I want another pet.
ANY SUGGESTIONS?!

I messed up so fucking big, no joke.
I hate this stupid life. Well, mine.
And yeah, I might be kicking my own ass,
but I definitely should have done things differently...
I should have been better, a better person.
I should have been stronger.
For myself, not for everyone else.
I should have made myself happier.
I should have done something for myself.
Maybe. I shouldn't of listened to them.
I know they're right, I just know it.
FUCK, they're always right.

Fuck this, fuck you, and fuck this stupid god damned life.
I hate this. I can't wait until the fucking apocalypse so I wont have
to fucking be in this stupid world.
FUCK.

I have a whole shit load of Japanese homework.
Gosh.

I saw "Boy in the striped pajamas" tonight
And no joke, It made me bawl my eyes out.
And it still does, whenever I think about it.
The movie taught me alot,
about war, lies, and the bond of true friendship.
Oh gosh, I loved it so much.

Going to Timmies with Vikki after school tomorrow.
One hot date if I do say so myself.
No, I meant the hot chocolate.
IT WILL STEAM.

Edward is on my wall.
Seriously.

- ;jeennaaℓexiss , * says (6:13 PM):
and got rank bad acnne and being reaally fat, smelled really bad ?
- ;jeennaaℓexiss , * says (6:13 PM):
and lost all my teeth?
- ;jeennaaℓexiss , * says (6:13 PM):
and hair
- ;jeennaaℓexiss , * says (6:13 PM):
and was really hairy
- ;jeennaaℓexiss , * says (6:13 PM):
LMAO , ooh whuut now.
/ rebecca says (6:16 PM):
Well, first of all, I would get you the proactive solution, FREE FOR 30 DAYS. If you smelled, I would buy you CKN2U, if you were really hairy, i would wax you myself, as for the lost teeth, well, I guess we wont have to worry about you biting my toungue, now will we?

I'm having.... a really bad day.

I put all my trust into a liar.
I trusted him, thought the best of him.
Told him secrets of my own.
And now, now I know he's nothing to me.
I loved him, he was my BEST friend, and now....
we're nothing.
Our entire friendship was a lie.
It's like, I don't even know him.
He has a fantasy-reality,
and, I believed him, with all my heart.
And now, it's broken
Forever, we're done and over.
You had the best of me.
and my trust.
I hate you.
Friendship fucking gone.

I hate it when people get your hopes up,
and just end up letting you down, it hurts everyone.
The people who thought you were trustworth, the people around those people
and most often THEMSELVES.
It's just fucked up how people are so fucking messed up,
and they choose to keep doing so.
And for what?
A boyfriend?
Acceptance?

LMAO IT MEANS VAGINA.