ART~OF~DYING - 22, Male, Edmonton
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fuck nex
FUCK NEXOPIA AHA
 

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nexopia sucks
i think i will keep this nex because you nevr know what could happen, but id rather go to facebook i never even come on nexopia, peace out
 

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1 Who are you?:
2 Are we friends?:
3 When and how did we meet?:
4 How have I affected you?:
5 What do you think of me?:
6 What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
7 How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
8 Do you love me?:
9 Have I ever hurt you?:
10 Would you hug me?:
11 Would you kiss me?:
12 Are we close?:
13 Emotionally, what stands out?:
14 Do you wish I was cooler?:
15 On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
16 Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
17 Am I loveable?:
18 How long have you known me?:
19 Describe me in one word.:
20 What was your first impression?:
21 Do you still think that way about me now?:
22 What do you think my weakness is?:
23 Do you think I'll get married?:
24 What about me makes you happy?:
25 What about me makes you sad?:
26 What reminds you of me?:
27 What's something you would change about me?:
28 How well do you know me?:
29 Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
30 Do you think I would kill someone?:
31 Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
1 I committed suicide:
2 I said I liked you:
3 I kissed you:
4 I lived next door to you:
5 I started smoking:
6 I stole something:
7 I was hospitalized:
8 I ran away from home:
9 I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
1 Personality:
2 Eyes:
3 Face:
4 Hair:
5 Clothes:
6 Mannerisms:

WOULD YOU:
1 Give me your number ?
2 Have sex with me ?
3 Let me kiss you ?
4 Watch a movie with me ?
5 Have dinner with me ?
6 Drive me somewhere ? Anywhere ?
7 Take a shower with me ?
8 Be my boyfriend?
9 Tell me you love me ?
10 Buy me a drink if I didnt have money ?
11 Take me home for the night ?
12 Would you let me sleep in your bed ?
13 Sing car kareoke with me ?
14 Re-post this for me to answer your questions ?
15 Do you think im attractive, beautiful, sexy, or hot ?
16 Do you like my style ?
17 Do you think im funny ?
18 Do you care about me ?
19 Would you dance with me ?
20 Would you sing happy birthday to me ?
 

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crazy
bored as helll and eyes keep closing work at 5 in the morning and i didnt sleep till 1 30 the night before dang, also i blew upa 35000 dollar company vehicle yesturday and im not fired or anything i burnt up my zippo and cell phone and lunch bag, the truck is no more and is toast, no engine no windows no nothing the whole thing was in flames and then when the flame got to the gas tank....Booom isnt that nice?, heheh, not my truck
 

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200 questions, oh boy ..
TWO HUNDRED QUESTIONS!
200 Questions:


ABOUT ME…
200: my name is: Darien.
199: i was born in: Camrose
198. i'm: inlove.
197. my eye color is: bluish greenish
195. my shoe size: 11 1/2
194. my ring size is: Hell if I know.
193. my favorite color(s): greenand grey.
192. my height is: 5'9
191. i'm allergic to: dust hair pollen very lil tho imunity has kicked up a notch.
190. i live in: nowere but edmonton hopefully.
189. the last book i read: near miss accident reports.
188. my bed time is: never.
187. screen name: ?wtf.
186. favorite pets name: simba
189. my favorite holiday is: Christmas.
178. the perfect kiss is: ... is when you feel the world go slower but your heart beat go faster.
177. the last singer you listened to: artist/band? guns and roses
176. last song that made me cry: umm well its been awhile
170. what did you do last night: talk to my girlfriend watch tv go to bed.

BELIEVE IN…
143. santa: No.
142. love at first sight: maybe for some people i dunno.
141. luck: ya.
140. fate: ya.
139. god: in some maystical energy that has powers over us all commonly knon as god, ya i suppose.
138. aliens: 2012 theyll be here.
137. heaven: only one way to find out.
136. hell: i use to live there.
135. ghosts: Yes.
134. horoscopes: ya the ones that are right some people talk out of there ass.
135. soul mates: ya i believe i do.

WHICH IS BETTER?
129. hugs or kisses: hugs while im kissing the most amazing girl in my life.
127. phone or online: phone if it was free like the internet.
126. red heads or brunettes: Brunette.
125. blondes or brunettes: brunette.
124. lamb and tuna or peanut butter and jam: who the fuck eats lamb and tuna?.
123. pool or darts: either or ill have fun playing even if i lose.
122: sci-fi or horror: Horror.

121: eat at home or eat out: Home.
120. night or day: Night.
118. curly or straight hair: both .

