40 Secrets About Yourself, be HONEST.
1. Are you confident in yourself ? At times i am
2. Where was your default pic taken ? Grad bash
3. What's your middle name ? Allen
4. Relationship status ? Single.
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back ? I think so
6. What is your current mood ? Tired. bored. confused, fusrtrated
7.What color underwear are you wearing ? black and red coca cola boxers
8. What makes you happy ? being with my friends and just not having any worries
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would you change ? maybe some of the things ive said and done to the people that ment the most to me
11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day - what would you be? A Bear
12. Ever had a near death experience? 3
13. Something you do a lot? read
14.Name a song thats stuck in you head right now: pins and needles-billy talent
15. Who did you copy and paste this from? stacey
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? ummm no one i know personaly
17. When was the last time you cried? when Jordan and Ethan died and i called Sarah
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? No but i have done stand up comedy
19. If you could have one super power what would it be? super strenght
20. First things you notice about the opposite/same sex? face and hair
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?never been to one.
22. What's your biggest secret?the people who i trust to know it already know
23. Favorite color? black or deep red
24. When was the last time you lied?not lately
25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? Usually TV shows.
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing its 5 am
28. Do you speak any other language? no but i am learning to
29. What's your favorite smell? the smell of the mountain lakes and pine forests
30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be? crazy
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? leah today when i pissed her off
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? nope and dont really care
33. What are you thinking about right now? coulda, woulda shoulda's
34. What should you be doing? sleeping
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? dealing with sarah.
37. Do you like working in the yard? i love it
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? the one i have, i am proud of myself and my family
A N G E R
1. Are you currently mad at someone? not at all
2. Which family member has the worst temper? my sister
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face? yes
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?dont know but i would think so dosent every ones?.
5. When you're mad do you prefer to keep to it yourself? Yes. and i probably shouldnt because it makes it worse
E X C I T E M E N T
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Noooope.
2. If you won a million $$$'s what would be your first thoughts? goodbye worries for my parents and grandparents
3. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? some friendships back to where the used to be
