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My Best Friend KAYLAA

This Is Kayla<3
Kayla Rox, She IS The Bestest Friend I Have Ever Had, We Never Fight We Always Hang Out, We Have So Many Good Times,We Like To Think We Are Angels To Her Mom Pretty Much, Even Tho We Drink, We Always Get In Shit and Stuff, Kayla And I Sneek Out Alot, And Have put stuff on her walls and floors, we invited leaha over once and had a bubble bath with clothes on, and all this other funn shit.. i donno what to write cept kayla moved here from Avonlea o what ever, and she is 14 her birthday is september 20th and she likes Jesse haha, Well Yeah, Kayla And I Talk On The Phone Alot, We Usualy Talk About Nothign At All, We Always Talk about random Stuff On Msn, And We are usualy up all night at her house talking about Random People, Things, Moving And Stuff Like That, Soem times I Am Really Tired and I Go To Sleep Be Fore Her, It Is Either Kuz I Had a tough Time at home that day before, Or That i cryed. Kayla Knows When I Am Sad Even When I Smile Or Laugh, She Can Allways See The Tears That Fill My Eyes, She Always Knows Whats Wrong, She Is Always there for me when i need some one to talk to, Kayla Knows All My Deepest Darkest secrets and she wont tell a soul, I Know Alot Of Hers Too... But Here Is One thing I Am For Afraid To Tell People, I AM AFRAID TO LOSE MY BESTFRIEND, But Every One Moves On Once In A While...KAYLA THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER...BFFL BF4E Never Forget That...
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*Me without you is like.. *
* a pothead who's not high*
*a plane that doesn't fly*
*a hooker with no luck*
*a hoe that doesn't suck*
*a slut that doesn't fuck*
*a shoe with no laces*
*a nerd without[/color][/b][/u]braces*
*asentencewithoutspaces

*ILOVEYou*

--Lyssa<3

 

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Friends&lt;3
Girls<3
Kaylaa<3
Lana<3
Sheree<3
Brooklyn
Holly
Allyson
Toni
Cheryl
Meghan
Jenn.M
Jenn.L
Jenn.S
Jenn.W
Komal
Braidy
Shayla
Aleesha
Demi
Cayla
Leaha
Roseanna

BOYS<3
Ashton<3
Doug<3
Danny<3
Kyle.W.
Khiel
Abby
Jordan
David.G
Andrew
Yancy
Stewart
Cory.H.
Mark
Alex.H.
Cruz
Jesse
John
Ryder
Jacob
Flynn
Jr.


Outta Town Girls<3
Meghan.S<3
Raven
Shelby
Jaycee
Ronnie
Rita
Jyl
Serria
Eden
Jenn

Outta Town BOYS<3
Stu<3
WILL<3
Jesse<3
Jessie
Andrew
Brock
Rich
Brooks
John
James
Brad
Aaron
Ortal
Collin
Calvin
Mathew
Josh
Darron
Altin
Mike.O
Kyle.F
Delby.W
Clayton


There Are Soem OThers That I Cant Think Of...If I For Got Your Name Just Let ME Know and I Will Put It Up There...
I LoVe You Guys Thankss
 

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Test
What Would You Do If:
� I committed suicide:
� I said I liked you:
� I kissed you:
� I lived next door to you:
� I started smoking:
� I stole something:
� I was hospitalized:
� I ran away from home:
� I got into a fight and you weren't there:

What Do You Think About My:�
� Personality:
� Eyes:
� Face:
� Hair:
� Clothes:
� Manners:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think that I am wierd?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[33] Who else reminds you of me?
[32] If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
[34] If I died would you cry?
[35] When was the last time we fought?
[36] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
[37] What song reminds you of me ?
[38] If we where going on a date where would you take me?
[39] What is in your opinion, my best asset?
[40] Do you think I willl get married?
 