WHAT COMES TO YOUR HEAD…
117. scary: boo bitch im scarier.
115. back stabbers: want to know how my boot tastes?
116: parents: helping
115. school: people programming.

LAST TIME…
103. missed someone: right now.
102. hugged someone: about 18 days ago
101. saw someone you haven't seen in a while: depends on how you see them

RANDOM…
90. who's the ditsiest person you know: my sister
89. do you like anyone at the moment: Cindy julieth botia cortez.
87. one thing i'm mad about right now: being away from my girlfiend and blowing up my bosses 40 00 dollar truck today
82. the thing i don't understand is: who knows
81. two things i love about the opposite sex: smile, eyes, and im gonna squeeze in lips aha.
78. this summer: Was a haze
77. next year: Should be my best year and most successful year.
76. something i really miss when i leave home: freedom
75. the thing that i'm looking forward to the most is: being with my girl

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
71. tomorrow: work.
72. today: work.
71. next summer: work.
72. for christmas: hopefully opening up presents.

MICELLANIOUS…
62. the person(s) who knows the most about me is: brad.
61. the person that can read me the most is: no one
60. the most difficult thing to do is: is to show how i truly feeland to influence
59. i have gotten a speeding ticket: none.
58. i have the following siblings:2 sisters, rebecca, krystal
57. my crush: is a crush someone you want or have? cuz i have her.
56. my relationship status: dating/married for life.
54. who do you feel most comfortable with: Myself.
53. the one person who can't hide things from me is: most people, im pretty good at reading
51. right now i am talking to: myself aha.
50. do you like who posted this before you?: pretty decent good conversations late at night but havent talked lately
49. does he/she like you?: ya i think soo.
48. i have a job:construction hopefully soon drilling rig.
47. i have a pet(s): kind 2 cats and a dog but not really any at the moneent.
46. i hope: that we last forever.
45. the worst sound in the world: Oh, I couldn't narrow it down. There are so many.
44. person that made me cry the most: Father.
43. have you ever done drugs: majority of them.
42. have you ever smoked: Yes.
41. last party you went to: dont remember aha
40. who's parents are you most close with: my mom.
39. what's your favorite movie?: freddy vs jason.
36. last person you talked to on MSN: my sister.
35. someone you've gotten closer with this year: cindy
34. what kind of phone do you have?: it blew up in a truck today yay im a dipshit
33. my favorite piece of clothing is: none anymore.
32. my favorite sport is: the ones i play good at.
27: last person you got mad at: Myself.
26. my worst experience I've ever had was: umm alot ask me and ill name em
21. the best feeling in the world is: being with cindy when i feel like if frozen in time.
20. so, about them canadians: say what?....eh?
19. the most annoying thing ever is/are: ignorant people, or dumb people.
18. the most annoying person you know is: too many to count.
17. i loose respect for people who: dont desrve respect nor give it out etc
16. i hate: being alone.
15. i love: cindy.
14. my favorite day is: friday.
13. my favorite month is: may.
12. my favorite band(s): avenged seven fold, system of a down, slipknot
11. the worst pain i ever felt: shattering my knee cap or dislocateding my shoulder or fracturing my elbow i dont know
10. my favorite phrase: oops
9. who do you want to go out with?: the one im with.
8. your favorite actor is: adam sandler
7. your weakness: love.
6. inside joke between you and your friends: eyebrow talk
5. how many best friends do you have?: Two.
4. what's your phone number: 0-000-000-0000
3. who broke your heart?: who cares
2. i filled out 200 questions because?: i needed something to pass the time until my girlfirend comes back.
1. what do you hate most about yourself: the way i am
 

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oh boy
oh boy
 

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i love you baby
so this guy is inlove with the most amazing woman to walk this earth..
she is the one i can feel it
she is my half that ive always yearned for

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she is beautiful and so amazing
me and her make love a beautiful thing
im good at being poetic or a good rymer
but i can say is that its too bad life is on a timer
so much to do so much to say
im a small town kid who was born in may
she is a city girl who has gone a long way
i didnt know were i was before
now i just want her and more
i hope she can stnd me not always being around
cuz i love when she says i love you, such a beautiful sound
i love when she sings in spanish
if i had to id have her everyday as my wish

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i can say alot but im gonna stop before people think im a romatic poetic softy...im a hard ass mean grumpy punk got it ahah..jk...or am i ahah
 

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muahh
september 13 is the day me and the most amazing girl started dating
 

