1. Will you answer every question honestly?
yeah
2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
yeahp.
3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
yes
4. Do you miss anything or anyone?
yes, i do.
5. What makes you laugh no matter what?
being with my friends, watching Russell Brand.
6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past two days?
no.
7. Who was the last person you talked to?
sara
8. What do you dislike at the moment?
how much i keep comparing every guy i'm with to 'him'
9. Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
rachael
10. If you could move anywhere , where would it be?
martensville, canada.
11. Why do you want to move there?
i miss home.

HARDER.
1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
haha, yes i do.
2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
not really, if you feel like you're ready, and you trust the person, then its alright
3. Will you get married?
hopefully.
4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
i dont know.
5. Do you lie about your age?
no, whats the point?

HARDEST.
1. Are you happy with yourself?
some days.
2. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
in what way? i would change a certain way i acted, eg: if i was really flirty, i'd obviously change. but i dont know.
3. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
get a grip.

SECRETS.
1. When did you last cry?
aha, when i watched Eternal Sunshine For The Spotless Mind. i <3 that movie.
2. Do you believe in religion?
i'm not sure
3. When was the last time you fell asleep with a girl?
aha, last night. when we camped at sophie's.
4. What is currently on your mind?
how much i miss scott.

SHOCKING.
1. Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
ahah.. yeah
2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
no.
3. Did you ever fail the school year?
nope.
4. Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
nope.
5. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
haha fuck yeah! :]
6. Do you think your future will be a good one?
i hope so.

THE DEEP STUFF.
1. Do you think you were raised well?
yes, i do.
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yes.
3. How do you handle stress?
i really don't. i'm a mess when i get stressed.
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
i actually have no idea. which is quite bad. i'd like to be with michael though.
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
i'm good at hiding
6. If there was your true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
true love
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
hmm.. i'd go live with my Nana i think. i couldn't choose.
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
FUCK! thats horrible! haha. um. one family member? because if it was five of my closest friends that would be like my BEST friends and i couldnt handle that. i'd cope better with support from them if someone in my family were to die than if they were all to die.
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member? no.

THE LOVE STUFF.
1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
i know how i see love. and i know what it means to me. so in a way, yes.
2. The last time you kissed someone...Was it someone you see yourself with?
thursday. and yes, i do.
3. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
trust and honesty.

THE RANDOMS.
1. Do you spend time with the same people always?
yeahp.
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
no.
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
kind of a mix.
4. last time you were truly happy with your life?
right now. but i just realised something i'm a bit gutted about.
5. Where was your default picture taken?
i can't remember which picture is my default. lol[/b]
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
no, because they rarely ever work out.
7. What is your favorite color?
teal
8. What do you do when you have a bad day?
listen to Radiohead
9. Do you really think exes can be "just friends"?
yes, one of my best friends is an ex.
10. Who messaged you last?
jordan.
11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
tonight.

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS.
1. Do You Own An Ipod?
i do.
2. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep?
yes
3. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
chocolate
4. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
today.
5. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
probably.
6. Is Anyone In Love With You?
i hope so.
7. Ever Cry In Public?
i cry in the cinema at sad films lol so yes, i suppose
8. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
yeah.
9. What’s The Weather Like?
its okay.
10. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
hell yes. :]
11. Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box?
yeah.
12. Do You Use Sarcasm?
haha yeah, a bit much.
13. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
um, both?
14. Do You Watch The News?
sometimes.
15. How Did You Get One Of Your Scars?
i spilt hot oil down my leg.
16. Who was the last person to make you mad?
myself.
17. Do You Like Anybody?
i love him ^-^[/color][/size]

i actually srsly love you.

wow.
went to see saving aimee last night,
they were amazing!
& we met both of their support bands,
Marc from The Broadcast touched my boobies. it was amazing. LOL
The Broadcast & 2 Thirds Of Youth.
both, were amazing live, and really nice guys.
i'll put pictures on facebook soon.
then!
after the gig, we came out and The Gap Year Riot were there promoting their new single and the tour they're doing with Twenty Twenty.
so we were talking to Fraser for like an hour.
he's so lovely!

had such a good night.

check them all out on myspace if you have a chance,
they're all amazing,

SAVING AIMEE
THE BROADCAST
2 THIRDS OF YOUTH
THE GAP YEAR RIOT
TWENTY TWENTY.
<3

Saving Aimee - July 27th. king tuts, glasgow.
Enter Shikari - August 27th, ABC2, glasgow.
TwentyTwenty - September 9th, AB2, glasgow.
Go:Audio - October 6th, Garage, glasgow.
Paolo Nutini - October 15th. O2 arena, glasgow.
Green Day - October 19th SECC, glasgow.
Taste Of Chaos - November 11th. SECC, glasgow.
White Lies - November 28th, Glasgow O2 Arena.
Placebo - December 14th, SECC Hall 2, glasgow.

the uncomfortable survey .
(lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past)

Longest relationship:
10 months

Shortest relationship:
like three days. ahah.

How many boyfriends have said "i love you" to you?
two.

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating?
aha, scott and i used to talk about it lots.

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
no.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
uhm, i dont know.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
relationship.