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Things I have Done
(X) been on a plane
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
(X) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) stolen a car
(X) been snowboarding
(X) skipped school
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) slept with a co-worker
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) slept with more than 15 people
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) been called a slut
(X) made a snow angel
( ) had a one night stand
(X) had a tea party
( ) had more than just one one night stands
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X)been suspended from school
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) been in a car accident
(X) played dress up
( ) had braces
(X) seen something die
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) been in love
(X) gone sledding
(X)been dumped
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) shoplifted
(X) been lonely
( ) been fired
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
(X)been in a fist fight
( ) used a fake id
(X)Snuck out of your parent's house
(X) watched the sun set
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) felt like an outcast
( ) felt an earthquake
(X) been arrested
(X) touched a snake
(X) made out with a stranger
(X) slept beneath the stars
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) been tickled
(X) lied to a friend
( ) been robbed
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(X) been misunderstood
(X) been to the states
( ) pet a reindeer
( ) been to Mexico
( ) won a contest
(X) run a red light
(X) been in an abusive relationship
(X) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
(X) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced at a park
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons
( ) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until your drink came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) danced in the rain
(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun rise with a friend/lover
(X) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(X) gone rollerskating
(X) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
(X) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
(X) have/Had a little black dress
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(X) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(X) believed in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(X) gone streaking( Out Side And In Side When i was lil)
(X) played ding-dong-ditch
(X) played chicken
(X) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(X) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed
(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(X) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(X) been kicked out your house
 

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Crushed
I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind in waste and I let the moment slip away
Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But i cant get past the dial tone
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I cant keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that Im gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Rocking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[CHORUS]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips ive never kissed
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch Ive always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands ive never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that Ive ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby Im so crushed


Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I dont know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to youuu
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to Youuuuuuu Ohohohhhh

And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby im so
Cruuuushed
 

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Poems and stuff
Forget him .
Forget his face.
Forget his kiss.
His warm embrace.
Forget the love that you once knew.
Remember he has someone new.
Forget him when they played your song.
Remember when you cried all night long.
Forget how close you two once were.
Remember he has chosen her.
Forget you memorized his walk.
Forget the way he used to talk.
Forget the things he used to say.
Remember he has gone away.
Forget his laugh.
Forget his grin.
Forget the dimples on his chin.
Forget the way he held you tight.
Remember he's with her tonight.
Forget the times that went so fast.
Forget the love that moved its past.
Forget he said he'd leave you never.
Remember that he's gone forever.

If I Was Beautiful, Maybe You'd Look At Me
If I Was Intelligent, Maybe You'd Listen To Me.
If I Was Popular, Maybe You'd See Me.
If I Was Funny, Maybe You'd Laugh With Me.
If I Was Sweet, Maybe You'd Talk To Me.
If I Was Anything But Me
Maybe You'd Love Me
I Wish This One Guy Would Notice Me And Give Me a Chance

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..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..c.a.n. t..g.e.t..t.o..s.l.e.e.p..t.h.i.n.k.i.n..a.b.o.u.t ..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..l.e.a. v.e..t.h.a.t..p.a.r.t.y..t.o..g.o..s.e.e..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..c.a.l. l..j.u.s.t..t.o..s.a.y..i..m.i.s.s..y.o.u..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..h.u.g. .j.u.s.t..t.o..s.m.e.l.l..h.e.r..p.e.r.f.u.m.e..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..k.i.s. s..j.u.s.t..t.o..t.a.s.t.e..h.e.r..l.i.p.. g.l.o.s.s..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..t.e.l. l..y.o.u.r..f.r.i.e.n.d.s..a.b.o.u.t..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..t.o.u. c.h..j.u.s.t..t.o..f.e.e.l..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e..t.h.e..g.i.r.l.. Y.O.U ..c.u.d. d.l.e..j.u.s.t..t.o..h.e.a.r..h.e.r..b.r.e.a.t.h..
..I..w.a.n.n.a..b.e.. Y.O.U.R ..g.i.r.l
 