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thinking about getting lip pierced just before i go back to work
 

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woo hoo
i got my days off and i found out i really love my job when i got to look at my bank account , 6 dyas but only 2 and 1/2s to go shitty deals and i got new pictures...decent i look a lil diff aha its about time pretty soon go and work another 24 days for 12-14 hours a day woo hoo
 

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a dumb test
1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful convo with? cindy of coarse
2. Where was the last place you went? killam
3. Does your Ex/Ex's miss you? some
4.When was the last time you exercised? Today.
5. Look at your 3rd friend on myspace: What if you don't have myspace?
7. Who is the last baby that you held? my moms friends baby
8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names? No.
9. Are you ticklish? yup
10. Have you ever worn a crown? buger king crown hell ya
12. Who is the last person you hugged? cindy
13. Do you have a black dog? I did once.
14.What should you be doing right now? talking to cindy instead of doing this stupid blog thing
16. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? cindy
17. Do you like coffee? nope
18. Are you missing someone? Yes.
19. Reason behind why you last cried? i dont know
20. How much cash do you have on you? zip
25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? None.
26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret? Cash.
27. Whats on your mind right now? cindy
28. Do you have a deep dark secret? ya im a vampire aha
29. Wouldn't you rather be with your " lover " right now? ya
30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? N/A.
31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? Hell if I remember.
32. What was your childhood nickname?dare
33. Do you have any strange phobias? spiders and clowns
34. Have you ever played naked twister? No.
35. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Married.
36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? the grim reaper
37. How far have you gone with the opposite sex? never
38. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? Yes. Many people.
39. Do you crack your knuckles? ya
40. What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator? water
41. What color are your bed sheets? black
42. How many kids do you plan on having? i dunno
43. Plans for tonight? talk to cindy and movie
44. How would you like to die? sleeping
45. Have you ever been in love? i am now
47. Is someone in love with you? i hope so
48.Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you? this wierd ass bitch ahah
49. We are all human, do you judge someone for a past indiscretion? I try to look past it.
50. Generally, in life, what makes you happy? i have no idea
51. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? goerge bush
52. Who do you blame for your mood today? myself53. Have you 53.ever seen a dead body? yes
54. What should we do with stupid people? isolated with other people like them on there own lil world
56. What was the first thing you did this morning? thought of my beautiful girl
57. The color of carpet in your bedroom? cement
59. Last person you went out to dinner with? i dont remember
60. Are you spoiled? Yes.
61. Do you drink lots of water? ya
62. What toothpaste do you use? crest whitening lol
63. How do you vent your anger? music and excersice.
64. Last compliment you received? lots
66. When was the last time you threw up? i dont know
67. Are most of your friends virgins? I don't actually know
68. What theme does your room have? scary aha
70. Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child? mommy.
71. Would you ever join the military? i thought about it
72. The last website you visited? Nexopia.
73. Who was the last person you took a picture with?family
74. Last person you went to the movies with? i dont know but i did pt with cindy ahaa
75. What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year? who knows..it will be aroung cindy's prom
76. Number of layers on your bed? Frame, boxspring, matress, cushion, matress cover, sheet, blanket.
78. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week? that is a super hard question that i dont think i can answer
79. What are you looking forward to right now?working so i can see the most amazing girl in the world
80. Do you know anyone in prison? too many
81. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's facebook? No.
82. When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? last time i had the munchies lol
83. Do you have a desk in your room? kinda.
84. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? ummm i dont think soo
85. What kind of car insurance do you have? N/A.
86. Are you named after one of your parents: nope im from a book.
87. Does your significant other live in the same house? i wish
88. Do you throw up gang signs? Fuck no.
89. Have you ever had a broken rib? ya
90. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? Guy.
91. Who is the most spoiled person you know? Umm... Several people.
92. Would you rather have a million dollars or true love?true love with my gorgeous girl
93. Have you ever had sex in church? No.
94. Are you dating the last person you kissed? If no, do you want to be? ya im dating her
96. Would you ever work for the border patrol? No.
97. Which one word would describe your relationship? amazing
98. Would you rather date someone 2 years older then you or 20 years? Two years.
99. Do you have a porn collection? maybe.
100. How many proms have you been to in your life? None.
102. Is your birthday on a holiday? nope103. Are you old enough to vote? Nope.
104. Do you have any friends or family in the War right now? No.
105. Do you worry about global warming? Yes and no.
106. What slang word(s) do you call marijuana? dope,weed,ganja,chron,etc
107. Are you an atheist? No.
108. Did or do you think your childhood dreams will come true? i hope they will
109. What's your opinion on gold diggers? Hey, whatever works.
110. Are you a country or city girl/boy? small town boy
 

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stupid test aha
EXTREMLEY bored.