Have you ever been cheated on?
yeahp.

What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
they're penis.
KIDDING ON! uh; i like when they smell good, and if they have nice eyes.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
i've been hurt.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i dont know.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
i think i try to be a good girlfriend.

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
uhm, yes.

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
no.

Have you ever dated someone older than you?
yeeah.

Do you regret anything that you have done with an ex boyfriend or girlfriend?
no.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends a lot on what they did.

Believe in love at first sight?
ahaa, first time i saw jordan i was like "OMG! I could love him one day"
so, not at first sight, but idk.

Ever dated two people at once?
no

Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
i hate that you told everybody, specially Kelso, like, what the shit did he have to do with anything anyway.. :\

Are you going to tag the person who it was to?
no?

Ever stolen something for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
ahah, uhm, i have two of scotts sweaters, and his Cookie monster tshirt, but i didnt exactly steal them as such?

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
shyeah.

Do you still have feelings for any of your exes?
no.

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
eugh, i duno?

Do you remember the person you first kissed?
haha, oh god. yes. :\

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yepp.

Ever kissed somebody in public?
yeah

Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you?
no.

Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like?
no.

Have you ever dated a really bad kisser?
hahah. yes.

Do you break down when getting yelled at by a boyfriend/girlfriend?
well, i've not really been yelled at.. so no. aha.

Are your parents divorced?
no

Do you know anyone that wants you dead?
aha, probably cayliegh. aha, eugh.

Do you believe that regrets are lessons learned?
sure?

Are you always in a hurry?
no

Do you sit down and eat dinner with your family every night?
mostly every night

Who do you consider your role model?
i dont know.

Do you care if people talk smack about you?
depends who it is. if it's someone who i know hates me, and the feelings mutual, i dont mind them dogging on me, because i probably do it about them. but if it's someone i thought was my friend, i'd be pretty upset i think.

Did you speak to your father today?
yes i did

Do you have Godparents?
i dont know.

You find out there is life on Mars. Do you go there?
uh, no.

Do you have any friends who's parents will no longer let them hang out with you?
Hah, no. i'm not cool enough for that.

Are you generally a happy person?
not particularly. i'm kinda angsty, and vehement.

What exactly are you wearing?
spongebob slippers, black shorts, red tank, placebo hoodie, undies.

Think of your favorite picture, who is it taken with?
the one i got with Antony was awfully nice today. :]

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
michael.

What do you prefer skittles or starbursts?
skittles.

Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
i am. :]

Whose car did you ride in last? And who with?
Melvin's. with melvin, and david. ^.^

Is there at least one ex boyfriend you can trust?
yeahp.

Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
i do.

What's something that made your day?
-sitting on the hill with ants, michael and connor.
-talking to ellis who works in the Vodafone shop.
-how sunny it is outside. ^_^

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeeaaaap. :\

Are you currently feeling the need to tell someone something?
no.

If the last person you kissed bumped into you at school, what would be said?
why are you in my school? :|

When was the last time you received a heartfelt apology from someone?
i suppose michael was attempting to be 'heartfelt'. prick.

Would you take any of your ex's back?
eugh, idk.

Do you have a crush?:
i do.

Could you date someone taller than you?
i have a phobia of kissing someone shorter than me. i'm really short compared to everybody anyway, so like dating someone shorter me creeps me out.

Suppose you see your crush kissing another person:
i'd be like "DICK!"
then i'd maybe be really upset.

Are you interested in anyone new?
he isnt really new.

Does the thought of the world ending in 2012 (or whenever else) scare you at all?
not really.

Have you kissed anyone in the last 100 hours?
no.

Have you talked to an ex today?
yeah

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed
yeah.

When did you last hold hands with someone?
last friday.

i hate you,
you with your cute ass, winklepickers, tight jeans, cute hair, amazing personality.

ihateyou, and you're stupid.

you'd better at least have a good excuse for tonight,
if you dont,
don't even talk to me.

you make my heart hurt.

important.
may 22 - GC exam.
may 25 - mods exam.
may 27 - dad's birthday.
may 29 - home ec exam.
may 31 - aiden. (L)

june 1 - grade 11/fifth year.
june 6 - going to Perth with rach.
june 24 - brand new. (L)
june 24 - last day of school. (L), danielle's party?
june 26 - leaving for Cornwall.

july 4 - leaving cornwall, travelling to manchester.
july 5 - alton towers.
july 6 - travelling home.
july 10 - ruth & becca's party. (L)


oh, and.
i hate you for making me feel like this.

plus;

-i'm glad i came tonight.
my neck, collar bone and hip are bruised, btw. ;-)
i dont care if you're "too forward" for her liking, i love it.
you've got the most adorable smile ever.
i like yer "singing" voice. ;-)
you taste amazing, btw.
& next time really will be worth your while.
i don't care what she says btw, we totally could be!

-Book Lover is a really guid book, and it basically describes my personality perfectly. which is sad really. but amazing.


minus;

-i wish i hadn't had to leave!

-i dont want to go see HM tomorrow. >_> i'd much rather spend the day with you.



soo,
life is better.
probably mostly because of tonight, at yours.
i totally could love ye btw.