. Re-post this for me to answer your questions ?
15. Do you think im attractive, beautiful, sexy, or hot ?
16. Do you like my style ?
17. Do you think im funny ?
18. Do you care about me ?
19. Would you dance with me ?
20. Would you sing happy birthday to me ?
>>A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger
>>>leads to
>>> >>a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a
>>>suck
>>> >>leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug
>>>after
>>> >>Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning
>>>32
>>> >>calories.
>>> >>
>>> >>Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins
>>>and
>>> >>it whitens your teeth
>>> >>
>>> >>Having nice sex burnes 358 calories.
>>> >>
>>> >>Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>Take off her clothes with her
>>>consent.........................12 cal
>>> >>without......................187 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>Take off her Bra
>>> >>With two hands..........................8 cal
>>> >>With one hand.........................12 cal
>>> >>With mouth.............................85 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>Put on Protection
>>> >>hard ........................... 6 cal
>>> >>soft..........................315 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>Foreplay
>>> >>Looking for target...................8 cal
>>> >>Finding G spot
>>> >>......................92 cal
>>> >>I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>Entry
>>> >>Holding
>>> >>her..................12 cal
>>> >>On the floor.................8 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>With Different Position
>>> >>Missionary..........................358 cal
>>> >>Doggy...........................316 cal
>>> >>69 lying...............................286 cal
>>> >>69 standing.............................512 cal
>>> >>Italian hanger.........................912 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>Orgasm
>>> >>Real................................112 cal
>>> >>Faking................................315 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>After "O"
>>> >>Lying in Bed............................18 cal
>>> >>Hop off the bed............................36 cal
>>> >>Wondering why she left pissed off...........816 cal
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>Get dressed
>>> >>Quiet and calm...........................32 cal
>>> >>Rushing.........................98 cal
>>> >>Heard her boyfriend opening the door.............1218cal
>>> >>Heard her dad/2 yr old baby sista at the door.............1942
>>>cal
This is a story about a girl named Lucky..
Early morning, she wakes up, Knock Knock Knock on the door
It's time for makeup, Perfect Smile; It's you they're all waiting for
They go
Isn't she Lovely, this Hollywood Girl
And they say
She's So Lucky, She's a Star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart thinking..
If there's nothing missing in my life, then why do these tears come at night?
