Do you ever feel where you are you don't belong ?
People treat you like shit step all over? If so then your were I am at in life....
You're at the point where u just don't give a fuck about anything? Where you could careless if you lives or died? Well I'm at that point to
You think you have everyone ...but truly your all alone in a dark room just talking to your self as if it's ur beat friend... I wonder if I'll ever be sain god can only help me now...by the time I get pushed over by tue next person I'll fucken explode family you did this to me ...thanks

open youre eyes wide
take a look into my eyes, can you see
can you see the sadness and fear?
look into my eyes, can you see the pain and fear ?
these tears of fear will never over lap my eye lids
never shall i let you see my pain and fear
never shall i let you push me down to the bottom where i dont belong
never shall i sink to yure level
no more sadness, no more pain no more fear that will haunt me for the rest of my life

My heart cries out for the one that I love,

The emptiness is something i can't raise above,

My silent screams from this undying pain,

Cause my arms stay empty, for my love is vain,


For so long now I learn to touch the softness on your face,

To feel the warm of your sweet loving grace,

To gaze once again in to your sparkling blue eyes,

To beat as one with yours, my heart does it cry,


To taste the sweetness of your lips on mine,

To be together forever in a love so divine,

But I know in my soul, this love will never be,

For you don't know for you my heart bleeds,


My fear is that my love for you will be never known,

Cause my feelings stay hid away, and may never be shown,

Only in my dreams will you ever have love for me,

So i sit in this lonely loveless prison, never to be free,


billy joe collins

why is it everytime i talk to you i get butterflies in my tummy
every time i wish i could be with you when i can't be
i wonder if you feel the same?
i want to be your everything never ever hurt you just love
but only if you feel the same

hopes and dream, memories are fading
hold them tears baby, never look back, never regret
keep your head held high keep them tears
never show your weekness of your strong heart
youll never regret it just keep moving on and never look back