Y O U
1. Name: Nicholas
2. Where were you born? Leduc, Alberta.
3. Your hometown? all over
4. What's your main goal in life? died, its what i was born to do
5. Do you want to have children? one day when im ready and mature enough for them
6. How do you want to die? who cares? ill be dead
L O V E
1. Do you have a crush? . yes
2. Who is the best hugger? sarah because she hugs you like its the last time your ever gonna see eachother
3. Love at first sight? not at all
L A S T
1. Person you saw not in your family? erik
2. Person you hugged? leah
3. Movie watched? lord of war.
4. Song you listened to? a womans love-alan jackson
P L A N S
1. What are you doing now? filling this out lisening to music.
2. What are you doing tonight? nothing
3. What are you going to eat for dinner? 5 am, havent planned that far ahead
I N T H E L A S T M O N T H H A V E Y O U
1. Bought something? yes.
2. Gotten sick? nope.
3. Been hugged? yep
4. Felt stupid? more then once
5. Missed someone? once or twice.
6. Failed a test? Nope.
7. Danced? yes when i was being random and crazy.
8. Slept with someone? nope
9. Slept with more than one person? No.
F U T U R E
1. Do you want to get married ? Eventually.
2. What kind of house do you want ? the one that i like the best.
H A V E Y O U E V E R
1. Shaved your head bald?many times.
2. Taken over an hour to get ready? at grad
3. Gone to jail? never.
A R E Y O U G O I N G T O
1. Continue using the computer? yep, i cant sleep
2. Hang out with someone today? Today is just beginning, but yes.
4. Go to school? im graduated
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
1. Rain or snow? Rain.
2. Summer or winter? I like them both for different reasons.
3. Text messaging or MSN? msn
4. McDonalds or A&W? McDonalds. there both crap, subway.
5. Movies or shows? Movies because with me and my friends there adventures
H A V E Y O U E V E R
1. Said "I love you"? Only to the people that matter the most.
2. Given money to a homeless person? no
4. Waited all night for a phone call? no
5. Snuck out? yep. and it nearly cost me my life
6. Have you ever looked at the stars? Love to.
7. Slept in a bed with a person of the same sex? when i was like a little kid
9. Stolen money from a friend? never
11. Been on an airplane? Yes,.
12. Slept all day? Only if I missed a lot f sleep or was sick.
13. Missed someone so much it hurt? once or twice.
14. Fallen asleep during school? hahahaha yah and more then once was woken up with an airhorn.
15. Been lonely? is there any one who hasent.
16. Cheated in a game? Yeah I have used online cheats on games.
17. Slept in the bed with a person of the Opposite Sex? yea i have
wow tonight was awsome, i won tickets to the red neck comedy fest so i went with my parents and some family friends, garry came with me, so after we ate supper i got up on stage and did stand up comedy which was fucking awsome, so after a bit garry got up and did some stand up to, we both kicked mayjor ass but in the end it was me and 2 other guys competeing for the prizes, first prize was a trip to mexico, second prize was 500 hundred dollars and third was 100 dollars, i came in second but had the best fucking time ever, but garry should of been third at least, but he got ripped off but it still was a fucking awsome night haha and people bought me free drinks for making them laught which is always good, so next time you shold go to the comedy club in lindale, it will rock your socks
You tried so hard to be someone
That you forgot who you are
You tried to fill some emptiness
Til all you had spilled over
Now everything's so far away
That you don't know
Where you are
You are
When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
When it's hard to be yourself
It's not to be someone else
Still everything's so far away
That you forget who you are
You are
When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to
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holy shit, im done high school, i am fairly sure that i am happy about this but now i have come to realize that everything i have ever know is about to change, when i started grade ten it felt like i had forever to go in high school, now that its done though i look back and i realize that it went by so fast,its been a great 3 years, i made some amazing friends but i also lost friends but i think that everything worked out for the best. i had fun playing football, hanging out with my friends and going to all the parties, sarah, kaylene, neesh, jenna, jen, leah, garry, gerald, nick, cole, its been fucking amazing
THIS IS MY DECLORATION OF SELF REVOLUTION
1.i vow that i will no longer worry about what i can not change
2.i will change what i can so that i have less to worry about
3.i will no longer stand by and watch others be abused or abuse other
4.i will no longer abuse others
5.i will no longer drink any alcohol of any form
6.i will no longer use drugs in any form
7.i will strive to better my self mentally, physically, spiritually
8.i will honor the wishes of others
9.i will give respect were respect is due
10.i expect my self to strive to understand the world better
11.i will no longer be ignorant
12.i will push my self to work harder in all of my under takings
13.i will turn the other cheek when i can but i will not be disrespected
14.i plan for succes but will accept failure as it comes and learn from it
15.i will give apologizes to those who i own them to
16.i will add to this list as need be in the future
i need to say im sorry to some one, she knows who shes is. i fucked up big time this weekend, i acted like a total prick. you have every right to be pissed off at me, but i am hoping that you can look past this one weekend of me being a total retard and remember that we all fuck up at times and we all make mistakes. i hope you look past it and can forgive me and trust me again and maybe i can redem my self in your eyes, your the one person i trust and can talk to and that i used to know i could tell you anything that was on my mind with out you hating me for it and i miss that already. i know i fucked up and wrecked the best friendship ive had in a few years and that makes me fucking hate my self more then you can ever know. and i told you i was never drinking again and i mean it even if you dont beleave me, wrecking what i had with you was not worth it, i will never allow my drinking to wreck anything again, you said you needed space so im giving it to you, i hope you talk to me again because im waiting on you, and you said you would go to grad with me and you said you still are but i dont want you to feel like you have to just because you said you would, i fucked up and i dont want you to go to grad with me if we are still not back to being good friends, i would reather go alone and see you enjoy your self then have you come with me and not enjoy the night like you deserve to, i would give anything in the world to change what i did but i cant and i will never be able to but maybe you can over look this one fuck up and we can get back to being friends Nick
Bike: 1996 Honda Cr500R
Aftermarket parts
-FmF fatty gold series pipe
-FmF powercore 2 silencer
-renthal bar clamps
-renthal fatty bars
-renthal gold chain and sprokets
-wiseco piston
-twinair air filter
-aftermarket black plastics
-progrip seat cover
-all new maxxis tires
-all new bearings
I don’t even understand how I feel any more, I simple question like how are you, has such different answers depending on who asks it, for some people I just want to fuckin punch them in the face then ask them how it felt and then tell them I feel like that. And other people I just want to break out in a smile and tell them wonderful now, I hate how the day has to start out great then get shitty, I hate I never hang out with my friends any more because we are so dam different now and half them it feels a job to hang out not fun and as court gets closer all I can think about is that and what happen, well I think I get another beer because that’s a dam fine way to pass the time
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
1 question.