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Headly- Trip&On My Own--Lyrics
Hedley-Trip-- Lyrics

Some say love is not for sinners
I believe that isn't true
Cause when I was finished sinning love came down and showed me you
And you told me how to get there
So I tried to find a way
Then I ran into your garden
But I tripped on the gate
I tripped on the gate

What are you doing to me
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing that I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
and I wish it wasnt true
cause I'm so into you

(Cause I'm so into you)

Like a ton of brick that hit me
and woke me from this dream
no matter how hard I tried to wash my hands
I could never get 'em clean
I could never get 'em clean

What are you doing to me
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing that I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
and I wish it wasnt true
cause I'm so into you

Can you hear me?
Cause I cant change what I'll always be

What are you doing to me
I'm so into you
And the hardest part is knowing that I'll never follow through
You're slowly killing me
and I wish it wasn't true
cause I'm so into you
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--From alyssa
p.s I Love this Song when i am sad or thinking about some one i like i will play it, it is so cool...

Hedley-On My Own--lyrics

Stayed awake all night tossin', turnin'
Now my bloodshot eyes are burnin'
Working out why this ain't workin'
Fight after Fight after Fight
And now it's killing me

You were too busy to believe in
All the runaway dreams I was dreamin'
Time to pack up and go I'm leavin'
Fight after Fight after Fight
And now I gotta be

On my own,
And living in a world alone
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home
I'm gonna make it
On my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home

How'd you end up oh so jaded?
Cynical and so sedated
Can't live in this world you created
Day after Day after Day
And now I gotta be

On my own,
And living in a world alone
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home
I'm gonna make it
On my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home

You will always be the lonely one
You always try to swallow the sun
Just remember you could never make it rain on anyone

On my own,
And living in a world alone
Gets better everyday
'Cause I don't have to say
And now you're killing me

On my own,
And living in a world alone
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home
I'm gonna make it
On my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better everyday
That I don't have to say
I'm sorry I'm comin' home

I'll make it on my own
Sorry I won't be coming home
I'll make it on my own
Sorry I won't be coming home
And I'll make it on my own
Sorry I won't be coming home
I'll make it on my own
Sorry I won't be coming home
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Mine and Kaylas Great Andventure
On The night of the 9th(December), Kayla slept over at my house we were home alone all night, we were on the computer for a while, Drank some alcohol, and went for a walk, we seen these cool candy cane lights and they were huge, kayla and i stole them and went back to my house, we brought them up to my room and decided what we were going to do with them. We are such dorks, and thought about walking up to her house i nthe hights with them(at like 3 am) We got a pack for them and we started walking down by the train tracks, it was a long fucking walk, we were getting close to the hights and it was about 3:45 am ish, and i jumped down beside the track and almost down a rocky hill, it hurt alot lol... and kayla was just standing there stareing at the train, and when the train gets closer she deceides to jump lol... we waited for the train to go, and we were freazing out Butts off(Searious) we made it to about the walking bridge and hid them around there, we started walking back to town on the tracks again, this time it was shorter kuz when we got up to about the maycons we decided to walk on the road, but first we had to get around this peaice of wood, now that part sucked, kuz a Deer or some thing scared the shit out of us, and i booteder back the way i went and rean in to tree branchs that i didnt know were there, i ended up getting a cut it was so funny i laughed hard then i am like "ouch" and i am like my face is cut, we sat in the maycons for a little bit then decided to go home, we were walking down this ice hill thing by my school, and kayla was a head of me, and the almost fell hard the first time, but the secondtime she went down it, she fell on her ass and we both laughed then she got up and we were walking to my house and we were freezing cold and she is like "ow" , ... we made it to my house(FINALLY) about 5 30 am, andfell asleep by like ummm 6 10 ish and woke up at like 7 ish, Now that was a great adventure
 

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Awww.... I Wish Guys Were Like That To Me
I Want A Guy Who Calls Me Beautiful Instead Of Hot,
Who Calls Me Back When I Hang Up On Him,
Who Will Lie Under The Stars And Listen To My Heartbeat,
I'll Wait For The Boy Who Kisses My Forehead,
Who Wants To Show Me Off To The World When I Am In Sweats,
Who Holds My Hand In Front Of His Friends,
Who Thinks Im Just As Pretty Without Makeup On,
A Guy Who Won't Use Me, Or Lie To Me,
One Who Isn't Shallow, And Likes Me For Me,
Who Actually Listens To What I Have To Say ,
I Want The One Who Will Turn To His Friends And Say ... That’s Her."