TOTAL HONESTY QUIZ
No lying allowed!

Is there someone you wanna date?

Yes, but im waiting till the time is right

Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?

cheated on me

What are you listening to?

thunder

Name a quote from the thing you are listening to?

bang crash boom ahah

What does your last text say?

I dont text

Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
i dont think soo

Last missed call?

i have no idea

Last person you talked on the phone with?

a very beautiful girl named cindy

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?

talk to my girl

Is there a meaning behind your profile?

ya

Do you have a best friend?

i think so

Do you like vitamin water?

Yes.

Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?

it happens sometimes cuz i got a hard time trusting people

What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?

nothin they can do what they want

Do you get along with your parents?

yea

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?

damn rights

What is your favorite fruit?

ummm mango?

Who was the last person you were mad at?

Myself.

What are your plans for tonight?

talk to my beautiful and watch a movie

What is the most important thing in life?

living it

Is your best friend pretty?

hell no.lol

Whats the one thing thats getting you through the week?

cindy,water,food,animals,family,etc

Do you miss anyone?

cindy

Do you give out second chances too easily?

i use too

What did you do yesterday ?

talked to cindy watched movies

Where is one place you want to visit?

costa rica with ma baby and everywere

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?

about two months ago at a funeral

Are you against abortion or animal cruelty?

im against both i think people should deal with there consequences and people who hurt animals are sick and should be shot

What is your favorite childhood memory?

hanging out with the gang


What do you think of long-term relationships at this age ?

I think it depends on the people if they can do it they can do if they cant they cant

Do you wish on 11:11?

no i should tho cuz you never know
 

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i am soooooo bored.what do i do?
 

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blah
does anyone ever play those stupid games where you have to run away on nex..i do...how lame is that?..aha
 

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what a dummy...
does anyone ever assume the worse whn things arent.....i do...
ive bee n through some pretty ridiculuos shit that when something happens i always jump to a retared conclusion that most times is possibly wrong..is that rational?...i dont think soo....sometimes it can make people hate you or ruin some of the things your trying to preserve all because lack of understanding..isnt that stupid as hell..i kinda think so...sometimes i wish i knew everything..but i think that if i did i would probably end my life..they say that the smartest people in the world kill themselves or do events that lead up to there events...so i kinda scared about knowing too much....
but still what i wouldnt give to have that knowledge...i feel as if im going part;y crazy or maybe im the only one that i sane anymore..i have no idea..i just wish people would pay attention more often to whats going on around them doesnt that kinda make sense..but sadly its harder than it seems...i could really go on forever about this shit but ist not even whats bothering me the most at all.i have other problems that mean more to me...i have met the perfect girl that ive always pictured in my mind since i dont know when but she lives 2 hours away and i have never had a long distance relationship...i like her more than i have ever liked anyone in my life...i have bee throught more horrible things than her and im the devil compared to her....but there is nothing i wouldnt give to spend the rest of my life with her....she is everything i wish i could be..i will have shit going for me eventually so i hope that she can hold on that long...and wait for me and have faith...ill have a motorbike sooon so gas will be cheap and id be able to ride up there at anytime for her..i have a good job but im away for so long at a time so im gonna do it till i have lots of money and i can afford to get a diff job were i can be around more often....i would seriously do anything for this girl and if anyone does anything to her ill kill them...the day i met her in person and spent time with her it felt like veything was slow motion..i thinkcuzin my head i just wanted it to last soo long...i dont care who reads it and anyone who does please say something cuz i could use some advice or some tips or somecompliments ..anything right now....no matter what im gonna treat this grl like a gidess cuz thats pretty much what she is to me as long as she treats me good then i will be happy..ive been fucked over by more girls than an average pimp owns..ive had my heart stomped on cut beat up and stabbed and now my heart is fully recoverd and getting bigger and i plan on keeping it that way,,i really dont care how long this blog is at all of=r how many people think imuts..cuz i really am a lil crazy and im comfterble with that.....i feel something different with this girl and i have never felt like this before..something has happened and it keeps on happening kinda like coincidencs alomst as if there is a force that is telling me were there to help just dont fuck it up...i really am nuts eh?...lol..i better stop tho cuz my computer is about to melt and my brain is everywere yet nowere... ..the girl of my dreams....