1 chance.
1 answer.
100% honest.
That's all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question.
ANY 1 question
Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly.
Send it through a message, title it "Question."
The catch is, to repost this and see what people ask you.
UP with ME
Roll up the windows, and lock the doors.
There's gonna be a shit storm.
Of the life unived, caused our scars and wind to blow.
Oh, oh, oh, It's terrible.
You threw it all up, keep it up.
This essence roots,
I'm stuck, I'm overwhelmed.
I've made mistakes, they keep me company.
Oh man, what's up with me?
I've changed, it's comforting.
For the sake of secrets, let's say I'm safe.
Let's say I got a hiding place.
Let's say I've made apologies to hearts I've broken open,
Let's say the storm, like most, will past.
Let's sing a song for a leaf, and last...
Let's say that only time will tell if I'm really over being overwhelmed.
I've made mistakes, they keep me company.
Oh man, what's up with me?
I've changed, it's comforting.
It's honestly that easy.
There's something soothing, it's real as hell...
About climbing up from where you fell.
You forget to be overwhelmed.
I've made mistakes, they keep me company.
Oh man, what's up with me?
I've changed, it's comforting.
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folk's pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only take's 2 minute's. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friend's.
Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer.
Answer's are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past.
Begin.
1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon/early evening
c) late at night
2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly
3. When talking to people you...
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair
4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you
5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile
6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you notice
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed
7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes
8. Which of the following color's do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray
9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moment's before going to sleep you are...
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers
10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant
POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1
Your Total: 45
OVER 60 POINT'S: Other's see you as someone they should
"handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered,
and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you,
wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you,
hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.
51 TO 60 POINT'S: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile,
rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right one's.
They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will
try anything once; someone who take's chance's and
enjoy's an adventure. They enjoy being in your company
because of the excitement you radiate.
41 TO 50 POINT'S: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming,
amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's
constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced
not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate,
and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help
them out.
31 TO 40 POINT'S: Others see you as sensible, cautious,
careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented,
but modest. Not a person who makes friend's too quickly or easily,
but someone who's extremely loyal to friend's you do make
and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who
really get to know you realize it take's a lot to shake your
trust in your friend's, but equally that it takes you a long time
to get over if that trust is ever broken.
21 TO 30 POINT'S: Your friend's see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and
steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did
something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting
you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by
your careful nature.
UNDER 21 POINT'S: People think you are shy, nervous,
and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who
always wants someone else to make the decision's &
who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist.
Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.
SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks!
Rules:
>Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following...
>They MUST be real places, names, things...NOTHING made up!
>If you can't think of anything, skip it.
>Try to use different answers if the person before you had the same
>1st initial.
You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question...
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Your Name: Nick
1. Famous Singer/Band: nickle back
2. 4 Letter Word: nice
3. Street Name: North henday drive
4. Color: Navy blue
5. Gifts/Presents: necklace
6. Vehicle:
7. Things In A Souvenir Shop: necklaces
8. Boy Name: nic
9. Girl Name: nichole
10. Movie Title: north to alaska
11. Drink: Nestea
12. Occupation: Nascar driver
13. Flower:
14. Celebrity: nichole richie
15. Magazine/Book:
16. Pro Sports Teams:
17.Fruit:
18. Reason For Being Late For Work:
19. Something You Throw Away: noodles
20. Things You Shout: NO