I am the girl
I am the girl who laughs when nothing is funny.
I am the girl who cries when nothing is bad.
I am the girl who smiles to heal her own pain.
I am the girl who is friends with all the guys
but nothing more. I am the girl who you
come to if you need a shoulder to cry on.
I am the girl who you
come to you need an ear to
listen to all your problems.
I am the girl who loves her friends more than
anything in the world. I am the girl who everyone
talks to but no one really knows....

i wanna be known as the girl who always
smiles,even when shes down
and the one who could always brighten
ur day ..even when she
couldn`t brighten her own.....



As soon as you get online....who's name do you look for first? Stu's, Will's,Billy's, Rich's, And Dannys
When a slow song comes on the radio....who's face comes to your mind first? Stu
When you hear the phone ringing....who do you hope it is calling? Stu
Who's name makes your heart skip a beat? Stu's, And Will's

if he loved you........
hed kiss u in public
hed show u off to his friends
hed hold u constently
and be afaid to let go
hed wisper things in ur ear
hed chear u up when u r low
hed always ask wats wrong
and make sure u always still want him
hed take u has a bitch
hed take u has a bull
hed take the pain u need to let out
and never give it back
hed trust u wen u say u love him
hed be jelouse of others wen they stare at ur ass
and wen u smile back just to tease
hed no ull never leave him
hed no u always need him
and he knows how much it
all means to u in the end
 

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About Will
Will is an Amazing guy i met him threw Meghan.S. He has help me threw rough times, and always there for me when i am happy, to make me happyer But i have liked this guy since Fabuary, and i sill do like him... but i am not to sure if he likes me still, him and i used to talk every day and now it is like once a week not even... no matter what i will like him( only untill he stops likeing me) But i will always have Him in my heart, and there is not one spot inmy my heart for any one elce, he stole the whole thing, and he is so awsome... i will never forget him and i cant wait to see him this xmas, he is my world, But i miss talking to him...but i guess he rather move on to some one new and Prettyer but o well. i will miss him, and i know he has moved on... he used to tell me he loved me, and now he doesnt, so i think he doesnt love me any more, o well i dont care he moved on, fuck it, fuck the haters, fuck the people that done beleive...
This is for Will...
I Love You More Then Any One, And Any Thing You Are My Life, You Are To Most Hottest Guy Ever...But You Love Some One Elce...I Will Never Ever Give Up On You No Matter What, When I Come Up To See You, I Will Be Mad At My Self If I Dont Kiss You The First Time I See You, Your Mean So Much To Me, Please Never Give Up On Me, you Are The Only reason Why I Wanna Live...Take Care...

I .Love. This Boy...
His .Name. Is .Will.
He .Lives. In .CALGARY.
Which Is .2.Hours.Away.
.But. Thats .Okay.
Because .Who. Said .Relationships. Were .Easy. ?

XoXwouldn't life be perfect..XoX
XoX if sweatpants were sexyXoX
XoX if hearts were made unbreakable..XoX
XoX if monday mornings were better than fridays..OxO
XoX if junk food didn't make you fat..XoX
XoX if hot water didn't run out in the shower..XoX
XoX if friends didn't cause drama..XoX
XoX if money grew on trees..XoX
XoX if boys weren't so confusing..XoX
XoX if nothing was regretable..XoX
XoX and goodbyess..were only until tomorrowXoX