I can't even handle the things in my control.

Emily Haines is love.

If I had my own world
I'd love it for all that's inside it
There'd be no more wars doubt or riots,
there'd be no more police packed parking lots,
guns, bombs sounding off

Spread hope like fire, spread love like violence

how something like this, so meaningless, can have the biggest impact on you...
but seriously what is the point in caring?
It's only going to get us in a lifetime of complications and heartbreaks.

Commit to forgetting everything you once knew, had, or lost.
Make a change in your life that you know will make you happy.

People are so controversial.
We spend most of our days contemplating about what other people think of us.
Belive in yourself.
Have the confidence to not have that insecurity always coming over you.

We dont need them.
That mass of judgemental people.
They are the ones who care way to much.
Care enough to talk about you
pick out the details in which they hate about you.
Betrayal.

The bright side is that we all have those certain people we can turn to.
Friends that have been with us through thick and thin.
They mean the most on the world.

Who knows where life can take us.
I mean right now we are stuck in the middle.
Trying to figure out who we are
just looking to fit in.

I look back at what I was, compared to who I am today.
Honestly I just dont fucking care.
People can hate me,judge me,despise me all they want.
But it won't change me.
Im begining to realize who I really want to be.

The truth may hurt
but something just has to be said.
Long sleepless nights
going crazy inside.
I need you to know.
If only you knew;
could that change a thing?
So fed up with the "would if's"
and my clueless position
in which, I pray to find an easier way out.
I need inspiration.
No longer can I turn to the cure of music
no longer can I turn for advice.
You need to know
Everything and anything.
Enough of giving it time.
Regretting what I said on that one day
Those few minutes that ended us
I wish I could have back.
I would trade, give away anything.

we used to be so close
best friends.
we might have been in love
but people change.
I see your smile; I dont recognize it anymore
You dont look at me the same way you once did
Im so hollow.
The thought of you breaks me
i cant stand this
Who knew things could be so different
Its like looking into a blank soul
in hope you might change
I know that would be asking for too much.
..although our eyes still lock
searching deeper into eachother
Looking for answers
why did you allow yourself change
things could have worked.
I was confused
love felt like nothing to me..until you were gone

I love you best freind.
Magoogles-Nikki
heart to heart
Best camping trip we ever had
August2007

Walking is officially my favourite thing to do.
I hate it when I dont know details.
I love meeting new people, especially those who are very unique.
I will talk to almost anyone...
My parents are divorced.
They divorced when I was 3.
I am growing apart from my dad..and it has always been my promise not to.
I tend to keep a lot of secrets
i will tell you them only if I want to.
Music has become a major part of my life
I like finding new bands and buying cd;s.
my guitar
On some days my eyes are really blue-particularly when i have a lot on my mind..or im hung over
Ive been to erurope and plan on going back.
I like my foreign family.
if i am really quiet that means im having a bad day
I hate awkward scilences they drive me crazy.
I will act stupid if situations are to awkward.
Unfortunately most people think I am really dumb.
When Im done high school i really dont know what I am doing with my life
and that almost scares me to death.
next major thing in my life will be....

Growing up.
Where do I begin.
My innocense has finally caught up with me.
Doing the right thing has been difficult.
Now I must turn the other cheek.
This is for me and for the people I adore.
Too many mistakes have been made to go back.
Go forward. Start new.
Im the only one who can make a change.
I can't worry, nor feel guilty.
I have to do what I feel is right, from my perspective.
Im going to make it alright.

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