Talking to parents about school is like talking to an aging clone brought down by the man and forced to subdue others into learning pointless ideals that have no relevance until all individuality is gone and then a big label titled "EDUCATED" is slapped on there face for Society to recognize another drowned out clone.

I'm stuck on the top floor of a burning building.

I could jump out the window, and end it all faster..

....or wait and burn.

I see no help in sight, and no one would care or remember me anyway.

What should I do?

So I think I am going to buy a Yellow Submarine, and live below the waves, in an octopus's garden for eight days a week with a nowhere man as my roommate, and visit strawberry fields on weekends with my neighbor Eleanor Rigby laughing at the man who thinks hes a walrus singing Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da, anyone wanna join me?

All you ever tell me is how much you love me. How I make you feel amazing, how I'm the ONLY person in the world you want, yet when I find out your telling someone else the same thing, that love turns to like, and feelings between us into a competition between a third party.

I sit listening to your words turn from lust filled loving words of care to "like you just a little" or "the same". I feel like I could cry, my eyes filling with water and my mind with distrot emotions, yet the tears don't fall, instead I laugh, while my body fills with unbearable pain.

I try to make so many people happy. I try and be a better person, I don't act like a whore or a slut. I don't sleep with everyone or people I'm not dating, yet I'm accused of it. And how to I act to those who accuse me or spread rumors? I tell them I am sorry for whatever I did to make them feel like that.

I wait, upset and alone, answer questions for one night stands with sorry and no. Then when I find someone or hear someone direct emotion towards me, I leap at the opportunity, yet when I find your words are false, they burn inside me. I don't hate you for it, we are all just people, but I don't know why I try or bother anymore. I love you both and all of you, but I can't love myself for letting me do this. I hope it works out and that I got in the way.

I give up....

Don't tell me you love me if your intention is to get my hopes up till your new boyfriend comes over. I prefer to be hurt before you two start fucking.

Thanks <3

It's sad to think there are people in this world who have so much hate. That there are people willing to do the unthinkable, not to benefit themselves, but make a point. A point which has no meaning, a point which is just there, floating in the thoughts of those who cared for the individual(s) which fell victim to there haters. That there are people, who fight and stand for Peace, who are only to meet there end at the hand of hate and violence. So to all those Haters out there remember this: You can Silence the Idealist, but you can never stop there Ideals. RIP to all those who believed in Peace and Love <3


"All We Are Saying
Is Give Peace A Chance...."

- John Lennon (1940-1980)

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Aaron: Pce, Luv, Music <3 says:
Why are you sad now! lol

Sean says:
Cause you are making fun of me lol

Aaron: Pce, Luv, Music <3 says:
=O No I am not. I am intending to state the obvious, though you, Good Sir, are not being nice nor accepting it as simple fact, instead, you intend to make me look like a judgmental asshole

Imagine all the people living life in peace. You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as one. Happy Xmas everyone! Peace & Love <3

so so so
its apprintly ma nexvisary or w.e

--> Hey AaronM239

Happy Nexiversary! It's the anniversary of the date you joined Nexopia! We wanted to celebrate the occasion by giving you a free week of PLUS, which has been automatically added to your account. Now you can skin your profile, see your recent visitors, get Spotlighted, and more!


Althougfh its nice, i think i might wanna keep it so ill have to buy it after this, lol

I hate myself
I hate my looks
I hate my hair
I hate my voice
I hate my body
height and weight
I hate me all
I wanna die
I'm all alone
No one wants me
No one loves me
No one cares
Im gross
Apparintly a "whore"
No matter what you say I wont belive it
I want someone, somthing
To be close with that wont hurt me
But I wont get it
Cuz im just alone
And Fat
And Ugly
And gross
I hate me
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You broke me,

And left without putting me back together.

Now i am all over myself

With nothing,

But glances and pieces of what i once was.

Help make me whole again

<3